Sick of the world
Sick of myself
Gonna get a new complex
Put this one back on the shelf
Become such an asshole
Dont like who i am
This life of lies and theft wasnt
In the original plan
I'm trying to see clear
But there's this murky water
I keep on making mistakes
Just like my fore fathers
So I drink from the cup
Not out of the carton
to keep my poisoned mind
from poisoning the fountain
My head hangs down
And the noise drowns out
My heart beats hard
And i just want to get out
I feel the same as a week ago
Only now i don't know why.