Date: 31/12/2004(Friday)
What's New?: photos, wallpaper, a new section in "Creations" and some minor updates
Diary:
theres reli no point updatin this pg...its gona b new yr tomoz n im gona start a new pg and everyfing lolz...i did a wallpaper todai..havnt made one for ages!! so..to continue my "tradition", i made a twins one lolz. ill make more later. i wasnt evn gona go online todai...i was gona do oda stuff..but i ended up being online for like...5hrs lol. OH YEH i did a "Nasty or Nice" quiz todai!! lookz!:
kakakaka im nice! oh and:
What kind of ANGEL are you?
Quiz made by Angela
oooh im magical kakakak.
Date: 15/12/2004(Wednesday)
What's New?: Nothing
Diary:
Heh im at skewl atm...im sposd to b in maths but we hav religion ed atm so yuh...we went to library to watch some "fun video" but since i dun do it she told me to read outside...so i jus went on a comp hehehehe im so bored...bleeh >.
Date: 06/12/2004(Monday)
What's New?: Nothing
Diary:
I dont know if anyone is gonna read this..
but this is how i feel right now...6.46pm 6th Dec, 2004:
Brian, everyone has limits. Everytime you break a promise or lie to me, I keep telling myself to forgive you because I love you, and I do. I keep thinking that it's only a mistake, and that you will get it right soon. Everytime I forgive you, I'm filled with hope that you will stop making the same mistake...but you just keep bringing me disappointment time after time. I can't do that anymore Brian. I've reached my limit. I can't just take it in like nothing happened.
I liked our relationship before. We were always happy, and even if we argued, it was never so serious. But then you just kept breaking your promises and lying to me. The more you did so, the more I felt that I had to put restrictions on you from doing so. Now our relationship has got to the point where neither of us have freedom. There is no trust at all.
Right now I feel dizzy and confused. My anger is gone already, but I'm still not ready to forgive you.
itz now...8.55...about an hr ago i gave in and forgave him
just a few minutes ago...i asked for the truth from someone else...to find dat brian lied to me..yet again
i reli dun wanna forgive him anymore, coz i know its gona happen again.
i hate this feeling...knowing that someone has lied to you. I really don't like it Brian, and you know it.