"Sadness"
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I'm sitting here alone Wishing for someone to hold I am sad and lonely I am slightly cold I could sit here writing Or study over there I could play a video game In my favorite chair I could bow my head and pray I could keep on worrying I could stay here anyway My stomach could keep on turning I could think about my life Or even wright it down I could sit and think and think Or spin round and round I could break the rules Or I could stay uptight I could sit in darkness Or stare into the light I could keep on worrying And no one would ever care I could keep on waiting Waiting for my share I could keep on sitting Or stand up like so I could lie right down Turn on the radio I could watch the TV I could talk on the phone I could send a fax Or sit here still alone No matter what I do No matter what a try Why shall I still be here Feeling like I need to cry Am I searching for something That no one could find Am I waiting for something That shall never show its hide Will my head keep spinning Will my heart still beat Will my mind keep thinking And keep me on my feet Will I still feel sorrow Will I still cry Will my heart still race Screaming loudly why Can I roll my eyes Can I kick my leg Can I twiddle my thumbs Can I crack an egg Will I still remember Kindness of the past And if I remember Will these things last Do I dare speak loudly So I dare stand out Would I ever scream Would I ever shout How can I ask these questions Do I really want to know The truths of all these Q and As That the truth shall show Do I hide behind a mask One I show of pride Or do I cry in secret And let my heart confide In not a soul that�s living Not a soul that's dead Only Jesus Christ And of what his word said God can bring me through this Satan won't bring me down God can bring me through this As long as he's around So I know I'm protected always Cause he will never leave He tells me in his word His children he will heed So I shant have to fear Another fearful day For I know God's word Will always lead the way!