I�m here as always but nothing is the same
All had became so dark my life is so gray
I remember being here how the darkness I liked
But now it isn�t the darkness of all those nights
That I spent holding you so near at my side
Or the silence in which I only heard your voice
But the darkness of a heart that has lost it�s light
And the silence that�s inside of a suffering soul
Where are you where have you gone
Leaving me so sad leaving me so alone
I miss you so much and so do my soul
My body misses you as it feels so cold
Without the warm of each of your words
But is my heart who misses you more
Misses that light that only you�ve got
That light so bright, brighter than all
That made my heart again to pump
Pump in me that life that I thought was lost
Lost in the past and in the sadness drown
You thought me to smile you thought me to love
And although it was so hard I learned to trust
To trust someone and gave you my soul
Without expecting anything I just needed love
And now you think you can turn back and go
Go away from my life as if nothing was done
Just go far away without saying a word
A word that could help my life not to crumble
But you remain silent walking away
Leaving me with thoughts that I won�t forget
Of the last time in which I saw the light of day
When I was able to trust in life and got hurt
Hurt for believing that you really cared
Cared for me Jess that I wasn�t a game
Something that vanishes, with time goes away
Leaving behind only this great pain
That is like a knife going through my heart
Cutting my soul killing myself
But I don�t die although it would be the best
Better than being living with a soul that�s dead
Dead cause you killed it with the dreams you just forget