Disillusion
Today I feel so sad cause she isn�t here
How did it happened I really don�t know
One day I woke up and she wasn�t with me
She was here one day and now she�s gone
Like a dream she vanished maybe, she was just that
A dream that would perish go away with the light
That to my life entered when was gone the night
That night in which I was dreaming all time
Dreaming with her being happy at my side
But was just a dream, would never come back
Why is this eternal battle within myself
Why this is so difficult for me to accept
Can�t I understand that all end someday
Can�t I just accept that she has gone away
That she won�t return and all what is left
Is the memory of those so happy past days
Those days in which both were so happy together
That we wished it could last more than forever
That we thought that until the last star died
We would have the other there at our side
But even if I don�t want I have to realise
That nothing would ever for so longer last
That all has to end, be covered by time
And that for our love that day has arrived
It�s just that my body don�t seem to understand
I miss her so much cause she�s in my mind
She is in my veins and so deep in my heart
She�s needed by my soul, by my lips demanded
She�s need by my body to continue alive
And as long as there�s blood running through my veins
As long as I can move dream or be able to breathe
I would be fighting to have her love with me again