5.12.00 I really need to get over this compulsive desire I have to spend money just because I have it. I need to open a savings account or something that I can't get to so that I can just save money. When I need it, I don't have it because I have spent it all on clothes, a case of pink fuzzy pens, or some other thing that isn't a necessity. I haven't seen my roommate in two days. I know he has been home because there are dishes in the sink, but it seems that our schedules are opposing. It's been nice to have the place to myself. It's starting to get lonely though. This guy I met is scaring me. Maybe it's just that he is too intense and i'm not ready for it. He emails me constantly during the day, and at strange times in the night. He wants to be with me at every moment, even though we have discussed how things should progress. His apparent feelings for me seem to be developing too quickly..for my taste anyway. I should tell him to back off a bit.

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