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 ! You are most like An Emerald ! Caring, giving, - and very emotional. You're the person people turn to with a problem. You worry about everybody, and genuinely want to help - a little too much sometimes. As an emerald, you tend to take a more backseat to the other gems, but your inner beauty soon captivates those who take the time to get to know you. Congratulations ... You're the selfless gem everybody needs as a friend. ?? Which Precious Gem Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla |
| Posted: 29 January 2005 Swensens ice-cream! |
I was invited to attend my friend's "Make A Wish Party" at Swensens at Plaza Singapura organised by the Make A Wish Foundation. This Foundation only for children and youths below age 18 to let them make a wish and help them grant it.. Often are those people who are short-lived because of their illness.. Needless say, my type of illness also under that foundation.. My friend also had same illness like me. The bad thing is.. As I'm over age, so no "Make A Wish" for me.. #@$%& :x The fun part is this: That person who make the wish didn't know anything about the party. So, this is a surprise for him. My friend wished for new motorised wheelchair with headlights, signal lights, tail lights and the chair is able to reclin 30 degree backward. But the team decided to bluff him that he didn't get the 1st wish he wished.. haha. Immediately the team told him he getting a Acer laptop instead of that motorised wheelchair, he "sian 1/2" haha.. He is disappointed from the look at his facial expression. Then the motorise wheelchair was push in quietly toward him from behind. Gotcha!! his facial expression change again, haha.. that was funny. Yup, the purpose of making him happy was a success.. The happiest thing to see, is to see someone happy =D |
| Posted: 1 January 2005 Happy New Year 2005! |
Happy new year to all, hope 2005 will be a better year! I spent my new year eve at my friends-KEVIN'S house.. We planned this new year gathering because we didn't want to spend the day alone ;p.. Its just a simple gathering, everyone bought some food. Kevin's mum cooked curry chicken which we bought 8 sticks of delifrance bread.. hmmm.. fragrant :D.. We bought TIGER beer also, but not for us to drink.. lol. Shin Ming brought some home-made Sushi, it tasted quite nice.. the best food for the day are those fried chicken wings, Shin Ming's mum fried it.. very nice.. :p.. Nicholas and Jia Min take cares of the tidbits and drinks. Why both of you together huh? hehex. Creating chance to be together huh? hahahahahaha ;p :x Anyway, just kidding lah We also played LAN game, CS - Counter Strike which I lost like mad. I didn't liked that game At about 11pm++, everyone went downstair to the nearby playground as it has more space as we countdown 2005.. Before the countdown, we did a 1 min of silence for those victims of the Tsunamis.. This year because of the tsunamis, both tv stations and the radio stations wasn't doing any countdown, we missed the actual count down.. haha. Anyway, we did our own countdown ourselves instead. Champagne was served and we started chatting and joked among. The day ended happily |
| Posted: 10 November 2004 Holiday - so dull and boring. |
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Haizzz... holiday again. I tried doing everything i have thought of.. stuff like Playing gunbound (Multiplayer online game), watch tv, watch movies,
chat in msn messenger, irc, listening radio.. even had a very short "typing" conversation with Mrs Jen Tay, haha.. hope i didn't disturb her. And also writing this journal entry lol.. I too free to do anything, everything and nothing. Talking about watching movies.. hmm, the movies I watched King Arthur and Troy. King Arthur.. wasn't so nice to watch.. rating not good either.. Troy ler, on the other hand, i feel that it is a truely excellence movie!!! This story is based on the famous Trojan War which happened 4000 years ago.. even though the movie very violent and bloodly. Soldiers and warriors died like nobody business, life are lost in seconds.. wasn't sure am i exaggerating or what. Wars are insignifcant and many people died because of it.. What do we gain after all? Only death, suffering and sadness.. Someone may just lose a father, become a widow or lose a son just because of some stupid war.. causing pain to their loved ones.. Human will never learn from mistakes.. seeing the tremendous effects of both World war, and yet war still existed.. What the hell i care whether there is war or not..? None of my business also ;p Ok, enough of the stupid war thingy.. Troy.. hmm, excellence movie.. out of 5 stars, i give 4 stars :P I prefer watching movie in cinema.. got big big screen :p, surround sound.. and can watch together with many people as if i know them.. lol. I feel less lonely with people around.. I am afraid of loneliness.. doesn't everybody? loneliness is a "monster" we all have to face.. solution to it, is to make friends. I thinking of buying a bluetooth headset as its more convenient for people like us.. sometime i wondered, am i asking for too much..? Seems like i have got endless things i want to buy.. hehe. Sometime, i wish i can be free from DMD.. stupid disease, i so hate it and yet its inside me.. how ironic eh? To free from DMD.. i guess its not possible becos fate has given me this kind of life, its my life.. i have no choice but to accept it whether i like it or not. |
| Posted: 31 October 2004 Verbier Performance At Esplanade |
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Today is quite abit special i feel.. because i was invited by UBS (as Teach Me was invited) , to watch
Verbier Full Dress Rehearsal Performance.. Wow!! cool!.. Yeah~! I know this is just a rehearsal performance, but its
enough already.. moreover, i always go to Esplanade and never had chance to go into the concert hall to watch any performance.. hey, i got
this only chance, if don't go, wasted manz! Once i step into the hall.. Wow.. its so.. so.. so.. GRAND!!! Something i don't like about the concert hall is that once inside, you cannot send sms or make a phone call.. because everything were blocked.. hp got no signal at all, kinda forcing us to be a good audience.. haha. Then a man, i think he is the person in charge, started giving speech.. didn't quite paying attention what he was saying, got heard abit lah.. orchestra consist of musicians age from 17 to 29, they are young musicians, some are still students.. What UBS gotta do with Verbier? Oic, UBS was there when the birth of that Orchestra.. so UBS must aso be there to see the Verbier Full Dress Rehearsal Performance as its rehersaling for her first performance in Singapore (Esplanade Concert Hall). Hmm.. the speech roughly like this.. oh yah, "please don't make too much noise during the rehearsal" sshhhhh... ((Anyway, no need to put your hp to silent mode, nobody can call you..)) this part i say one.. haha. Half way through the Rehearsal Performance, i saw some people fall asleep already.. Finally after 2 hours Rehearsal, they having a break.. We were asked to go outside as there are refreshment prepared for us.. Another half of the Rehearsal Performance was quite short, the conductor was not feeling well.. so it was ended short. Then after this, I and my friend Shin Ming went to watch the (Liu Jia Yue Tuan) 1st Live open air concert in Singapore, free admission.. Yes933 Ling Zhi was there.. (Liu Jia Yue Tuan) is a rock band, i don't like Rock music as its noisy i feel.. my friend Shin Ming loved them.. anyway, i enjoyed pop songs mostly.. But they have got 1 song called (yuan meng de xiao xiong) i liked.. we didn't watch finish the concert.. we left half way, phew.., i can't stand the noise. What a day!!! |
| Posted: 28 October 2004 | Utterly shocking news... |
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I was utterly shocked when i heard the death of a 14 year old boy.. His name is Fremen if i am not wrong.. He also suffering from Muscular Dystrophy,
however his health condition was alot better than us as he wasn't on wheel chair despite his age.. Still, the unspeakable
happened before us.. Life is so unpreditable, We never know when will be our last... I had met him twice, i didn't even had
the chance to know him better and just saw him two months ago, he was looking fine and yet......... why so sudden..!?.. HAIZ............... Why must it be ended this way!?
WHY!?...... But if we try looking from another view, death is also a release fom all sufferings.. but it will inflict pain to loved ones.. I somehow can't control my feeling, i
starting sobbing.. i don't even know whether i shedding the tear for him, or the thought of my decreased younger brother or for myself.... Now, i going to sleep and wake up tomorrow
morning with a fresh start.. gonna do what I always wanted and fulfill all my wishes n dreams... haiz... guess it won't be possible one lah... maybe one of these entries, i gonna list
out all my wishes and all the things i wanted to do.. I got nothing more to write... good night.......
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| Posted: 18 October 2004 | 2 days before EG3192 Common Test.. |
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2 days before the Common Test!!! :x :x oops, oops.. i haven't finish studying, :p .. but its ok.. still got 2 days mah :p
Today I went to hand in my EG3198 project to Mr Yeo, ahhh~ finally.. no more projects!!! Yay.. can play liao... play my head lah..
I still have common test and EXAMS coming.. hahaha.. Sometime i just think, if this world don't have test or exams.. it will be great..
But.. it will create many lazy students around. My friend once told me.. all students are lazy, i kinda agrees with her.. haha, right mah..
don't you agree? Students nowadays.. like to slack and slack.. Yesterday, tv got show Pearl Habour, I go and watch it.. i watch before le, i
still watch.. I like that movie.. nice.. I enjoyed watching movies.. sigh~ haiz~ going back to boring studying liao.. bye webby.. bye evesdropper..
yah i mean you :p haha
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| Posted: 17 October 2004 | 3 days before EG3192 Common Test.. |
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3 days before war!!! Must prepare for war.. training hard!!! Minghui!!! what are you doing?! Stop playing and go and study lah!! Naughty boy! hehehe...
Seems like i have got no sense of urgency hor, aiya so bored.. studying that chunk of *shit*, :p .. just hold on 4 four more weeks, I'll be free!!! freedom~.. wahaha! This is insane.. When i got nothing to do, i hope can go study.. when i am studying,
i thinking of slacking.. haha weird.. weird.. Yesterday, I returned back Lee En's laptop.. Ahhh~ finally, my project is done, laptop is okay.. safely return to her and I got "sayang" it one hor.. Really must thank her alot, saved me!! Now I Kinda miss the laptop liao, haha..
Anyway, i go and study liao :(.. Hey, don't miss me ok (i know you won't).. i'll be back updating soon. When? I dunno lah, just come here often and see :p.. anythings u want to say, can post there ----> bye bye~!
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| Posted: 7 August 2004 | Graduation Day 2004 |
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This day "Graduation Day 2004", a day which many of us including mself have been craving for, waiting for.. haha. My friends finally graduated, congratulation friends! Too bad, today i didn't went to meet up with them.. because today I don't have lesson & didn't go to school.
I heard Rajesh & Phyo attained the Diploma with merits. They did our mentor group proud!! Yay! Congratulation!! I am happy for them =) |
| Posted: 29 July 2004 | Why..? Why.. Java is so bitter..? |
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Early in the morning, opened my eyes and found myself on my bed.. haha, where else can i be =P ..And yes, today no need to go school.. As usual did my daily routine, brush teeth, take a bath,
have breakfast. I always had a piece of bread spread with butter, and a cup of milk, sometime i take Coffee also..
I took out my Lecture notes, and started revising Java Programming. Haiz.. Java, why is it so confusing? I really don't like that Java Programming Lecturer. She is like don't know how to teach.. also give me an impression that she is unapproachable. She always say, "If u don't understand, u and read up yourselves". What the heck we pay so much school fee for, hmph! Anyway, i decided to depend on myself instead of her to clear this module =P. While revising, i also chat online with my friends.. download mp3s and share with friend etc.. quite relax huh? Maybe at Week 7-8, i won't be so relax.. Common test coming! One of my friends, gotten herself into some "fan niao", i hopes she can get through this difficult time soon. Remember the Chinese verse "Boat Reach Bridge Head Naturally Straight" Chuan dao qiao tou zhi rang zi" :P |
| Posted: 27 July 2004 | Ocean, Ou De Yang - Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu |
Ocean - Ou De Yang
Ocean - Ou De Yang
Ocean - Ou De Yang
Ocean - Ou De Yang
Ocean - Ou De Yang
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孤单北半球
用我的晚安陪你 吃早餐 记得把想念 存进扑满 我 望着满天星在闪 听牛郎对织女说要勇敢 别怕我们在地球的两端 看我的问候 骑着魔毯 飞 用光速飞到 你面前 要你能看到十字星有北极星作伴 少了我的手臂当枕头 你习不习惯 你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单 太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转 我会耐心地等 随时欢迎你靠岸 少了我的怀抱当暖炉 你习不习惯 E给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单 世界再大两颗真心就能 互相取暖 想念不会偷懒 我的梦通通给你保管 Recently, I've been listening to this song, Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu sang by the mysterious new male singer, Ou De Yang. I say mysterious because nobody knows how he actually look like =P. However, his voice is very nice.. Looks doesn't matters hor, just can sing will do.. |
| Posted: 25 July 2004 | Slacking... slacking away... =P |
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Been stopping updates since April already.. hehehe =P. I think i shouldn't be slacking away and never update my website. Well.. here i am, to continue updating again.
I have resume my poly studies again, after recuperating for 6 months.. Going back school for about a month already, so far so good... but i guess there are more to come soon, projects and assigements etc..
Worry not, i'll eliminate them one by one, wahahaha. Hmm... After so many years.., i finally able to admit i have a 'little' problem in making friends. I can't seem to break the ice barrier.. the problem lays on the fact that "I hate to be rejected". Learning how to accept "rejects" is what part of life.. =) Nevertheless, i get to know a few new nice friends (You know who), I very "Rong Xin" leh.. hahaha =P Not to mention some other nice friends too.. i don't need to say out who hor, "u know who yourselves are" Well, Thats all for today.. smile.. smile.. smile.. =D |
| Posted: 2 April 2004 | Share the hopes.... |
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I suffers from Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy (DMD) which I never mention to many
people. What is Muscular Dystrophy? It is a disease causing development of muscle
weakness, wasting and contractures, that are usually progressive and sometimes life
threatening. My decreased brother is one of them that died of this disease. These diseases
often manifest in childhood, although some begin in adulthood. Most, if not all, are
caused by a large variety of inherited gene abnormalities. At present, there is no cure
for Muscular Dystrophy. However, researches are currently under going in Singapore, Australia, China, Japan & US... Lets hope, for a cure to Muscular Dystrophy.
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| Posted: 29 March 2004 | If you have 1 wish, what would you wish for? |
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If you have 1 wish, what would you wish for? Well, as for me, this is a difficult
question
for me to answer. I will say "I will wish for happiness". Why I don't want wish for wealth
and beauty? Because these are all materialistic stuffs. Wealth is useless if happiness
can't
buy. Beauty will fade through time, people will grow old, die and decay.. is that useful?
No!
And I can't possibly wish for more wishes, can I? Ha Ha Ha =D This background music is by
S.E.N.S,
called Wish.. I specially placed this music.
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| Posted: 27 March 2004 | Some Really Touching Stories |
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I have posted some Touching Stories in the articles section. I feel that it is nice and touching, so i post here for everyone to read. Most recent posted
ones: 27/3/ 2004 - Unconditional Love 14/3/ 2004 - Nevermind, There Is Always Tomorrow |
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| Posted: 21 March 2004 | Sunday! We went shopping. |
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I went to the Creative Warehouse. Although the Warehouse Sales ended few days ago, I
still went to have a look. I wanted to buy an mp3 player, but WOW! It's too expensive! $468. Anyway, I didn't waste
the trip, ended up buying an optical mouse for $10. I hate that mouse of mine, with rolling ball, I have thought of
changing long ago =). I also went to Sim Lim Square, because I needed some equipment for setting up a home network.
Since I've got 2 PCs. can share Printer, files & Broadband access, 'killing 3 birds with 1 stone'. I brought a
broadband wireless gateway (router), LAN Adapter & PCI USB card for old PC, all for just $229. =). Later in the
evening, we went Newton Food Court for dinner. I had a plate of Fried Kuay Tweo (Fried noodle), and it did not
taste good at all.. -_-. There are also side dishes like Otah & barbeque Chicken Wings, all my favorites!
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| Posted: 18 March 2004 | What benefits me for working in Jobstreet.com? |
Jobstreet.com
Jobstreet.com
Jobstreet.com
Jobstreet.com
Jobstreet.com
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Jobstreet.com, after working with them 4-5 months, I got to see another aspects in
life. My Sales Manager (my so-called boss) Jennifer Tay, she is very nice lady =). She is constantly concerned
about my health, thanks. Since she is so nice, maybe I'll work under her again after I graduate =), see how things
go first. Stephanie (my colleague) had been telling me "Jesus loves me, he even die for us..", hmmm.. I try to
figure out loh, whether true or not. She also provided a great listening ear, =). Siling (ex-colleague) also
motivated me... though she says she didn't. Going back to school, I had had thought of it already, because there
are too many problems unsolved & worries.. I don't even have confidence & courage to return School, I really needed
some encouragement. She somehow gives me abit of courage. Right! I have got nothing to lose, just go for it! It's
my dreams!. Now with her encouragement, and my determination, I finally requested for returning to school. Although
working for Jobstreet.com as a Data Entry isn't something so great about, but after working with the team, it allow
me to mature alot & more willing to speak out openly. Now, I'm not locked inside my small little world anymore.. I
have changed! =).
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| Posted: 17 March 2004 | Back To School (Poly)!!! =) |
Nanyang Polytechnic
Nanyang Polytechnic
Nanyang Polytechnic
Nanyang Polytechnic
Nanyang Polytechnic
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Today, I was back in school (poly) hehe.., to see whether I can cope the long hours
in school and at the same time, I went to know more about my modules & of course to see my friends. I saw Dickson,
Weiliang (When r u going on diet?), Rick (still the same), Phyo (Clever xia..), Jannah (Visit Savvy zone? got
something to tell me?), Qiu Ming (no classes, still come met up with me), Jeremy & some other A3 friends... Thanks
guys, for your caring concern =). The whole day I only seems to hear "Long time no see!", "How are you?", "Where
have you been?". I really never thought of such responses from friends, hehehe =p. After today mopping around in
school, I am more determined & looked forward going back school.
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| Posted: 11 March 2004 | Never give up in life... |
Sadako. Age 12.
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Courage is a very powerful strength that makes us strong. Without the power of
courage, hoping for tomorrow will be scary. Courage makes us do things out of our limits.. Never give up in life,
even if tomorrow never comes.. Although I write, "never give up in life, even if tomorrow never comes..", I'm still
the one who give up easily.. hahaha. Anyway, do try to remind yourself, "Never give up in life, even if tomorrow
never comes. Who knows that there might be a miracle next day?? Here is a story of a young Japanese girl, Sadako.
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| Posted: 10 March 2004 | A thing to ponder about.. |
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Ever wondered by showing care, a warm smile, you can actually change a person's life.
Here is
a touching story for everyone, A touching
story.
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| Posted: 8 March 2004 | Sadness, Frustrations, Lost... |
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Trouble is part of your life � if you don't share it, you don't give the person who
loves you a chance to love you enough.
Today was raining the whole day, like the rain were meant for me... I'm Sad... Guess this
webpage was not created to bring happiness for others, but for me, I needed as well... hahaha.
...Wonders whether to laugh at myself or at the reality... Don't have the mood to write
anymore... so as well stop here.. :(
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| Posted: 7 March 2004 | The Six knights Reunion... |
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In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, for in the dew of little things
the heart finds its morning and is refreshed. Today, our gang met again!
Among us, noises and laughter are what we do best.. So, we were at the "Great World City",
and we catch a "whose story is Strange, complex...& hard to understand" movie,
"The Butterfly Effects". Anyway, we manage to understand the whole picture, of the movie..
quite nice. We hang around there, and went for dinner together. We parted after the dinner, each to our own sweet
homes.. haha. Anyway, there is no forever feast in this world. * I didn't say anything about the volunteers.. hehehe. =P |