� All pages Copyright 2004 Markus Heinrich Rehbach All rights reserved
Has a song ever made your day?: Promises: Like me: Only love: One good woman : 19: Sehnsucht: Blues : Everything's allright : Untitled: Grungegirl: She: Groove: Come out: You: Hegemony: Accountability : Wann?: Freitag: Let me love you : My love: You said: Got a burden? : Song for E: Is this what we want?: Exit wounds : Bits: New songs I am still working on:
Copyright 2002 Markus Heinrich Rehbach All Rights Reserved
:
:
Spanishy intro
(intro-chorus)
Promises that lovers make
Last as long as it takes
To fall, in and out of love
Love is such a changing game
We play for keeps, but just the same
Fall we will, in and out of love
Up and down and round it goes
Where we'll end up's what no-one knows
But fall we will, in and out of love
These feelings come, these feelings go
How were we supposed to know
When everywhere love songs are sung
Stories told while we were young
Of everlasting love that's true
Who could blame us, me or you?
That all said if it's up to me
We'll be loving for eternity
I guess we've got to not think twice
Just think of it, wouldn't it be nice
Will you fall with me, take a chance on love?
when love is gone/When you've lost in the game of love
You can't escape the pain
Except by falling in love, this time forever, again
(Never to be alone, and lonely, again)
When love is so hard to find
Still harder to hold onto
How would/How could/Why would I stop myself
falling in love with you?
We all live for the warmth of love
The sweet caress of love
The tenderness of love
We want to-be, swept away
(We want love to stay)
(breathy/intimate)
When love is gone
The world can feel as cold as the winter rain
But one day soon the sun will shine
And find you/you'll be/you'll fall in love again
(big band swing) We've all felt the sting of love
The ache of unrequited love
The ..... of unwelcome love
We've all been a fool for love
But we'd be fools not to take a chance on love
When love comes our way
(chorus) So let them say...
I know if it's up to you, you know if it's up to me
We'll be, loving for eternity
And though sometimes it's not that way
We'll do our best to make love stay
And be winners
In the game of love
So let them say...(repeat music only of intro/chorus)
After what we've seen, after where we've been
We might say that while love is real\
Eternal love is just a dream
But a dream that we will cling to
When there's nothing else to hold onto
And take our chances
And fall in love
Possible variations
We are in love with love
The glorious idea of love
Love has its charms, it has it's price too
Even if you catch it, its so hard to hold onto
A partner in love plays their part in the play
They have a role to fulfill, and if they can they can play
Its intoxicating, but its gloss soon wears away
When the warmth of love's sun, cools in the cold light of day
Love can become a prison, from which we need to be free
To fall again, in and out of love
I don't want to lie to you
This thing that makes us shine may one day make us blue
That's the price that we must pay
To feel the love we feel today
:
You know I never wanted to feel this way
But now I'm travelling down that road, again
I set off on a bright new day
But somehow I wind up on that road again
And everyday just brings me deeper in blue
And all I get is lonely not a clue
Has a song ever made your day?
Have you woken a king?
Then broken your wings?
Found a dream then found yourself
only dreaming?
Sometimes it seems like hope just keeps you
Playing an end game
Could it be that hope, just tricks you into
Bearing the pain?
Now a girl could save me if only she'd love me
But she could only love me if I'd been saved
One once said I was her saviour (that we could shave her)
I once prayed I'd be saved by her
Love that can get in the way
If love shows no mercy there's nothing left to save me
Should I save it for another day?
I know if some pretty girl flirts I'll feel fine
But if I took her home could I take her
Knowing full well I can't make her mine?
Has a song ever made your day?
Have you woken a king?
Then broken your wings?
Found a dream to find your were
only dreaming?
Sometimes it seems like hope just keeps you
Playing an end game
Could it be that faith, just fools you into
Bearing the pain?
(whispered) love
I prayed I worked hard and was good for love
But all I can do can do no good
Has a dream ever made you pay?
All its promised things blown away with the wind
Left you wondering what a fool you could have been?
When you come to your senses
See how it's all so senseless
When all the lies take on transparency
Do you try to forget do you try not to think?
Do you pretend that you just didn't see?
Chorus
Is anything hidden Or is everything shown?
Do you think, we might pass, this way, again?
Reap the harvest of the seeds that we have sown?
Or do the bastards have the last laugh at us all?
Take what they can get, and get away with it all?
Has injustice ever made you burn?
Smug complacency facing you at every turn?
Maybe it taught you something
You wouldn't otherwise have learned?
Have someone's lies ever made you pay?
Have you ever seen the sunrise
When you were sure you'd never make it through the night?
Have you ever, for even just a pause in the fire
Felt for sure that everything would be all right?
Is is injustice only something that happens to you?
Does competition seem fair until it's you that has to lose?
Have you ever prayed you wouldn't have to wake up?
Did you ever get to chose?
Have you ever felt some things just shouldn't be?
Ever wondered why it was clear to you but no-one else seemed to see?
:
Choral harmonies: deerdeerditditditditditditditditDahdadaddadadadadada
After first
guitar-drum "wall of sound" with high pitch wailing
I've been looking for a girl like you
Whose been looking for a boy like me
Like me
Do you like me?
I've been looking for a love like bliss
Tell me do you really think it exists
Real bliss
Lets kiss
(Guitar and drum break)
Are you the kind of girl who'd be
Happy with the likes of me
Like me
Do you like me?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Are you looking for a better game to play?
Are you like me
Looking for a better way to be?
Are you like me
And do you like me?
Cos you see
I've been looking for a girl like you
I really do
Like you
Love may come and love may go now
Some say it's just the way it goes now
But I like you, and well you know now
Where do we go now?
Want to see what we could find
To leave our lonely blues behind?
And you know it might blow your mind
Something tells me you could be
The very girl that's right for me
Something in your everything's
The very thing I like it to be
And I know what I'd like to be
Do you mind what I have in mind cos see
I've been looking for a girl like you
I really do
Like you
My love is sweet
My love is true
If you want to feel my love babe
I'll wrap it right-round you
:
Is she pretty
Is she lonely
Would she want to be my one and only
Only love
It's only love that keeps us giving
It's only love makes life worth living
It's only love gives us something to hold on to
Something to belong to
Only love
Is she friendly
Is she nice
It hard to love a girl with a heart of ice
I need a girl with warm and tender feelings
So we can get it on (T-rex guitar)
And keep it up
Up where we belong
We belong in love love love
He belongs in love
She belongs in love
They belong in love
Love's where we belong
Keepin it real
Keepin it strong
Keeping the dream alive
Something right in all the wrong
There's just one meaning in our dreaming
There's just one answer to our gleaning
It's only love that makes the air worth breathing
It's only love can save us from our scheming
Only love
We search for reasons
We search for meaning
Some-thing sacred
To trust
To believe in
It's only love yeah it's the one and only
Thing that's holy
Only love
If there's reason to this rhyme
If someone risks it take the time
Cos there's just one thing just one thing really matters
There's just one question and I need to know the answer
Is it love?
Could it be love?
I see you standing lone as can be
I'd like to take you home with me
And if no-one is loving you like I'd love to
Make you happy
Just like I'm happy
Just being close to you
Love can be cruel
I know that love can be blind
But never forget that
Love can be kind
And you're the kind that I could love
(walz coda) My love is sweet
My love is true
If you want to feel my love babe
I'll wrap it, round you
:
I've been lookin for just one good woman
Who's been lookin for just one good man
Anybody, out there listening
Find one good woman
To make me a happy man
Now I aint claimin to be no perfect man
But ask me can I love a woman
Well I"ll do all I can
To keep her satisfied
To take the tears from her eyes
And see to it she'll never feel alone
Now it's true I can't deny
Love's hurt me too it's made me cry
It's left me down out lonely full of blues
But when I see you smile
It makes it worth the while
To take a chance on lovin
One more time
Now I aint claimin to be no perfect man
But I promise that I'll listen
And I'll try to understand
Just what you're goin through
And I'll be there for you
And when you're down I'll be your helping hand
(slower ballad)Now we're on this road together
And no-one knows for sure where to
But it just may be to find out
Who's me, and who are you
So put some trust in me
And I'll be trusting as can be
And we'll see just where this journey takes us to
:
From 15 to 17, life can be one great big dream
To live, to love, free as you dare
17, 18, life's made for love, that's how it seems
to those in love, life's a sweet dream
But you know, things can change
Everything changes, even you can't stay the same
Hard as' you'll try to hold onto them,the best things go away
She was 19, she said she'd never been, so he took her there
20 went 21, they were having lots of fun, a life, without,a care
But you know, things can change
Everything changes, even you can't stay the same
Hard as' you'll try to hold onto them, your Dreams will pale to grey.
She was 23, she needed to be free,
To go, with anyone, any-where
He never thought, she would change,
He never dreamed, he would have, to be, so brave
He'd saved her, she would say, now he stood in her way
She'd said she'd always, be there for him
Now, she, was on her way
He couldn't see,why things should change change
He'd believed somehow their love, would always, be the same
Life can take you, life can break you, life can pull, till you tear
When you're in between, places you were, places you've never been,
Theres a pain, you'll just have to bear
And tho' we can't see, what's yet to be
We live to love
Live for our dreams
And those two?
They're just like strangers now
Who shared a love
But it got lost, somehow
:
Ist das sehn-sucht in deiner Augen
Das ich mit meiner Augen sehe
Ich bin mir sicher das es ist sehnsucht
Das ich in deiner Augen sehe
Ist das ein zitter in deinen Herzschlag
Ich fuhl' wenn du druckst gegen mir
Ich freu mich sehr auf den moeglichkeiten
Ich fuehl wenn du bist nahe bei mir
Nehm ich teil in deiner Traumen
Die du traumst wenn du liegst neben mir
Ich traume selbst das du bei mir bleibst
Und bei mir stehst wie ich zu dir
:
The world spins round no reason to be found
Only love makes the equation sound
Sure seems some times there aint enough love for everyone
But if we try we can turn that around
Of course that's no consolation when you can't find a friend
And everyone just keeps on bringin you down
When you've got yourself lost
Lost any hope that you will ever be found
You're hurtin' baby you're feelin down
you're hurting darlin, but in time you'll come around
You're hurtin baby I know you're hurtin right now
But hang in darlin give it time it'll all come around
It's so easy to fall and get hurt
yeh (chorus) you gotta be careful
But you gotta keep movin roll with the punches take some chances
If you're gonna be true to your dreams
It's hurtin baby it's got you bad
You've lost your way now you're just wanderin round
In some dark maze babe
And you can't see no way out
But when you find a way
You'll see it's you yourself that you've found
Nobody knows why we're here nobody knows if we're here to stay
But one thing's for sure while we're here
Love is the only way
To make it pay
We all get lost sometimes you can find yourself lost for days
It's easy to get to feeling that there's no way out
But with love you'll find your way
Everybody needs a dream they can dream on
Everybody needs to belong to someone
Baby you're the one lets me dream on
You're the one that keeps me strong
So don't give in baby though it seems easy to do
:
I was lonely hurting and blue
I was lost no hope in view
Nobody cared a damn for me
No connection no way to be free
Everyone was stupid no-one was true
Everyone lied life was a lie too
Everything even I was wrong
And then you came along
And now everything's all
righ-igh-igh-igh-igh-igh-igh-ight
Everything's all right
:
Grunge girl
I wanna grunge girl
grunge girl
I wanna grunge girl
I wanna see you in your panties
I wanna see you in blue
I wanna see stand up
And bending over too
Grunge girl
grunge girl
I really like my guitar but I can't really play
I wanna talk to you but don't know what to say
Life it has no meaning I wanna feel good
I wanna feel you up feel all over you
Grunge girl
grunge girl
I see you in the supermarket
And when you're on your way somewhere
I see you at the cash register
I wanna see you in the nude
I wann hear you coming
To know you're on your way
I'm sad and alone
I wanna be alone with you
I want you to be my grunge girl
Now some boys like other boys
But I'm like the other boys
I wanna be your grunge boy
And you can be mine
Hey you can make words rhyme
See I'm a poet for my grunge girl
Talk to me talk to me
Cos I'm a little shy
Smile at me and laugh with me
Stay a little while
Grunge girl please be gentle with me
Grunge girl please be kind
I'll give you all my lovin
All my love all the time
I'll give you all I can
So you'll always want to be mine
Grunge girl you're always on my mind
I wanna make your flower bloom
I wanna be the bright sun that brightens your gloom
I wanna make you laugh
I wanna play with you in the bath
I wanna be your joy
Please let me be your boy
I don't want just any girl
I want you girl
I want you to be my girl
I want to be your boy
:
She caught me sober
The world on my shoulders
She caught me on
The way down
She saw me naked
My dreams fallen down round me
After I'd lost
All hope of being found
But she loved me
Still she loved me
And she saves me
Every day
I don't know how she found me
So lost and so lonely
And why she stands by me
In every way
I'd be nothing without her
I can't do more than love her
And oh how I do love her
More and more every day
If she ever left me
There'd be nothing left of me
But somehow she let me see
She aint going away
Yeh she loves me
Oh I'm so glad she loves me
So much more than
Words can say
I know she'll save me
And I know she'll wait for me
If I get lost
If I lose my way
Because she loves me
Oh how she loves me
And she needs me
She wants me to stay
I don't know how I got
So damn lucky
But I'm gonna love her
Every day, every way
:
I wanna put my tongue in your groove
Hear your music feel you move
Move with me
groove with me
Move in your groove with me
Love me
I love to be
With who you are
When you're loving me
You have got to me
Got to be
The one for me
Come now
Talk to me
Tell me who
You want to be
Be yourself
when you're with me
Be yourself
And really 'be' with me
Be the one
When you're free to be
The one that's real for you
The one you want to be
Love me
Feel me
Feel the love I feel
When you feel love for me
:
Come out come out wherever you are
Come out and love one another
Girl, boy, girl, girl, boy,boy
Love how it's right for you
Love how you want to
Whoever wants you to
How you both want to
Whatever made you
Made you to love one another
Cos it takes at least two
Love your sister
Love your brother
So many ways to love
Some find only ways to hate
So many in need of love
So many too scared to love
Some'd never dare to love
Some'll never share their love
So come out for love
Come out and love one another
:
You never made me feel I had to explain
You know my intentions are good
Even when I'm to blame
You never take my explanations as excuses
You take me for what I am
You take away my pain
I was looking back in anger
You gave me a future to look forward to
You're such a perfect distraction
When all I see is gloom and doom
You filled me with such power
To forgive those that'd done me wrong
Your love is the most wonderful gift
That I treasure more each day
I won't forget but I wont regret
Everything that I've been through
Cos it all lied on the lied on the path
That brought me you
Your honesty returns my trust
You saw into the real me
Saw the things no-one else could see
There's nothing I need to hide
Nothing I need to hold back from you
You put your faith in me
You held onto me
When I had been falling for so long
It's the strength of your love and your understanding
It's you that makes me strong
:
Hegemony
Who is the enemy
Hegemony
Who is controlling me
H
who constructs me
H
Who decides how I see
H
Who keeps me down
H
Who ties the ties that bind me
H
Who deludes me
H
Who keeps my own mind from me
H
Who imprisons me in me
H
Who makes me think I'm free
H
Who makes me my own enemy
H
Who makes me defeat me
H
Who defines everything for me
H
Who defines
Me
:
(Rhythm acoustic, sad vocal and music style)
They think they are free
From accountability
And so they destroy me
Rather than accept their own fallibility
Despair and desperation grow
With every lie they tell about me
Till I've nothing left to lose
Till there's nothing left of me
Venom in their smug complacency
A loaded weapon bearing down on me
Enraged by their certainty
That they can get away
With doing this to me
They're so sure they'll walk away
Without paying for what they've done
But this wont be over
Till a bit of killings' done
(Music and vocal style of 'so you do what they taught ya')
Give me a I wanna someone
Come for the ride it'll be a lot of fun
Having you been waiting just hanging for this
Isn't this the only justice?
Won't it have the perfect taste of bliss?
Finally this act will free me
Attaining as it will accountability
Their smug complacency still burns in me
Now let them see how smug I can be
I fuckin' lost it, no chance of finding justice
You stole it, smug complacent bastards
I fucking lost it
You won't look in the mirror
You won't find it
Entombed in your lies
Drowning in your denial
Suffocating in your smug self-satisfaction
A quicksand of legal and administrative contempt for justice
Pulling and drawing at every attempt to be free
Sinking, Sinking,
I woke up this morning, knowing I would soon be free of your torture
Released from the terrible burden the unbearable strain
I knew you would soon be paying for what you did to me
Putting an end to what you set in train
I didn't wake this morning, wanting to do harm
I just needed to wipe away your stain
It would have been so easy to be fair to me
Only you know why you had to be
So violently unfair to be
So vicious in your contempt for justice
So damned smug in your complacency
So disinterested in the burden you had placed on me
So full of contempt for my humanity
It wasn't I, who decided to be
You decided for me
When you victimised me
You made me your enemy
When you denied me me
When you denied me reality
You denied me my humanity
Your lies are like hangmans ropes you tighten each day
Your lies are like weights that crush me away
It isn't the bomb dis-integrating you
It isn't the bullets cutting through you
It 's not the flames that are burning you
It is your own violence that is killing YOU
Your lies wired the bombs
Your contempt loaded the guns
You pushed and pushed and I fell
Your lies like dark rain are raining down on you
You stole my 'calm'
This revenge is the only peace that I have known
Since you took away my life
I cannot die, you have already killed me
You cannot live
May the torment you put me through be your next home
Deny me now
Smug and complacent as you go
But damn you f*#&^?! bastards
The consequences of your evil are storming down on you
I am the instrument of your annhilation
Suffer now torturer
Reap the bitter harvest of the violence you have sown
:
Wann wird es mir wieder gut gehen
Wann wird die leute wieder trau
Wann gibts wieder gruenen grass
Wann wird die himmel wieder blau
Wann hort man endlich zu
Um die wahrheit wahr zu nehmen
Wann wird die leute wecken zu das leben
Das konnte sein
Ein tag wird noch kommen
Wann die wahrheit zaehlt fuer was
Am dessen tag werden wir wissen
Wir haben nich versucht umsonst fuer das
:
Freitag abend ja wohl Freitag abend
Jetz fangt die wochenend an
Sorgen sind besser vergessen worden
Und spass ist angesagt
Wir hitten die strassen laufen
Wir malen die staedten rot
Wir suchen was ist zu haben
Und nehmen ein risiko im not
Das leben tut weh
Das konto uberzieht sich von selbst aus allein
Wir konnen nur tanzen und singen
Und hoffen das morgen
Werden wir nicht mehr allein
Das leben ist zwar manchmals arbeit ohne zu lohnen
In das welt keinen freundlichen platz zum wohnen
Aber andern konnte alles
So geniessen wir was zu uns mal kommt
Und wir konnen noch aufs besseres hoffen
Freunden sind selten trau
Das himmel is selten blau
Aber traumen wir noch immer gern
Und furs liebe wunshen wir auf jeden neuen stern
Traumen ja wir haben traumen
Und mussen glauben das die wahr sein konnen
Jeden chance nehmen wir zum suchen
Unser gluck and noch mehr weiter zu geben
Montag, es ist montag
Jetzt fangt den alltag wieder an
Aber es konnte sein das es nicht lange dauert
Bis unser gluck uns findet
Das wir hoffen auf uns lauert
Und lieber uns in seiner frohe welt mitnimst
:
You know you can�t fight the laws of nature
The game is on you have to play
Why won�t you accept the consequences and
Fall into my loving arms today
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey
My love, you gotta let me love you
My love, you gotta let me in
Why do you build up your defences when
You can�t lose if you just let me win
Do, do, do, do, do, do
I�ll give you love and understanding
I�ll give you truth and honesty
I�ll give your everything I can so
That you will always be happy
I�ve got so much love to give you
And you�ve got so much love for me
If I could hold you in my arms now
You�d feel just how good love can be
I know I�d never find another
Who�d thrill me half as much as you
And you would never find a lover
Who�d love you quite the way I do
So why don�t you come to your senses
And see how senseless it would be
Not to break down your defences and
Let, your love fly free
My love, you gotta let me love you
My love, you gotta let me in
Why do you keep up your fighting when
You can�t lose if you just let me win
You gotta let love win
Der, der, der, der, der, der,er
You said you don�t want complications
But how more simple could it be
Two people caring for each other
Sharing their love so naturally
Nah, nah, nah
Every now and then your eyes give you away
Telling me so
clearly the things that you won�t say
You see your eyes see things my way
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey-ey
Do, do, dooo
Every time that I�m with you
I want to stay longer
Everything you say and do
Just makes the feeling stronger
See what I�m trying to say
Forget your head
Let your heart lead the way
Hey hey hey hey hey-ey
Chorus
I know that you must have you�re reasons
But then what reasons could there be
When the only reason for the universe is love
And there�s so much love between you and me
Da, da, da, da
Everything you do
Everything you say
Everyway you look at me
Says what you won�t say
Everytime you look my way
Hey hey hey hey hey hey-ey
Well I love you and you love me now
So theres a logical thing to do now
What you�ve known was right all along
We Belong
Do you recall the first time that I saw you
You were looking right into my eyes
I said If you should fall that I would catch you
And you said
Would you?
My love I�ll always be there for you
When you need someone some ove a friend
I remember the start so clearly
And I can see no end
My love I�ve waited my life for you
So I guess, that I can wait a little more
My love you�re all I�ve ever wanted
Every time you leave you leave me wanting more
I don�t care what I do if I can�t have you
So I�ll do anything you want me to
You are the one that I adore
No-one could ever love you more
I�ve never felt better than how I feel with you
I�ve never been happier than when I�m close to you
I�ve got so much love to give you
And you�ve got so much love for me
If I could hold you in my arms now
You�d know this love was meant to be
:
My love oh why
do I see tears in your eyes?
Do you cry for me
Oh what could the matter be?
How could I hurt you
Don't you see it hurts me too?
If I love your and you love me
Then what could the matter be?
Why does my love hurt you?
How could you love but not want to?
If I love you and you love me
Then what could the matter be?
Why wont you tell me
What keeps you tied wont set you free?
What is it happened to you
That you wont let no-one love you?
My love as time goes by
We'll find the reasons why
Tho' love is my gift to you
Seems love can hurt a little too
:
You said, that you loved me and
You said you'd never leave me
But you're gone leaving me blue
You lit up my days with your smile
Let me feel happy for just a while
So thank you and if you really can't stay
Smile once more and then be on your way
Cos you never said that you loved me and
You never said you'd never leave me but
I was sure that you were going to
Now you're gone leaving me blue
What can I do
Someone to hold and hold onto
I really felt that would be you
All the nights you talked with me
Of all the things that just might be
All the things that I wanted for you
All the things you'd never own up to
But you never...
And you never...
So why is it that I'm so lost and blue
So missing you
You never said you needed me
But you often spoke of what could be
I've got to say those dreams felt good on me
Never found a place where I belonged
Never found a friend to tag along
I climb I fall get up alone
Never really felt at home in me
Now it's true some truths were better left unsaid
But I spoke from my heart and not my head
And you know I never lied to
Though it's not something you could own up to
Was it just a game just a mood you were in
And when there was nothing more to gain
Nothing left to win
Das ganzen macht dir kein mehr sinn
You'd lied so much you couldn't see what was true
But I loved you more than you probably knew
:
Got a burden
A heavy load
Gotta walk on down
a lonely road
aint got no friends
aint got not home
juz these blues here's
all I own
Mummy-daddy didn't want me
They let me know
From the time I was a child my sorrow's grown
Head full of problems no-one can solve
Heart full of sorrows no-one to share the load
Too many lies
Too many trials
To have faith in anyone
To believe in anything
To believe even in me
Got a burden?
A heavy load?
Gotta walk on down a lonely road?
Aint got no friends?
Aint got no home?
Is these here blues
All ya own?
:
I just woke from dreaming we were together again
It was as if we were just laughing together again
I felt you warm and soft in my arms again
I felt whole again
Felt I belonged, again
I want to sleep and dream of us forever
I know that the only way that we�ll ever be together
Cos you don�t even want to hear from me no more
You just don�t want me in your life no more
You kept telling me that I should love you, as if I didn�t
I needed validation for what I was, you said I wasn�t
You wanted me to be satisfied, but you wouldn�t try to satisfy me
Cos I loved you, and I�d never felt so loved
I told you what I needed from you
But in the end you simply didn�t want to
Make me happy
Now I can only hope to dream again
Of us together again
You laughing at me again
You holding me in your arms again
Your soft and warm caresses again
Your gentle loving eyes, again
You broke every promise you made to me
You drew me in, and then abandoned me
You didn�t do what you could do
But you blamed me
I hope one day you know what love is
Not lust, not utility, not...
But the joy of simply �being� with someone
Being validated
Being Challenged to grow
:
Are we going where others have already been?
Acting like we haven't heard
Blind to what we know they've seen
Is this life what you want
Is this life what you need
The warnings went out
Yet you take no heed
Is this where we're heading
Is this where we've been
All the signs were there
But you act like you've never seen
Them, us, what's the difference
Yet still you act, as if you expect even deserve our deference
You act like you have a clue
Your lies break you into pieces
And you believe your self deception and denial will work as glue
Duo i.e guy and gal...
You build the bomb...
I'll light the fuse...
You get the petrol...
I'll bring the flame...
The world is septic/bitter/ rotten/sour
The world is diseased/corrupt/ foul/doomed
Shiva turn your third eye outwards upon the world and see
Bapu Pata-ultimate weapon of destruction
And creation of a new playground
For you, For me
:
Love can be so sweet it's true
Her skin's delcious her mouth is too
But it will leave a bitter taste
when she is gone and love is through
she'll have an exit strategy
you'll have exit wounds
And she'll know from the beginning
How to put the blame on you
She's built in your redundancy
But she'll get all the sympathy
She'll come on with such loyalty
But her motives' purely mercenary
She loves what you do to and for her
And though she'd never speak of payments due
When you stop and start to bore her
It won't be her it will be you
She'll already have an exit plan
Like a bullet she'll be leaving you
She'll get all the sympathy
And you'll be left with exit wounds
Songs update from Tallinn (from Russian trip)
Alone with too many thoughts, oppressions, digressions
The truth will leave you alone with so many ....
Unable to make the expected concessions
To numbing, denial, self-deception, and repression
The truth will leave you alone with so many thoughts....
No comfort to be found in historys poor pageantry
Repeating in worn-out processions
Thoughts have us
For any old superstition, we�re such an easy touch
If anything and everything truly just might be
Who�d take the chance and risk it, just to see?
Before beginning, humans binged on gods
Producing each one with a purpose to serve
Then man, with his own needs
Felt that the time had come, for a purge
And the last god standing
His worshippers jealously commanding
Was employed by the Lords in their master plan
The enslavement of all living things, by man
Their minds gated
Their moods manufactured compounds
Tuned to the new
Synthetic tunes
Forms re-formed, tightened, smoothed
To complement the new remodelled, manufactured, moods
A social product, one more step from reality removed
Take one more step, from reality removed
There�s little in the old one
That would leave a new one
at all moved
The rich sincerely believe that their own way of life is worth others dieing for!
Chastity is a perversion
Promiscuity a nice little diversion
SOME LOVE (start of a song)
Some love is forgotten in a moment / ...is best forgotten
Some love lasts for life / ...lingers in your soul for life
Some love just gets you through the night /...is worth a fight
some love just brakes your heart / ... cuts like a knife
Some love warms like a fire /...burns with hot desire
But right now I�d just settle for some love
Sometimes I want a love to last
But right now
I just want love fast
Some love will leave you / ...leave you broken and battered
Some love will leave you wishing you�d never been born /...will leave you feeling ripped
and torn
some love can be hard to bare /...will leave you with that nine yard stare
Some love will blind you
Some love will bind you
some love will make you no longer care
Some love will drive you, as far as you dare
Potential new song
When they speak of .... thats just someone lieing to you
And often as not, that someone is you
No hell below, only sky above
But now and then
There will be love / ...there can be love
No gods, angels, saints, nothing supernatural, no super-you
No salvation, no miracles true
But now and then
Love will save you
But now and then
Peace will be with you
New Song
C The world can be such a cold and lonely place
Life can be so empty, so full of misery
C One day you feel blessed The next you�ve fallen from grace
Easy to stop believing any good could come to me
F You won�t believe it could happen to you
I never mean�t to do any harm to you
Not many people who�ll give a damn �bout whats true
C But grace-solace-peace of mind is but temporary
it will seldom be there for you
But thats whats happened and now I guess we�re through
And even
fewer who�ll give a damn about you
You�re looking for home, for that welcoming place
The smiles, the love of a welcoming face
I guess you always / never expect it will happen to you
But one day, so soon, your song will have been sung
your voice lost, your life through
my original chorus based on music of russian pop song:
... but something happens when-ever she�s near me
touches me / kisses me / holds me / calls me her own / talks of �us�
...something happens I dare not try to explain
a kind of feelings like I �do� belong here
maybe the�re no answers to all of my questions
but she�s an answer to some of my prayers
I�d never known such a heavenly feeling
A whole new side of this world`s opened up for me
I guess some of my questions will go unanswered
but if I can love her and she love me
it will be enought for me, just to be
I�m so world weary, but when you�re near me
The world`s so old, so cold, such a sad place
I have rejected this world of lies
Let�s admit to what we�re lieing about
Christmas song
Will we wonder disingenuously (as if to fool ourselves)
The future should be no mystery
Raise a glass of x-mas cheer
Its that time of year again
I hadn�t made sense of the film so far
What do you do when you�re not making it?`
Go along to get along, with your own life
:
these feelings leave me
your nearness leaves me
a wave of love washes over me
I�m on a high higher than the mountains
My only wish is to feel this way forever
to know that she will always be here by me
there�s a magic I can�t explain
Please tell me that I am
not dreaming, or if I am that I need never wake up again
I feel the warmth / magic / wonder I can not explain
I feel the power of her love running through me
waking the cold,
stale blood running through my veins
My darkness lifts and the sun
light comes shining
like spring has come after months of winter rain
she`s like the answer to all my unspoken prayers
Can�t find a lover so I feel so alone
repetitions of times poor pageantry merely bridging cold voids of emptiness
there`s no comfort, no profit is such a life for me I�ve been adrift
alone, and often lonely, but often enough solitude was more a sanctuary
injustice and violence so it has rejected and abandoned me
there`s no place in this world for the likes of me
There`s got to be some limit to all this suffering
I long for death to save me from all this pain
leave the questions of life unanswered
cos I can�t bear to take this strain
all alone
Before even beginning to worry about what is �true�
Let�s reject the wares that have been plied about
And manufacture and informed consent a potential god could consent to
No connection, no reason to be
Life can be so empty, so full of misery
So easy to lose all hope
Of anything good ever happening to me
Let`s admit to what we�ve been lieing about
Before even beginning to worry about
What �the truth�might be
Fire-works and car alarms, welcome in the New Year
What do we have to look forward to?
What do we have to fear?
What have we learn�t
What karma have we earn�t
At what long legs our lies have grown
Living in denial that we will harvest every seed that we have sown
To all of those who would bear false testimony
Revision, the biggest manufacturing industry
Facilitating the re-production of our history
To help survive this time of year
Sometimes its the only way
To survive x-mas day
We�ll spend some time with friends
With family pretend
Feign some harmony
And try to make amends
Let�s hope we�ll still be friends
When this season ends
Put our differences aside
Our true feelings hide
It is after all the tradition, then
Differences to mend, or at least to pretend
Christmas cards to send
Put on your christmas mask again
And here they were putting on the next reel
Easier just to go on faking it?
Easier still is forsaking it?
Do you give but don�t take it?
Do you trade for it?
Do you pay for it?
Let others pay, make the sacrifice
You take what you can get away with
You think you�ve got all the time in the world to play with
But there�s nothing in it for me
Nothing to justify my misery
Nothing worth sacrificing for
Too much nothing to ignore
And they�ll say they have a right to
But are they right to?
How can it be right to
Make someone live a life they don�t want to?
When the end�s only a matter of time
And we�ve asked for so long but been sent no sign
Your life�s yours
My life�s mine
Mine to leave when it�s right for me
Not to endure cos you'd like me to
Recriminations what's the point you found someone new
Someone who does it for you makes you feel how you want to
Or you just want to be free don't want someone like me
We feel like it's all so new but we'll all do what the others do
Have done shouldn't make it any less fun...
Few things are new if the truth be told.
All who are young will soon be old
Sometimes the good times will make up for the bad
Sometimes there will be only bad days
Some hardships will breed character make your stronger
Sometimes they will just break you leave you broken
Some broken things can heal can mend
Sometimes there's nothing can amend
Is there a song in me now?
After all I can hear and see?
Things you are too busy to attend to
maybe incomprehensible to comprehend too
What hope can there be in me now?
Now I've seen this shell stripped bare
Found some truth but found too few care
Too fixed upon their false prizes
Everyone in their own disguises
Few'd ever guess what creatures hide in there
Life is so full of empty promise
Eager readiness never was ready for this
To see how 'thin' it all is
lone-ly why-me,
Others have some-one
why do I have no-one?
I don't deserve any more or any less
I'm sure I'm not the worst
Nor am I the best
But when I'm weighed and measured
I hope I'll pass the test
I Hope one day I'll find true love
I Hope one day will find us all in love
Love's a whore
She'll kick you to the kerb
When you can't pay no more
Take what they give
See where that gets you
Take what you want
Just what will you get up to?
Take all they can give
See if they can't break you
Only one life to live?
See where it can take you.
Sometimes they'll make you
Sometimes they'll break you
And though some broken things can heal, can mend
Sometimes there's nothing can amend
No-one is at their best alone
Every heart is happier with a home
Wash your hands of it all
Let the brave and honest fall
If the truth hurts and ignorance is bliss
But if we never take the chance
We'll never know what we have missed
You don't really know if you're flying
Or falling
until you hit the ground
Have you ever nearly lost it fallen down
surely nearly killed someone
Cos they'd just pushed you too far
Maybe you did?
Did you walk free-of the burden-but wished it hadn't been 'necessary'
Wished they'd not put you in that corner
Under that heavy burden
Or love may give up on you
You gotta keep looking for love
If loves gonna find you
No words no thoughts no schemes
Endless nothing without seams
Ever opened your arms to embrace the world
To have them filled with desolation and emptiness?
Pray that girl will love you one day
One day everything could change
Did you ever find a pure thing
A right bright shining thing
Some thing too holy to name
No-one love me, the way you do
Nothing matters if I can't have you
Dreams, they can come true
but that don't mean they'll make you happy
my dream was you
And now what's left for me to do?
I'd given up on love But love hadn't given up on me
I'd forgotten how to dream but seems my dreams didn't forget me
My dream came true
My dream, is you
I don't wanna stop the world,
I just wanna get off
(bach picking) Ple-ease love me, love me on-ly me
Save me from this lone-ly miser-y
Love can be such bliss
But it's nothing next to this
Ob-liv-i-on
I see the world and don't like what I see
And I don't think the world likes me
We love, we lose
It's bliss abyss
We love we leave
Betray betrayed
Deceive deceived
Give grief
We grieve
To love to hate
That seems our fate
I'm looking for a life worth living
Games worth playing
And songs worth singing
A price worth paying
A thing worth giving
Got a lotta love worth giving
It's there for the taking
Why leave me waiting
Alone
You said you'd never leave
But now you're gone
Thought it would turn out right
Seems I was wrong
About you
Yeah seems I was wrong
Still can't see why, you let me down
Set me flying so high
Shot me to the ground
Was it something I said, or did, or did not
Or was it just a game
Didn't mean a lot
To you
The truth is you get what you've been given
You can give and give and give and just get screwed
You give they take that's nothing new
Karma aint gettin no justice for you
Good times bad times your race was won or lost
When you left the line
All you can do is do your best
do what you can do
With what's been given you
You know that someone is homeless
And you 'good' christian, with your empty rooms
And the empty words of your religions
That mean absolutely nothing to you
Where is the love of your prophet
Where is the justice of your prophet
When you lend money for profit not love
When you give only to get even more
If you want it
oh if you need it
I got it
want to give to you
get it while it�s hot
I�m waitin
Oh anticipatin
won�t need no overstatin'
I wanna give you the lot
why don�t you come in out of the cold
it�s warm inside my love
Like a summer shower
flowing over you
you�ll feel so you warm and wet
want to shower you with my love
Yeh let me surprise you like a summer shower
flow down your face to your �oooh�
so warm and wet
your blood flowing like warm honey
Innocent desire
Wish I was the rain
could get you wet
Wish I was the wind
I could blow you
Wish I was the winter sun
So I could brighten up your gloom
Wish you were the thunder
So I could hear you coming, wet and wild
saving my love for you babe
My bloods warm sweet honey for you
I'm fillin up like a vol-cane-o
wanna fill you up where
you know
But aren't we all hypocrites
suspecting others of our own intentions?
You were here the skies were clear
It seemed to me I was welcome here
But now what's left to do
If nothing can bring me back to you
I want out out out out
To live my life and to be free
Be everything I want to be
I want out
Your rules are chains that don't bind me
I've seen through your hegemony
The lies that kept the truth from me
And made me my own enemy
I want out
The truths your fear are friends to me
If you ever wake from your zombie death
You are welcome to come with me
Everyday just brings me further from you
And all I get is lonely full of blues
I pray for love
Work hard be good for love
Do every thing, that could
Bring love my way
I hold out for love
Be brave have faith in love
Believe that love
Will find me one day
I have burnt for love
I have starved for love
Begged and pleaded for love
Been a fool for love
Still I've been a stranger to love
I don't want to lie to you
This thing that makes us shine
Will one day make us blue
That's the price that we must pay
To feel the love we feel today
I wanted this song to be real
To try to express just how I feel
I really want this love to last
But I've seen it come and go just as fast
We've both seen love come
we've seen love go
We've been through loves course
so we both know
Fall we will
In and out of love
If I could I'd take you in my arms and never let you go
Let you in my heart to see what might not show
I'd climb my steepest precipice
Battle demons whose terror no-one could ever guess
To share my blood and fear with you
All my warmth and all my tenderness too
To live for the moments when you laugh and smile
To be there to hold you
When life gives you reason to cry
Luxury carefree eludes me
Hope rounding every corner deludes me
Desolation disconnection
No gentle welcome
No good intention
And all the sorrow you can own
Mood swings take and bring
Sometimes for sometime
Some sense some peace of mind
Stay thin keep it in
Too few to beauty born
Avoid the eyes
Full ahead and damn the lies
Nothing worth keeping nowhere to go
You know we all feel the same
Just don't let it show
But don't let them win
Don't let their arrows hurt you
Don't hear their lies
Just know their lieing to you
Don't let them win
Don't let them win
Fight for your dreams
Cos only you can make them real
Do all you can do
Cos in the end it's up to you
It's down to you
Your luck and you
Lookin up at the bottom