People!

Some more bad experiences I've had with people

A flat mate at uni left his light and heater on over the weekend while he was away "because he was paying for it". The heaters were single coil electric heaters that were known for showering sparks, and setting things alight. I went in once and turned it off, afraid of the fire risk, and pissed off by the stupidity of it all. I noticed that quite a few people at the colleges left their lights on when they went away on the weekends, or out at night. They said they were paying for it (in this case a flat fee independant of useage, but in our flat it was metered),a and thought it might deter theives.

One day I expressed dissappointment to a friend, a really smart guy, about his dope smoking. His older brother had apparently been waiting for an excuse to tell me off, and did so, claiming I was somehow abusing his little brother. He didn't like how I was fit and healthy, ate healthily, studied hard, and didn't fall into all the traps that he himself had.

I moved into a house with an arab man, who kept insisting on how reasonable and clean he was. I needed somewhere to stay, due to being mobbed at home, and didn't take the time to look really closely at everything. I would take him at his word. But as I was moving in I took a closer look, and found deep dust and dirt on the skirting boards. I turned the mattress he had provided over, and found a huge wet stain covered in some white powder. He had years and years of telephone books filling up the kitchen, and when I commented on them (every time) he said he'd get rid of them, and so I offered to help him, but he said it would be o.k. He appeared to have no intention of getting rid of them. I asked him for some cupboard space in the kitchen, and he cleared out a tiny corner, right on the bottom shelf, in the most inaccessible place. Remember his telephone books were taking up all the prime cupboard space. There were so many problems that I realised that I could not move in. I had paid him a months rent in advance. I would have moved in if he had made any effort to be reasonable. He wouldn't give me my money back, and kept abusing me really violently and racistly.

The next lot kicked me out. thy were a couple, the girl was obese. they seemed offended I didn't want to be their best pals, though they made no concessions over watching the most boring t.v programs etc, left the heater and lights on in the bathroom everymorning, even though it was summer. The poor little obese thing claimed she'd get a cold, so heated up the whole bathroom every morning before showering, etc, and then kept the window closed so it always stank, and left it closed after she was finished. The landlord downstairs said that I had to keep the blinds down in my room, as otherwise the house looked cheap. So he thinked I should live without sunlight! The little fat thing once caught me going to shower, and apparently told her boyfriend that I had 'exposed' myself to her on purpose. I wondered how up-herself she could be, to think that I could be interested in her sexually in any way whatsoever. It was obviously an excuse to get rid of me. I had bought a used mattress from them a few weeks before. I said I would leave, if they would take the mattress back. They said that it had been used now, and they couldn't take it back. The boyfriend was behaving really threateningly, threatening me and pounding on the door for me to open it. I called the police. They took hours to arrive. After a bit of discussion, the angry boyfriend agreed to take the mattress back, and pay me what I had paid in advance, and I agreed to leave. I did.

In Germany.

I moved into one wohngemeinshaft WG, or share house with some people, only one of whom I had met, Barbara. The house was absolutely filthy, and I was there over the new year alone, so I spent a few days cleaning everything so it was liveable. When they all got back the problems started with paper thin walls and music and talking till 3am when I got up for work at 6am, and was having heaps of trouble with beaurocrats and the bitches at work. So the girl next door decides to move out after making my life hell for a few weeks, leaving her heating on full the whole day and even when she is away over the weekend and longer, and never doing her tiny allotted cleaning duties, after explaining that she hadn't done her share before as the house was dirty when she moved in and it wouldn't be fair, but now that I had cleaned everything, and accepted the worst job ie the bathroom permanently, that she would do her small share. She was always on the phone, which I needed so my boss could contact me (ironic later how me and dave wouldn't answer etc). She did smell lovely though, and when she would open her door, even weeks after she was gone, the whole house would smell lovely. After one morning at 3am when I have to knock on her door and demand she be quiet, she sort of gets a speed on moving out....and Dave moves in....and we also get a new tall flat mate, who it turns out doesn't know how to use even an oven, washing machine etc and he leaves the heater and light on in the bathroom so when I get back from a lesson at 10am the lights are on, the window open, and the heater on, after he has professed often to being very concerned about the environment....so I leave a note on his door, and it freaks him out (albeit it was not polite), so he isn't around for a few days....and in between Barbara makes me pay my a 1/4 of the phone rental even though I have my handy, and keeps leaving the phone all over the place, all the wrong way around etc so it is a puzzle to solve before I can pick the receiver up without hanging up, which happened a few times already...and she won't budge, just leaves it as she pleases, and wont accept that if I am going to pay for what I don't use, at least she could make a tiny effort to keep it in order, even if just because it pisses me off..but she won't budge,

She is typically defensive in the face of clearly being wrong, and knowing it....so she and the other guy plot to get rid of me, and even ask Dave to help, with a terrible misunderstanding for them, for they tell Dave they don't like me and want to kick me out and Dave says yes, he understands (but not that he is all for it) and then Barbara tells me I have to leave without notice as Dave has kicked me out ie the majority vote 3/4, so I run off to work thinking Dave has done this, can't find him, consistent with what they said, but my boss calms me down by saying it couldn't be true,and to my relief, and the confusion and dissappointment no doubt of Barbara and Jens, it was a misunderstanding....and Barbara, heartbroken at this, moves out, without telling us, cutting off the water and heating and electricity

We came home one night to a dark cold house, and had to wait until the next day to get everything back on...oh she had cancelled the phone too, and taken it and the kitchen table and chairs etc..leaving all her other crap up in the attic....and her father complains to me, after I make him a cup of tea and chat with him, about how expensive the move is, all during her prac teaching, and complaining about what a monster I must be (he took me for David somehow, and didn't realise I was the devil himself, as he saw it, through Barbaras eyes)...so Barbaras plot to make me homeless overnight backfired....and Jens who had been away, thinking Barbara was getting rid of me, comes back to find me still there, and Barbara gone, and turns our fridge off, leaves his heating on (but with a locked door so I can't turn it off, but its on because its easy to tell with the heating system we had ie turn everthing else off, turn the gauge up, and if the pilot lights then something is on somewhere in the house).

Anyway, we leave the key in the door from now on so he can't sneak in and do any more damage...he finally clears his stuff out, after leaving me an abusive letter, but he won't leave the key.....oh, the best bit I almost forgot...after failing to get david to kick me out the final blow was this...I had put so much work into the house, cleaning, getting garbage bags, spending 4 hours once cleaning up the ceiling putty when it fell in one day etc, and all I asked of them was to obey the noise rules of germany generally, and for barbara to put the phone back how she finds it, I was even paying the line rental...oh and found out we had all been paying for a newspaper subscription she was getting, and that she was saving extra money from the rent in case the heater broke down or some hogwash...so I decided, to show the ungrateful bastards what I had done for them and returned the house to something approaching the condition it was in before I had cleaned everything, including putting the bathroom ceiling back on the floor where it had landed, and taking the garbage bags away that I had provided. It was not anything near as bad as it was. I left the garbage without bags neatly on the floor for them to provide bags for. I unfixed the door handle I had repaired, and the toilet I had fixed, and applied a bit of dirt to get the carpet back to its pre-me appearance, and unfixed a light I had replaced.

They called the landlord over and he sent me a registered letter saying I had committed acts of vandalism and "psychoterror" and had to leave...but I insisted, even though he tried to kick me out, that I had no idea what had happened...and when I didn't move out, Barbara did, spitefully disconnecting all the utilities etc...but as she and Jens both had their keys dave and I had the house for our share of the rent, and later got to use Barbaras room as a little sunroom. When the landlords sun tried to kick us out, we arranged to get a new lease, but as he would not be fair, we decided not to sign it. Jens had made it impossible for us to give the two rooms to people who had wanted to move in, by keeping his key, so we said they would have to give us three months notice, and that we were only responsible for our share of the rent, so we got to live there 6 months for 250 marks each. We would have preferred to find new flatmatesa and stay, but the landlord really wanted to renovate the place, so didn't budge.

I went to the utilities company to get the gas and electricity turned back on and asked them by what right they had had them disconnected. They tried to bluff me at first, and I went to their supervisor, and to another supervisor, until I found someone who would be fair. I showed him the rental agreement that had four names on it. I showed him the last bill, which specifically stated that it was a WG bill, and all four names were on it. I asked him whether anyone can just come in an get someones utilities turned off. He eventually admitted that I was right, that the company had had no right to turn off our utiltities. In germany, even if you haven't paid for ages, they can't just turn your heating and electricity off. He wanted to leave it at that, they would turn the stuff back on the next day or so...the next day or so...I couldn't believe my ears...they didn't have anyone to do it today! I told them that they had managed to get someone yesterday to turn it off. I got dave to come with me, and told him they should have to compensate us somehow. I managed to get them to agree to refunding us a months utilities, just as a gesture for the mistake. Dave was pleased with this. Dave had about the best sense of humour of anyone I have ever met.

I went to Italy for about 10 days holidays and in between tried one place, virtually underground, with too little light and fresh air. I managed to lock myself out. It cost heaps to get back in. The owner was out all night at a shooting festival piss up, so I had to sleep in a spare room. He wouldn't come back to let me in. The next morning I had to hitch-hike to town, got a lift from an immigrant in a mercedes who had made good since coming as a refugee, then moved in with frank, my cousin, then into the last nightmare accomodation, with the idiot.

Oh, and with the cute blonde, after she moved out she left heaps of her stuff, including all her furniture in our attic, and later, instead of arranging a time convenient with us, she just came back with the police one day, and they just walked in, and let her take everything that she said was hers, and later at the police station they told me that the entrance door was open,and that if she had taken anything of mine I would have to get a lawyer and prove it in court, whereas they had just traipsed in and let her take whatever....they had knocked on Daves bedroom door and he got a bit of a shock when he opened it to find two policemen there....at the station, when I asked if you could do that in germany, without a court order just walk in, they asked me for my drivers license number (was the menace in my mind?) so I just let it hang.

In a later incident the police came at the call of my last landlady, and admitted they had no reason to be there, but one of them wouldn't give me his name, and wouldn't explain to the other house sharers that a room in a share house is a seperate accomodation with the same noise constraints ie laws applying ie no disturbance after 10pm, and even told me I needed my own police, and that I was the problem, (I was appalled,and asked the other, cute female one, whether police were meant to be impartial..), anyway, I got them to move my heavy stuff downstairs, I didn't pay the two weeks rent (cos they wouldn't give me a rental agreement....now get this, originally as I saw I had gone from the frying pan into the fire I had in intimated that maybe I should move out, and they didn't want me to, and told me that I had a verbal rental agreement and had to give 3 months notice , and even the landlady and landlord, who were too friendly, including their son, intimated the same...so then when they had found a girl to move in, already given her the go ahead to stay up in the loft until the end of the month when they would kick me out, they totally changed the story....no rental agreement, no rights,

I originally bartered for a few weeks, but though at first the idiot flat mate told me they had agreed, they backed out, and demanded that I pay the rent and move out at the end of the month, even with no place to go...oh, and I had agreed that if the idiot and his friend found an appartment, near BIB, under 500 marks, I would move into it,....they kept putting notices on my door of share accomodation near the UNI...thick as... but the real estate agent was a great bloke, let me stay a few days in an appartment that hadn't been let yet, and arranged with the guy moving out etc...though this turned out bad too, for he left the flat filthy, with horrible stains, and wouldn't clean it, keeping on saying that it was dirty when he moved in and that he was hardly there, but while we were arguing I was living rent free in the flat below....but eventually we came to an agreement, though I bought only one lounge chair off him, and had spend a whole day cleaning the filthy bathroom and kitchen....

oh, and the previous bitch of a landlady, one day a fuse went, so I went down into the basement, where the landlord showed me what to do and told me I had to move out etc, but then his wife comes down the stairs, starts absolutely shrieking at me in a physically painful voice...I say I want to go back up the stairs, and after a few minutes of her hysterics I walk by her, up the stairs, but she grabs me, scratching me, pulling my pants elastic, trying to keep me there, and when I get free she follows me again, pushing me against the wall, spraining my ankle, even her husband kept telling her to let me go.

So I reported her for assault, had to get a report from the hospital, had a bit of a scratch, but more shock ....and she kept saying this is germany, we are civilised here, you're not in Australia in the wild you know.....and she had contacted my relatives talking about me, and given frank my address and let him in the house,and the others let him in the appartment, knowing he had it in for me...oh, and when I was moving the ex room renters stuff aroung to get mine in, I found on top of the cupboard a nappy and a club magazine for nappy etc fetishists....anyway, the whole lot of them kept plotting about how to get rid of me, and I listened through the door...they were so pathetic, all I wanted was two or three weeks to get organised.....they even knew how depressed I was, as at that time the unemployment officer who was always fucking up my life had again done so, saying unless I got proof of working in a Australia within a few days I would lose my place in a course I had fought and worked over 9 months to get into, and the manager not having as yet accepted my idea of a time extension, so me thinking everything I had worked for, I had even given up my job for, was going to be thrown away by that dickhead, who the manager said I had to keep dealing with, as he was the advisor for my postcode....also, not yet mentioned, he had made a false computer entry, as if I had applied for the course only recently, only luckily did the other helpful female officer tell me, and also the manager, that I had applied over 9 months ago, and she had herself made a note....without this help, the prick would have gotten away with it...and one has to ask oneself what that says about him ie why he was like that, and what it says about beaurocrats and people generally.....

I remember during my last semester at uni, that I had been told many times by many different beaurocrats working for Austudy that I would receive no Austudy in the last semester of my degree, and it was only because I knew someone in the same situation as me was getting it that I kept going further with my enquiries until after about 5 refusals one person finally said they had all misinformed me and of course I would get Austudy (ie it had been withdrawn, ie at the time I had been informed in writing that I would not be eligible the next/last semester of my course as I was doing only 2 units, though as they were 3rd year, as I was completing my course in the minimum time, etc I was in fact eligible,and did get Austudy. iP> During the last year of Uni I was recruited as a graduate economist by the industry division, but offered an earlier start with social and labour, which would include travel expenses from Byron Bay to Canberra...so I took the chance....unfortunately...in the first few weeks I was given a procedures manual chapters to re-write, so I did, capturing all the information in a few well written pages (the originals were 10 times so long etc), and my supervisor, a dull person, was shocked, and said I was only supposed to tinker a bit with it

During meetings over the survey questionnaires I would argue points with all of the group, and they would concede virtually every time...the times they didn't are the times I didn't pursue the point due to time restrictions...but anyway, the most notable thing is this,...I asked them if it was o.k to say that I disagreed, but to do it their way anyway, but be allowed to state my disagreement for ethical reasons, so I was not forced to lie or play chamaeleon, and they constantly said yes, that's o.k, but every time I said that, they went on with, "so what exactly don't you understand?", and we'd go through whatever it was and I would try to show them what was wrong and then I would listen etc and say, "o.k, I disagree, but I'll do it that way" etc,and they would continue with, "what didn't I understand?" ie they could just not accept that I thought I had a better way, or that they were wrong, which is basically the problem of humans....or more precisely my problem, because they crucify me for it.

At the ABS they ended up writing continous reports about me which were plain lies, and after refuting point by point every report, they wrote a new set of lies. After I had refuted teh fourth or so, I was so mad, I realised there was no way to defeat their lies, they felt threatened by me, and would destroy me, as they would any ego enemy....and during my teaching practise similar occured...eg I couldn't find any good material for a course, so I researched it myself, and I made the mistake of commenting that the videos we had were not very useful/enlightening...only to realise that my supervisors had ordered them....two middle aged women...they were paid extra to have me take their classes....whatever I did they turned around to find fault with it...if I gave one lecture in a week, they claimed my style was too didactic....when I gave a discovery learning exercise it was too student centred....but really transparent ie trying to find fault and being totally unfair and unhelpful....and then one day they said they were not going to pass me, saying, "you walked into the staffroom as if you were smarter than everyone there (which wouldn't have been too difficult)....and they said that as a teaching criticism and grounds not to pass me....

Luckily for me the practicum organiser at the Uni said that was absolutely invalid as a criticism, having nothing to do with the evaluation and said I didn't have to continue there..but I finished my prac for the sake of the students...but I had been simply crucified for being smarter than them (I'm not trying to convince anyone of this, I'm stating a fact, you don't have to enjoy being told this, my work will prove it)...anyway, in the next prac teaching block I have a similar problem, but decide just to be a chamealeon for a few weeks rather than be crucified....but funny thing happened, I let off a really scentful fart that filled the small staffroom when I was alone, and my supervisor, who I was playing up to so she would let me survive, came in and noted, hmmm, what a lovely smell, someones had something tasty for lunch, and I could hardly keep from laughing ie she thought it was the smell of someones lunch...though ironically it was more breakfast (hah) sort of a small revenge...but anyway, I played the part and passed this time....

But so often I've been harrangued by incompetent teachers and union reps who tried to get me fired (ironically, though in fact normal, as the full time teachers just abuse and exploit casuals, with little respect, most having gotten their positions during easy years ago when anyone could walk in, and the union does lots totally antagonistic to casual teachers... but this union guy wouldn't accept that until the union looked after casuals I was not going to join. He didn't agree that the union approved scheme to force unemployed teachers to do exploitative casual work they wouldn't otherwise do and he even wouldn't give me a copy of my teaching timetable, saying it was enough to leave one stuck to the staffroom door, and gave me the wrong room numbers, and told me to wait for him in the staffroom while he found my class, and then came in 5 minutes later telling me off, ie why wasn't I with my class....transparent scheming ....in most organisations you are in trouble if you are competent and ethical etc oh, at the ABS, there were two support staff who had not had any real work to do for months, and nothing was in the pipelines, and then one of the more socialist type supervisors decided as an act of something, solidarity or something, though not stated, we, from senior officers earning over 60,000 dollars down to graduates, would stuff envelopes for three days, when there was no urgency, and there was no work lined up for the support staff who would sit and rot all day...so I said I would not participate on those grounds, and he/they said, oh, too scared to get your hands dirty etc....and I was given a task to define religion, so I made sure this time I had a clear task definition etc, but to no avail, as they simply lied later at meetings designed to crucify me.....oh, I was working with a direct supervisor, a friend, together, and I was doing much the best work,and she knew it, but she did not support me when I needed help, only advised me to give up as I had no chance and fighting and it only made me mad...

oh, I joked with someone once, he said something about killing myself, and I said I would take them all with me, but he realised it was a dark joke, and told me he knew we were joking, but he said it to another supervisor of mine who passed it off to security as a threat, which I only found out because he told me he had been interviewed by security about it, and felt bad, because he knew clearly we were joking and found the whole thing distasteful....hey, I was fired from my first job at macdonalds because a manager told me off in front of my friends,and he was wrong, so I said so and explained why in front of the same people at the same time, and he said I was right, but that he had to fire me because I had shown him up in front of the staff.........

One house sharer for some reason had big problem with me closing my bedroom door He wouldn't let me, and complained about it not being open...after plotting and scheming to get me to move out so someone would move in who could become his friend, his social world, he made a big show of telling me to close my door, showing off to the new female sharer, and slamming my door in a huff, total loser theatre, glaring at me, when if he thought for a moment I would touch him he'd be shitting himself. The son of the landlady was at 1st helpful and friendly about me moving, but then when he saw how his mother had treated me, and suddenly was a real shit. They gave Frank my address and let him into the flat and told him where my room was, he was so self-righteous and so out of order after totally lieing to me. I talked to him and his family and was constantly trying to solve problem...they accused me of lieing, and then my uncle threatened me "du werdest was erleben" after I had to report his son because he wouldn't stop threatening me, harassing me, even calling my boss to slander me. My boss wouldn't have a bar of it, luckily. , No one else would talk to Frank for me.

I had moved in with frank, and agreed to pay half the rent. He would play loud music all night, against german law, when he knew I started work at 6a.m. He would leave he place a total chaotic mess, and smoke all day with the windows closed. When I got home I had to air the place, including my own room. I would clean up after him all the time, just to be able to sit down on the couch. I rarely got to be outside my room, as he and his friends would smoke. One day my window slammed shut. It was very old and already rotting out of its thin wooden frame. It was a single thin pane, and needed to be replaced with a new one, a double glazed one, like all the other windows. One day it was windy, and frank opened the front door, and the wind blew through and slammed my window shut before I could close it. It cracked. He went out unnecessarily to the local shop and bought the most expesive sticky tape and film he could find, and did a really crap job of covering the long crack. He of course made me pay him for it, and insisted that I would have to pay for the new window. The window replacement had bee long overdue well before I moved in.

He tried to pick fights with me, and threatened to destroy my guitar. I left as soon as I could find a place (the place I previously wrote about), and even left him with over a weeks advance rent, and lots of expensive painting supplies. He claimed that I should pay for the whole month. It was the first week of the month. Given that I was moving out because he wouldn't stop partying all night, and had threatened to steal my guitar etc, I felt that he was getting the better part of the deal already, he had over a weeks rent that he should in fact pay me back, as it was his fault that it hadn't worked out.

What was also interesting was that I was going to pay about half the rent. His father owned the place, having gotten it off his mother in a way the rest of his family were not happy with, in fact his brother would not speak to him at all for the last few years. then I found out that he was a getting the full rent from the government during his military service, a scam with his dad (he could have found a place for a third the cost) and would have gotten my rent as a bonus, as I paid cash in hand! I came across some letters from the marine station he was sent to...apparently he had faked injuries, was too lazy to do what he was supposed to, and even turned up days late to duty. He had claimed he had caught the wrong train or something. He was a real character.

To top this all off uncle keeps $2000 my grandmother left to me in her will, because I reported frank...after no-one else in the family would get him to leave me alone! Franks' ex girlfriend (then girlfriend) witnessed him lieing to me! Franks father, the very same person, my uncle, even told me that no-one could ever live with Frank because he made no concessions. His last boarder left after a few weeks in disgust, even when frank was only there for the weekends. Everyone knew that Frank lived in utter chaos, mess, filth, and noise etc. So my Uncle had gone against his own dead mothers wishes, an ultimate crime in my book, not respecting someones last will and testament, and steals thousands of dollars from me, and blames me for a situation he knew was his own sons fault. My uncle held grudge against me for arguments I had won about the cross on top of a mountain in the black forest. He claimed that it wasn't a religious symbol, when I said that the church had not right to put its advertising up there. His own friend admitted it was from the church, and agreed with me. His uncle was also addicted to tobacco products, and felt weak because of it.

Back to the next accomodation...overfriendly, boring flatmate...always asking "whats that, what are you doing now, what are you eating, what are you watching ie nervensaege. i.e pain in the neck! After I asked him to leave me in peace, that I was stressed out and needed privacy, which was true, he calls out of the house window to me, out in the street, at 11pm, ...I'm stressed and totally depressed and he says idiotly...oh, you cant get public servants to change their minds, rather than try to make me feel better, just goes on like some idiot with absolutely no social skills, cheerfully telling me I have no hope at all...then tries to get me to talk again, after I just told him how bad my mood is, etc..I had to sell an amp I really loved, to get some money together, He knew I loved it, and really hated having to sell it, and he says, smiling idioticall "did you get rid of the thing?" He knocked on the door at all hours. I dont answer. He just knocks again, I open the door, he looks at me real sober, with a really serious look-have you put up the ads yet...you have to do so straight away, and tell the landlady, he says, in an attempt to try to draw me into conversation..

The others lock the front door, from the outside, and then told the landlord that I had locked them out, as a ploy to try to get them offside. I was inside my room. When I came out, the landlord knoced on the door. I had to get my key because it had been locked from he outside. I demonstrated to the landlord that I couldn't have locked them out. They were stupid, it was obvious to him that they had lied. I explained that if they find me an appartment under 500 near the BIB I would take it.

I start the course I had fought so hard and long and against so many lying and bullying and incompetent beaurocrats, and only managed to get into because one of the people I talked to at the Bureau told me the truth, and what I had to do. The liars and incompetent officers wanted me to pretend nothing had happened. I just wanted to get into the course, so didn't comment on anything, putting a positive face on what they had put me through. It was sheer luck that I met the only honest and competent officer there, and she helped me.

After this struggle I was keen to study. It was a course in multimedia design. The course description and contract stated that it was for absolute beginners. During the marketing sessions for he course, the director stated that if you could turn the switch of a computer on, that you had the prerequisites. The only other pre-requisite was a type of I.Q test, a pattern recognition one. Based on my result, they said that I could enter any of the courses that they had on offer, even software programming. I was happy to do the course that I had fought for.

During the first few weeks various shortcomings appeared. The institute had had so many applicants, that they had done what I had earlier suggested, and had not earlier occured to them, to run two courses concurrently. They did this, but in an unacceptable way. They seated us at computers, two to a computer, so that one only got to watch as the other did. This is untenable for practical things. You have to do, not watch. This was really frustrating. Further, the teachers were experienced in their fields, but had had not teacher training, and had no idea of how to teach. They rushed through many steps at once, and expected us to be able to follow. Of course you do things step by step. Many other things were done wrong. I made some suggestions to the teacher. Everyone was frustrated with his lack of teaching know how.

He directed me to go to his office, where he proceeded to totally tell me off. I let him, and after he was finished made a few simple suggestions. He told me off again, but during the next lesson he started doing what I had suggested, and asking if that was better, and everyone agreed it was.

They gave us a questionnaire, and found that many of the class members already had prior knowledge in much of our course content. The management then simply decided that they would skip that stuff, and start at a much higher level than was stated in the contract, and at the marketing sessions. The course pre-requisites suddenly jumped from turning on a computer, to formating UNIX systems, or whatever it was they began doing. I of course could not keep up. The teacher reccommended that I catch up later. I waited patiently many days for an appointment with the director, who had signed my contract. He recommended that a solution would be for him to recommend some books for me to read, which I might find in the library. I made it clear to him that I had not enrolled in a practical course to read books, that if I could learn from books the institute would not be getting over 10,000 dollars a year in tuition fees.

I showed him the contract, and mentioned his own personal comments at the marketing sessions. He told me to leave his office. I said I would when he honoured his own promises and written contract. He just got up and left, and said that he would send security to kick me out. I went to the office, and said that if they were not honouring their contract, that they should pay back the tuition fees they had received. Initially they claimed that I would have to pay for at least the first semester, even though they had lied, and brokent their contract.

I went to the social security office, and told them what was going on. They said that they agreed with me, but had a good relationship with the institute, and would still pay the fees, and not request they pay back the fees for lieing and breaking their contract. Only one person there was honest enough with me to tell me that. The others expected me to justify in writing why I was pulling out of the course, after having place several long written complaints to them about the conditions, and the breach of contract. It was obviously a game they were all in on. At one point they claimed that I would have to pay back the fees, for having pulled out of the course.

In Australia, in wagga wagga, where I have moved to try to start again after the education department has mobbed me, annuled me, blacklisted me, and lied to me and about me 3 years running.

There is a work site next to where I am renting. They are building cheap and bady oriented small units. It is summer, so they start before 6 a.m in the cool of the morning. Of course they make noise, but they can't avoid it, and it is understandable that they want to get as much work done as they can before it is 35 degrees and above. They also like to listen to the radio while they work. This is also understandable. But they are in a built up residential area, and the radio, which is mostly cheap advertising, blares directly into my apartment. I can't close the windows cos the flyscreen I 'jerry-rigged' would have to be taken down etc, and I need the cool morning breeze.

I try to avoid the loud morning radio, mostly ads, but it is too irritating. Frustrated, but trying to be positive, I simply tell the workers that the radio is really loud in my apartment, even where it doesn't seem so loud to me standing there at street level. They had begun with the radio at 7a.m. The worker I spoke too stated that "that's because the radio is directly facing your apartment!". I myself had not seen the radio. I took it for granted that they would turn it down, and point it away from my building, so it was facing the street, or the football oval, based on his own statement of recognition.

The next morning, it began again, a little later. Before I left to drive up to the computer labs to work on this book, I once again noted calmly and politely that it was still very loud in my apartment. His comments seemed to reflect the opinion that it was o.k, as they had turned the radio on at 7.30 a.m! I noted that the radio sat on top of a brick wall, facing directly up at my window. It still baffles me how he could recognise the problem, and then not do the logical thing. I suggested that maybe they could move the radio, and point it in the opposite direction. I am still a little dumstruck. People! At least this morning I wasn't aware of any radio. Hope that indicates something positive!

I was standing in the supermarket aisle (hows that for spelling in the english language!), facing the shelves, obviously intently looking for something. A middle aged woman walked directly in front of me, and stood there, looking at the shelves around me. She stayed there for a while, like a dum animal, with no concept in her head of politeness. She could have stopped to the right or left of me. No, she had to stop right in front of me, as if I didn't exist. I thought maybe I should say something. I just politely waited until a few minutes later she moved on. I was pretty pissed off, and felt like going after her and asking her what the hell that was all about.

Someone moved into the flat under mine. The delivery driver truck parked blocking the driveway, in the morning when people would obviously need to get out to go to work etc. He spent most of his time chatting with his client, and made not effort to quickly unload and free the driveway. He was there for hours. He could have offloaded the stuff under the carport, and moved it into the apartment later, but didn't appear to consider the situation at all. He was o.k jack, and didn't even think that other people existed, like the cow in the supermarket. Drivers As I have previously argued, when you are behind the sheet metal of a one or more tonne car, you judge what is safe, according to what is safe for you. Of course in a car, a pedestrian poses no threat, in the event that you collide with it. This will unfortunately lead you to be pretty flip with your judgements. You will judge it safe (for you) to accelerate towards a pedestrian, and barely miss them. If you do hit them, the worst you will get is the incovenience. They will be the one bearing all the damage. This accounts for why drivers will roar at and by pedestrians.

Unfortunately the law does little to address this fact of human nature. The law states that the car has right of way on a straight road, and must only give way to pedestrians if it is turning across their path. And even then, they are only required to 'miss' them. As long as they don't force the pedestrian to 'jump out of their way', they can legally terrify them and lightly risk death and major injury, not to mention terrible pain and suffering. This of course encourage drivers to pay less attention to pedestrians, and bully them to wait until there is no traffic.

Of course in built up areas it is impossible to find a long enough break in the traffic, one at which a car travelling 50km and hour would cover the ground approaching you in much less time than it will take you to cross the road at around 7km and hour, if you are fast, and much longer if you are old, or have childrent etc with you. At a roundabout you will have traffic approaching entering from four sides. It will accelerate towards you, as you wait for a gap in the traffic that won't come. You either have to risk being run over, or wait there until someone with compassion for you slows down, to give you time to cross as they approach.

I have of course even had cars scream through pedestrian crossings, right in front or behind me. That is of course legal, but reflects the general culture. 50km an hour streets eventually bring drivers to drive 50km an hour, or slower. In a 60km an hour street where limits are not actively enforced, drivers will drive up to 80km and hour as a matter of course. The enforcement of 50km an hour speed limits forces them to take the speed limit seriously, and they see no profit in driving just a bit over it, what difference is 55 or 50. But when the limit is 60, and rarely enforced, there is every incentive to just tip it up by 10km. In fact a survey showed previously that it was common for people to assume the police would not charge them for doing 70km/h, and it was the culture to drive at least 70km/h in a 60 km/h zone. But risking a fine for a mere 60km/hr isn't so enticing, so people actually do drive 50.

So if you want people to respect the danger they pose for pedestrians, you will have to make it a danger for them to hit one. Instead of demanding that they simply 'miss' them, which means they feel free to drive as close and fast at and just past them as they judge they can, without hitting them, a minimum distance must be imposed, and in the event that a person is on the road, and it could be assumed that any driver taking their responsibility seriously, and is therefore paying attention, the driver should be fully culpable. Some may speciously argue that this would encourage people to just walk out in front of cars. Only drivers would think like that. Pedestrians feel immediately how vulnerable they are, and would not risk an impact just to bully a car into stopping for them.

The same laws were introduced for pushbikes. The large number of incidents where pushbikes were hit or run off the road by cars lead the government first to impose a 1 meter distance for cars passing bikes. Of course most drivers took this pretty flippantly, and many accidents still occured. In order to make drivers take cyclists seriously, their status was upgraded. In fact they now have a right to a whole lane. Of course some cyclists contribute to road rage by taking up the whole lane, and driving in the middle of it. They probably are aware that if they drive on the side of the road, that car and truck drivers will behave as before. It would be better if they felt more comfortable and drove to the side, to allow them to be overtaken easier. Unfortuantely this would probably lead to drivers behaving as they previously did. So it is hard to criticise them, even if, as a car driver, I feel they should let me pass easier, and do feel frustrated. Of course having been a long term cyclist, on busy main roads, I appreciate their position more than most car drivers. To the car driver, they can't 'understand' why the cyclist is unhappy with them driving close, accelerating at them at intersections, and just braking in time.

The sheer vulernability of the cyclist and pedestrian means that what feels safe to the invulnerable car driver, is seen as a totally unnecessary and unreasonable risk to the cyclist and pedestrian.

A car driver does not feel safe when a truck screams at them, barely passing in front or back. They would be terrified at a vehicle that could crush them travelling at at least 8 times their speed. If we used a truck weight and speed that roughly corresponds to the difference between a pedestrian, and a normal family car, then the truck would be at least 12 tonnes, and be travelling at 400km/hr. We would see how safe the car driver would feel then, and how quickly they would demand that truck drivers be forced to approach at a reasonable speed, and not be allowed, in fact therefore encouraged to, 'just miss them'. The risk of impact, and the damage that would be anticipated between the 12 tonne truck at 400km would pretty much correspond to the damage an average family car would have travelling 50km into a pedestrian.

Car drivers should be compelled to pay attention, and take no risks, by laws that state that they would be criminally negligent and culpable in the event that they hit or even frighten a pedestrian that is crossing the road in front of them. They would then not accerlate out of roundabouts or intersections, 'judging' that their is no risk to them of impact, merely 'missing' the pedestrians. At present, if a pedestrian should stumble, stop, or for some reason turn back, the car driver that simply assumed they would maintain the same speed and direction, and therefore unecessarily accelerated towards them, expecting to barely miss them, would drive straight into them, their foot on the accelerator, and travelling way to fast to stop or evade them. Remember they 'planned' on 'just missing them, which is all they are legally required to do, and left no room or speed 'just in case'.

I would propose an analogy, for those of you who don't walk or ride on our streets, and see no personal vested interest in having your driving regulated. I am a very good shot with a rifle, and would enjoy shooting targets. I promise you I am a very good judge of distance etc. It would be perfectly safe for me to fire my rifle off at targets right next to you. I would miss you, no worries. You are perfectly safe. Of course if I hit you and blow half your head off, I would accept the legal responsibility for the 'unfortunate and unforseeable 'accident'. I would expect to be reprimanded, and like most drivers who 'accidentally' hit cyclists or pedestrians that they saw coming, as they were in the middle of the road crossing, but you weren't paying close attention (you are only human after all, we all have bad days), terribly damage or even kill them, and get a slap on the wrist, and told in future to pay closer attention. At the advice of my lawyer I will appear suitably upset at what I have done, and feel terrible that such an 'accident' could happen to me. I would, however, feel no moral culpability, as it was an 'accident'.

So all you shooters out there. No need to be deprived of your fun. And no real personal vested interest in taking real care. If you 'accidentally' hit anyone, they will understand! Accidents do happen. You can't bind the world in cotton wool and make it safe for everyone. If 'they' start by 'regulating' hunting in the main streets, and built up areas, where will they end? Will they jail you if the coffee you serve your guests is too hot? Will they require you to put your killer pitbull on a line everytime you go out to the park, just in case it savagely mauls a small child? Now really, how often do pitbulls kill children? Hardly ever! How often to cars kill pedestrians? Well o.k, a lot more often, but hey, they should take that risk into account when they consider getting out on the streets without a tonne of sheetmetal to protect them! And the bastards don't even pay to walk the footpaths! More experiences in Australia: added Feb 2007 maybe already here?

I was paying most of the rent (without rent assistance as they misinformed me that it wouldn't be paid in my circumstances!) of a couple who had gone home for the holidays, and wanted someone to take over until they returned, or as long as possible. It was o.k, apart from being basically lied to about rent assistance by the couple I took the place from, and the fact that they left the the cupboards full of all of their stuff, and their stuff all over the place. Basically I was paying their rent so they could leave most of their junk there and just take off! Anyway, it was stinking hot, almost as bad as Korea. I intended staying there as long as possible, for their sake (I hadn't realised yet they had lied to me about rent assistance etc), and turned down some good offers of alternative accomodations. I had been there about 2 months, having turned down better offers, when I got a phone call implying one of them would be back very soon, so I took the next best offer I got of accomodation, expecting that otherwise I would be homeless. It was with a neary 50 year old lady. She said no-one would smoke in the house (or only very rarely and not when I was there or so), and that I should use the fans and evaporative air conditioning as I pleased, that I should use it whenever it was hot, which it invariably was. In Wagga the temperature hovered around and sometimes over 40 Degrees Celsius.

When I arrived, she had not made any effort to move any of the old junk cluttering my room. I moved it myself. The room had a double bed and sofa and cupboards and drawers. Within a few days I had been awoken well after midnight, by very loud T.V. She was watching T.V in the loungeroom opening onto my room, even though she had a t.v in her own room. I didn't let myself be provoked. I merely commented the next morning that it was very loud etc. She pretty much attacked me as if I had just told her off. I had not in any way. I had merely, before even having my ritual coffee, been confronted with the woman at my door (she had knocked for some reason) and had mentioned the last few nights noise. She 'explained' that she had to watch t.v at 2 a.m in the loungeroom, and extremely loudly, because her hearing was not too good, and she had to do some ironing. (she apparently is not aware of the concept 'non-sequitur'!)

Later she would smoke in the loungeroom, with all the windows and doors shut. I was forced to endure the smell which came through the air ducts. On many occasions I was forced to endure an extremely dense cloud of cigerette smoke on the occasions I was forced to venture into the kitchen to make coffee etc. The source of the smoke was her friend or sister. She did ask her to smoke somewhere away from me, but here friend / sister would not. What could she do then? She couldn't 'force' her friend to stop forcing me to consume her ciggerettes, could she? The sister apparently woke me up on several occasions with loud merry making. I was told that that was just how she was, and she wouldn't change for no-one.

The girl who moved into the room next to mine proved a right pain. She invited 'friends' over, either strangers from the pub or aquaintances from University. She would come home at 4am and start talking to them in bed. Once she locked me out of the house after I went out to the toilet, and later denied it, as if such a thing could be denied. There was no other way the door could lock without someone locking it. She even complained the next day that I had disturbed her and her 'friend for the night' by knocking on the door to get let back in!

The woman turned the fan-evaporative airconditioning off a few times after I had turned them on. The evaporative air-conditioning cost about 10c an hour to run, and made it barely bareable in the heat. She claimed she was 'cold'! Meanwhile the girl comes home at 4a.m when it is nice and cool and turns it on, and she doesn't mention it! In fact one night the whole ceiling flooded after she turned it on around 4a.m. Of course as the two were good friends (even though they bitched a little about each other behind their backs, even denying that they were such good friends) etc. In fact the girl often took her granddaughter to McDonalds, or picked up people from the airport for her etc. I thought they got on really well, when in fact she had already told her she was planning to move out even before I 'decided' to move out. I was in fact asked when I was leaving, a few days after things got silly, when the woman and girl both turned off the exhaust fan after I came out and turned it on (they were frying meat), and I got pissed off and asked if she wanted me to leave. In fact the girl would often fail to turn the exhaust fan on even when the whole house was literally full of thick smoke from burning toast etc. The girl even came in and turned it off just after I had turned it on, and was actually standing there. Sometimes she did it behind my back. So silly. What is it with people and exhaust fans and consideration for others. They cost about a minute an hour to run, and clear the air of smoke, oil, and smells.

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I moved to flinders lane. Two chinese students and one malaysian lived there with one young Australian. The two chinese were very friendly. They were a pair. The male showed me how to make hover effects with CSS, which I have used on my web-page to make links turn orange when the mouse rolls over them. The young Australian guy wore his Army reserve gear around the house, using his army towels as well. He used them as bath mats, and left them variously draped all over the bathroom. They were wet and dirty, and unpleasant. He threw all his rubbish straight onto the floor in the t.v room. He left days of dishes etc filling up the sink, making it impossible to use. He threw rubbish next to or on top of a full bin. He draped his clothing, which he washed without washing powder, all over the clothesline, leaving little room for anyone willing to hang their clean washing next to his. I pointed out a few things to him over and over again, and he made no effort. I suggested he live with people like him, as then it would be fair on everyone living with him. Things came to a head and I asked the chinese to make a decision either to tell him to get his act together, or accept that I would have to leave. They agreed that his behaviour was terrible, but didn't feel they could make any ultimatum to him. So as usual, the better part of a household had to leave, while those who didn't deserve anywhere decent to live got to stay. The chinese, I must add, left the stove in a deplorable condition, thick with oil and grease. I wouldn't be surprised if it all caught fire one day and burnt the house down. The Malaysian was hardly there, but had his heater on, with the window open, and high ceiling vents open, when he was, including overnight. I discovered this once while locking his window, which I felt compelled to do as he had left it open, and we lived on a corner block, the windows literally a foot from the footpath, and across from schools, TAFE, and playing fields.The Chinese lease holders were at least reasonable in not demanding that I subsidise their gas heating or the malaysians heating.

So I left. I had almost sold my car, which was in A1 condition, but the boy and father who were interested wanted yet another inspection, after having test driven it for half an hour, taken it to a mechanic themselves, and having had me take it yet again to the same mechanic. The mechanic had my car all morning, had used it to go shopping (when I returned it had new mops, buckets, and cleaning items in the front seat), but had not checked what he wished to. They actually expected me to waste another day and take the car back for another inspection. The mechanic had found the car to be in excellent condition, but claimed he felt it 'missing' when he started it. He wasn't sure if it needed a new lead or had a cracked head, he said. The car had ran without any trouble for the last 7 months, and continued to provide me with trouble free motoring up until I sold it. It passed the rego inspection without any mechanical problems, and I sold it in Hobart.

Anyway, I decided that based on what I had been told, I would have no problems getting accomodation in Bathurst, and as I intended to travel to sydney for an IRC hearing, and my supervisor for my honours program was in Bathurst, I decided to head there. When I arrived I called all the numbers on the notices placed at the University. One person who called me back arranged to see me at the University first, and there he explained that I should come over that night, when my prospective co-tenant would get home. He was a 16 year old. His grandmother and he were there when I arrived. We decided to give it a try, and I moved in immediately. I had a tiny room with a foam mattrass.

He was at one level seemingly mature, and on others still a scared kid. He was proud to state that he had not had any psychotic episiodes for a long time i.e he had not attacked anyone for a long time! This volunteered information was did not have the confidence inducing effect he may have intended? But I am always open minded, and was desperate for somewhere to stay in any case. I cleaned the place up, as usual. I had stated this intention to him and his grandmother. I asked him to move a few of his personal things to his room. His computer etc were in the living room, and he claimed he intended moving them to his generously large room before he went to hospital. He had suffered a large and deep cut to his leg, which required an operation. He had told me he would be in hospital for at least 3 days. It turned out that he would be in overnight at the longest.

His grandmother made me feel like a criminal for trying to get the place clean and orderly. I told him that I would be happier if his computer was in his room. He had a huge room. Eventually he started moving his computer table etc. He did so in a fit or tantrum, claiming that he was doing it to stop me whingeing etc. He was quite agressive. I calmly stated that if he didn't want to move the things, that if it made him angry, and he was doing it against his own wishes, that he should leave it there. I didn't want him to harbour ill feelings against me. I did this in a neutral way that left him responsible for the situation, with no grounds for anger against me. I asked him if his comments were meant as insults. On this he calmed down. He saw that I was apparently not going to be threatened or coerced by his tantrums, and he decided to behave much better. I helped him move the stuff. Later his grandmother told me off more or less, implying that my behaviour was reprehensible...how dare I try to achieve some cleanliness and orderliness, and assert my right to have some say in how the place looked. I was paying more than half the rent for a tiny room barely big enough for the single foam mattrass. The teenager had a huge room, and treated the rest of the house as if it was his bedroom as well.

His 'friends' would come over at all times during the day and night. They would just let themselves in if the door was not locked. they would sleep over. They always went to his room to smoke cones. I was very accomodating. However it got on my nerves. One night several just barged in through the back sliding door (They knocked first, they exclaimed!) and with barely vieled threats forced the teenager to let them stay, even though he was meant to go to hospital early the next morning. I spoke to the one I knew, friendly but firmly, that he shouldn't be treating the younger 16 year old like that. He had clearly and with deliberate intention threatened him, abusing him that he wasn't a good friend, with great malice and threat. The other 3 were strangers. They had modelled their dress and demeaner on American 'homeboys'. I asked them about an hour later if they could not stay too long. Still later I overheard the one who had threatened the 16 year old, an 18 year old of great charm and apparent potential, tell the others that he should 'bash' me, and some comment related to my car. I had no choice but to refer to this comment when he came out of the room. He was pretty agressive. I felt that I and my car were in an untenaable situation. I started packing.

I moved my car half into the garage, so I could load it, and keep an eye on it while I was doing so. The others left as I was completing my loading. The 16 year old kept asking me if I was leaving, very agressively, as if I had no right to or was doing the wrong thing. I told him I was getting ready to leave in case it looked like it would be necessary. He got more and more agressive, asking me for the few days rent I had offered him on several occasions. He had stated that I was never to give him money directly, but to give it to his grandmother. He got really aggressive, and more or less threatened me physically, standing menacingly right up to my face and challenging me to a fight.

I didn't show any fear, but stood my ground assertively and calmly, impressing upon him the need to calm down. He left wearing just thongs...it was the middle of a very cold Bathurst winter. I told him that I needed to speak with his grandmother or some other adult about our situation. He kept saying his grandmother lived too far awar, and criticising me for inconveniencing her by asking her to come. The situation was barely under control, and seemed quite likely to 'blow up' at any moment. He left in a tantrum, throwing down the phone he had given me to talk to his grandmother. She insisted that she couldn't come. I insisted that things were out of control, and that some adult had to come to the house, so that we could resolve things calmly etc.

A little later his mother and step-mother arrived. She praised me for having managed to live with her son for so long. She stated clearly that the grandmother had not lasted as long as me, and had left after feeling threatened by his 'friends'. She was very supportive and positive towards me. The step father iterated everything I said to him about the lad. He had had his car stolen by him and his 'mate'. He had long ago had enough of the lads behaviour, and had given up on him. He iterated that the lad had in fact attacked him sevferal times. I wondered why they had allowed someone to move in without explaining everything to them beforehand. He hiself had the same expeirence and opinion of the grandmother, that she was doing more damage than good by pandering to the lad. It appeared that the lad was the only person with whom the grandmother had any relationship, and so she was in fact being very selfish in pandering to him, to avoid alienating him, but with her own interests in mind, and not the lads. She was literally 'spoiling' him. She made allowances for anything he did, and treated anyone who criticised him in any way as a criminal. She was paying half the rent with the step-father. Previously he had had bunk beds in the spare room, and had rented out the beds as a sort of backpackers to his 'mates'. All his 'mates' were drug users, unemployed, school drop-outs. They were a very bad influence on him. Robbie, the 18 year old who had threatened him, revealed his true nature that night. I had come to like him, when in fact he was a nasty character. It is unfortunate that his situation had lead him to need to use his charm for negative purposes.

So, I left in the middle of the night, with nowhere to go. It was freezing cold. I decided, or let the highway decide, to head back towards Wagga Wagga, and possibly Hobart. I drove through Wagga Wagga and eventually, with the help of a few people re: directions, found myself at the ferry terminal for The Spirit of Tasmania. I slept in the beautiful new bay suburb in my car two nights. I felt at home in this new community of manicured social / architectural engineering. The view of the sunset and small lighthouse were lovely. I felt at home in the modern, well thought out and impeccably groomed bayside 'cove'. But it was not my lot to live there. My car was my home for now.

I had intended staying in Launceston, but could not find any reasonably priced backpackers accomodation, and would have to pay hourly for parking in any case. I parked in the penny royal grounds, walked up and along the tourist walk through the canyon, and above it. I decided it would be cheaper to drive to Hobart, and sleep in the car on the way. In this way I ended up in Hobart, and after checking out a few alternatives, at Narrara Backpackers. After two nights in the bunkroom being deprived of sleep by the strange antics of a few men sent there from the Salvation Army, the manager of Narrara let me stay in a small room by myself. It was there that one of the men told me that I would have a room to myself at Hollydene lodge, with a heater. So I spoke to the manager at Hollydene who agreed she could let me stay in a room by myself.

I was staying at Hollydene lodge backpackers. I had been offered a room to myself for $117 a week during winter while things were slow. After 2 days the manager told me that I would have to share my tiny attic room with another person. My room was full of my possessions and barely big enough to get dressed etc in. Dissappointed with the managers lack of integrity and honesty, I was determined to sleep in my car rather than allow her to reneg on our deal. It was not necessary to place another person in my room, as the lodge was mostly empty. I had moved to Hollydene from Nararra backpackers based on the managers explicit statement that I would be able to have a room to myself. It was the smallest room in the entire lodge, on the top floor in the attic. I had spent hours carrying all of my gear up to the room. There was absolutely no room for another person, nor necessity for the manager to break her word.

I went to the University notice board, where lots of ads for share accomodation had been placed. I called all of the numbers that were not mobiles. I found one room near the top of Mount Nelson, in TUU accomodation. I called Peter at the TUU and explained that I was a student of Charles Sturt University, but intended enrolling in UTAS. He explained that it was not necessary for tenants to be UTAS students, and that many non-UTAS students lived in TUU accomodation. He was only concerned that I was not too young, as he explained that the TUU had had a bit of trouble with younger, non-UTAS students in the past.

For the record, the TUU housing scheme policies for 2004 state at 2.3.6 that non-students are permitted to lease rooms not required by UTAS students. In fact by taking a room not needed by UTAS students non-students ensure the financial viability of the TUU housing scheme, by increasing occupancy rates and management fees. It appears the TUU receives around 15% for each property it manages.

Modern accomodation, great views, peace and quiet...as usual some bastard will come along and ruin everything

I signed a lease for room 1 of villa 5, of 328 Nelson Rd, Mount Nelson. The malaysian students whom I had taken the room from were kind enough to allow me to leave my things in the villa, and to sleep on a foam mattrass on the floor for a few nights. Seeing as they had been this kind, and that I would have to clean up the villa anyway, given the filthy state of it, I began cleaning when no-one was home. I pulled out the fridge and oven, where large amounts of food waste, grease and oil had accumulated. I cleaned all the floors and benches and bathroom. Once everyone had moved out, I cleaned up the cupboards, and put whatever looked like rubbish in the rubbish. A few inches of slime stuck to the bottom of the inside garbage bin. I soaked it and scrubbed it clean. The recycling bin had been placed in the loungeroom. It left a large stain on the carpet. An assortment of milk containers had been cut and filled with dirt and half-dead spring onion plants. They were on the wooden skirting boards and carpet, leaking, and untidy. I moved them to the balcony so I could clean up the mess they had left. They belonged to no-one who was there. The only tenant who was not there had not been seen for many days. I had been informed that he was rarely home, as he lived with his girlfriend. That tenant had left their window open. I was told that he had broken in through his window recently by a tenant of the next villa. I asked everyone to be sure to lock their windows and the villa doors when they left. In fact the tenant of room 3 had broken into room 4 the night before his lease actually began. TUU had taken the keys to the room as per protocol. They had allowed me to keep the keys to my room and move in the night before my lease officially began.

I attended a party, having been invited by the previous tenant of room 3, (EQ) at the next villa. I had found a key in one of the plants, and it appeared to open the front door. EQ had given his keys up to TUU, so I gave him that key, so we could lock up the villa during the party. Later he claimed that the key did not open the villa front door.

Other tenants left their soap covered in thick long black pubic hair on the shower recess.

idiots-leave pubic hair covered soap right at head height in shower-tea towel totally filthy-purpose? will someone else clean? wipe floor etc with filthy cloth, and hand on oven handle i.e move filth around house-spread vs clean...mum did it? never noticed how? they pay cleaner? blame others as dirty?

I found some small plastic containers perfect for putting soap in, so I put all of our soap in these containers. They had been left scattered all over the various kitchen cupboards which I had cleaned out. Later I was told by the new tenant of room 3 that EQ had left everything to him, and that the containers had been EQ's.

I asked the new tenants if they could use the exhaust fan when cooking. Jason, the tenant of room 2, had no problem with this, and the tenant of room 3 ( a south Korean ) didn't express any problem either. We discussed the electricity card, and agreed that none of us would use heaters, and thereby we would keep our costs down. In secret, the south Korean took the heater EQ had left out from the cupboard where we had put it and had begun using it. In other words he had broken our agreement, and was taking the piss, getting us to subsidise his heating bills. Later I discovered that he had told Peter at TUU that I had told them that they could not use heaters. We had in fact all agreed that if anyone used a heater, they should pay for what they used.

The TUU people arrived to clean the carpets of the rooms being vacated. The TUU person noticed a key on the dining table, and asked me if I knew what it was for. At first I thought it might be the front door key I had given EQ, but it looked totally different. He tried the key on every door. It opened Li An's room. He locked Li-An's door and took the key down to the TUU. p>The tenant of room 4, Li An, who had been away so long, and who had left his window open the entire time, returned one afternoon with his girlfriend. He appeared agitated and upset. His girlfriend later explained that Li An claimed to have had $600 stolen from his room. Apparently he had left his room key in the spring onion plants that I had moved outside. I explained that I had found a front door key and had given it to EQ.

Li An became extremely hostile and agressive towards me. He kept telling others that I had taken his money. He was unwilling to call the police. I called the police. Not only had Li An been threatening, but the South Korean had become extremely hostile, threatening, and agressive. He kept telling me that I was impolite, as if he was saying that I had killed his mother. He appeared to be using the situation to vent some hatred he had of me. He claimed he was angry because I had used the little plastic containers. I apologised, was very polite etc, and he seemed to be happy once more. In hindsight he was probably happy because I was apologising etc as if I had done something wrong, and he liked to demean me or whatever.

The police came, asked lots of questions, made notes, and stated that Li An was not willing to make a formal report.

Later I got a phone call from Peter at TUU asking me to come down to the TUU. He did not state the agenda, which in hindsight was a little sinister. At the meeting he read out some really silly accusations against me....that I was curt, that I talked too fast, that I said that others could not use their heaters etc. I explained the situation to Peter. He suggested I look at alternative accomodation. I came back later that day, after having wasted my morning and day already, and looked at two properties. Neither was acceptable or comparable in any way to my room in villa 5 on Mount Nelson. I had made a real effort, and had been willing to do the easiest thing for TUU in the situation. However neither of the properties was either affordable, or acceptable. I stated that I didn't see any problem with everyone getting along at villa 5. I also stated that I felt that TUU had made the situation worse by pandering to the other tenants, who had been agressive, threatening, and hostile towards me. TUU had emboldened the tenants with confidence that whatever they did, TUU would back them up.

I cleaned the house several times. The amount of thick, long, black pubic hair that I mopped up was quite disgusting. No-one but me made any effort to clean the house. Everything in the kitchen became covered in a layer of oil. The south korean did not want to use the exhaust fan. He did in fact turn it off several times after I turned it on. He told me I should leave. He told me to shut up, and that he knew that that was a very rude thing to say. The hypocrite, having denied me the use of the pots left by others for us all, actually stole the mattrass left in my room, which I had left outside for anyone to use for guests, and put his own in his cupboard. When I asked about my mattrass he brought his one out, and made no guesture of apology etc. This guy, and Jason, were supremely arrogant. They also left rubbish all over the back porch, and made no move to clean it up.

Li An claimed that every pot left in the villa was his. This was a lie. In fact the three other previous tenants had clearly identified which things were Li An's, and which were common property i.e having been inherited by the villa from previous tenants. The other tenants hid the pots in their cupboards. Li An became violently agressive and hostile, banging the fridge and sink when I politely disagreed with him and told him what the previous tenants had told me. I decided it was better to let him have the pots than to experience his temper tantrums. He behaved very childishly at times, sticking his fingers in his ears and his tongue out at me when I tried to talk to him. Even his girlfriend referred to him as a 'crazy idiot'.

The south korean, with the double faced assistance of Jason, the Chinese tenant, constantly thought up ways to provoke me and annoy me. They would bang pots and doors at midnight. They would place large amounts of their thick, long, black, pubic hair all over the shower cubicle, including draping them on the taps, the door, the walls, and floor. I cannot imagine how the pubic hair could have ended up where it did without deliberate actions to place it there. They went through my cupboards and moved my things as they saw fit. They failed to flush the toilet. They left faeces and urine and pubic hair on the toilet seat. They used the toilet (which couldn't be flushed) after the TUU put a sign on it saying it was not to be used. They held long and loud conversations well after midnight. They watched t.v loudly, and when I sought to ask them to turn the volume down, they simply played with me, and claimed they didn't understand, even when I used clear body language and was very patient.

Li An was rarely there. Luckily. Whenever the south korean saw me he went and knocked on Li An's door, hoping they could gang up on me again. Li An eventually moved out. The only cleaning he had ever done (apart from wiping the hotplates after himself now and then) was to vacuum for a few minutes on the day of his room inspection. He was no longer a tenant, but remained in the villa. I did not challenge this, stating to his girlfriend that he had allowed me to stay before too, even letting me use his foam mattrass to sleep on, so I had no problem with him as long as he didn't bother me. He was to appear in the villa on many occasions after that. I would find him cooking in the kitchen with the others and with his friends on several different occassions, and he was present at a party the others had thrown (without warning me) the last night I saw him. The others appeared to be making fun of me to the others when I came out during their party.

I timed all of my presence in the common areas to avoid the other two tenants. I only came out to get things from the fridge. I got up earlier every morning just so I could heat up some water for coffee before they got up and monopolised the kitchen. Every morning I had to turn on the hotplates and exhaust fan as they left them covered in oil, which stunk when the hotplate heated up. Often the only hotplate that was covered in oil was the one I used. It appeared to have been deliberately covered in oil, and food scraps. I had started using my own garbage bags after having taken out the garbage many times in a row. The last time I left it empty, so that someone else could line it with a bag...instead they just threw their rubbish on top of the empty shopping bags I had arranged in the bin for rubbish. So I simply started doing my own rubbish. I got sick of constantly cleaning up everything before being able to use it, so I restricted myself to using the sink. I only prepared food when no-one else was home. I was always stressed out at villa 5, dreading the arrival of the others, and what they might have planned for me. The south korean made a real point of menacingly walking past me and moving things etc. One afternoon after I asked him again to use the exhaust fan, he said to me, with great venom and as agressively and hostile as anyone could be "do you want to die?" "do you want to fight me?". I notified TUU in writing, but did not report the incident to the police, as I thought it would not help. My agenda had alwayse been to be conciliatory and seek to produce a situation in which all tenants of villa 5 could live in harmony and with consideration for one another. I could see no reason for all the hostility and games. It became clear in hindsight that they had always had the agenda of getting me to move out.

In fact they managed to get me evicted. First I got a letter offering me an exemption from the normal administrative costs of moving, and help with my move. I responded stating that it was inappropriate to reward the other tenants for their malicious behaviour, but that I would accept comparable accomodation if it was the same price as my current accomodation. I could not afford more. There was no reason why I should be punished for the vindictive and pernicious behaviour of the other tenants.

A conciliation meeting had been arranged, to which Peter, Judy Munday (the manager) and myself turned up. Judy stated that she had double booked herself and had to go. The others were not chastised for not attending. When I politely asked Jason why he had not attended, he looked caught out, and then with total disingenuity he claimed that he had thought that the appointment was for Saturday. Later when the police were asking for his name etc he kept trying to pretend he didn't understand, and trying to avoid giving them his details.

The 'manager' Judy Munday had claimed that their was a problem with the 'dynamic' of the group at villa 5. She would not chastise the foreign students in any way. She pandered to them and emboldened them to ever greater self-righteousness and confidence that they could treat me as they liked, as Judy would support them. Judy wrote me claiming that the same letter / offer had been made to all tenants...only I got to the mail first, and there was only one letter from TUU. She appeared to be consistent at least in victimising me and pandering to the foreign students.

TUU records will clearly show that I was the only one who had reported any maintenance or repairs needed for villa 5 for a long time. The toilet was running, doors were hanging off their railings and being damaged further, the bathroom sink was leaking resulting in further damage (rotting and warping) of the sink cupboard, all the taps were running / leaking / dripping, both hot and cold. Knobs were missing or broken on the oven and washing machine. The back door handle was hanging loosely (I screwed it back on myself). TUU records show that I was the only one to attend the scheduled conciliation meeting, and that the others had no reasonable excuse or explanation for not attending. Witnesses can verify that Li An had at least once broken into his own room through the window, and that he had left it open the entire week while he was away, at least 10 cm wide. He himself stated he left his room key in the common areas. He would not call the police, let alone report the 'theft'. He would not make any insurance claim, even though each room is insured for up to $10,000. I cannot understand why anyone would leave large amounts of cash in their (apparently according to his girlfriend) table drawer. All in all it appears to me that Li An had maliciously invented the whole scenario, that he lied about having had money stolen, simply to attack me. At very least he may have intended a false insurance claim, and then changed his mind. In any case, if his story is true, many many people had the opportunity and perhaps knowledge. I asked that all the locks be randomly re-distributed amongst the villas. I was told they had no time to do this. They did, however, provide Li An, the tenant who left his window open days on end, and left his room key in the common areas (according to his own statements), with a new lock. This struck me as totally unfair. I have been told by Peter that each room is insured for up to $10,000, however the lease / tenancy agreements state clearly that there is no insurance for personal contents!

During the months I was at villa 5, the only cleaning done by anyone but myself was the 2 or 3 times that the kitchen floor was roughly swept. I had wet and dry cleaned all the floors at least 4 times. The south korean angrily denied that he hadn't cleaned anything. It became clear that he thought that taking out his own garbage occasionally constituted cleaning the house. I joked to myself that he probably thought cleaning his own bum constituted cleaning the bathroom!

So, I came home one evening to find an envelope with my name, and no sender details, taped to the front door of the villa. I didn't open it for a long time, considering how rude it was of the sender not to put their details on it, and the potential dangers in this age of terrorism etc. The next morning, not having been able to sleep, I opened it to discover that it was in fact an eviction notice. The grounds for the eviction were as general as could be, merely quoting a general clause from the lease / tenancy agreement stating that anyone might be evicted for being a nuisance, annoyance, or danger to other tenants or management. The only ones who had behaved in such a way were the other tenants. I went straight to the TUU office.

I spoke with a lady there for about an hour, and put in a written request for an appointment to see the general manager. Once it was revealed that I was not a current UTAS student, the lady stated simply that she could not talk to me any more. She further stated unequivocably that the General manager Jonathon Jones would definitely not speak to me at all, as I was not a current UTAS student.

I read the copy of the TUU protocols given to me on request to see that all tenants had the right to a conciliation hearing when disputes arose. I had been denied this right. I had never done anything wrong. I had done all the right and commendable things. I had reported all the damage and repairs needed, avoiding further damage. I had cleaned the entire house many times and attempted to bring order and cleanliness to the villa, which had, up until my arrival, been severely neglected.

The villa of course failed the inspection. I had thoroughly cleaned and defrosted the fridge and freezer, and stated in writing that I was prepared to make any further reasonable contribution. The other tenants did not respond at all, and did not lift a finger to clean anything in the house for the inspection at all. The oven in particular was disgusting, covered in grease and food remnants, and an oily film. Nothing in the house apart from the fridge and shower - bathroom, which I had cleaned, had been cleaned.

I got the distinct impression that the other tenants had been told by their friends to ignore the inspection reports, and that nothing would happen as a result of failing the inspections. This impression has subsequently been complemented by TUU staff comments and comments of other TUU tenants.

Peter came to the where I was speaking with the lady, and stated that the manager, Judy Munday, had agreed to let me have a bedsit for the same cost as my current room. I had a look with Peter. I would never have chosen to live in the bedsit under any other circumstances. It was a real dump, but the best alternative I appeared to have, so I accepted to offer as being the best I was likely to be made. I was fully stressed out with the behaviours of the other tenants of villa 5 in any case.

I came 'home' to villa 5, did all the washing I needed (my new place had no washing machine), this time using hot water, and turned the heater on to dry as much as I could. I managed to get almost everything washed and dried on my last night at villa 5. I had paid electricity 2 weeks in advance. No-one was going to reimburse me. The electricity I used using the heater was no more than what I had already paid, and which I would not be repaid. There was no ethical dilemma. I had every right to use the electricity, to use the heater to dry off my clothing. I had filled the washing machine, was about to dissolve washing powder in it, and make some hot chocolate (I turned the hotplates on as usual to burn off any oil left on them), when the other tenants returned. I was pissed off with them, and did not want to have to confront them, or have them laugh at me for having gotten me evicted, so I forgot about the hot chocolate and washing and went to my room. I planned to finish off my washing and make a drink once they had gone to bed. However as soon as they got in, the south korean went 'apeshit', screaming and running around in rage, yelling out threats in english and korean (or so it sounded to me), and screaming at my closed door. I called the police. I got dressed, and got ready to jump out the window if need be. I called out to the villa next to my window to get their attention. The police arrived not too long after, and the south korean admitted that he "wanted to fight me", and that he had threatened me. Jason was very unwilling to give the police his personal details, pretending he didn't understand the policeman who was asking him for his name. The police warned the south korean, and took all their details. The police stated that the house would be placed on the police priority list, and that if they were called they would come immediately. They stated that a patrol car would be in the area and be able to respond quickly. I apologised for having had to call them out again.

I was terribly sick the next morning. I barely managed to load the TUU van with my gear. I threw up all over the door on the way to my new place. I was too sick to do anything when we arrived. The TUU person (I have to get his name) very generously unloaded all my stuff. He put the mattrass in first, and told me just to get to it and lie down. He was great about the whole thing. As ususal the staff make up for the shortcoming of management. Of course the concession the manager made was to allow me to live in a bedsit that they couldn't rent out to anyone else (they had been trying for many months apparently) for the same cost as my then current room. I would never have voluntarily taken the room. I much prefer my villa room on mount Nelson. However I am grateful to all the TUU staff who helped me, especially the man who helped me move.

Judy Munday, the manager who failed to do anything about the other tenants behaviour, never made any attempt to explain why she evicted me. I can only assume that she has no interest in ethical or moral considerations and merely evicted me as the simplest way for herself to deal with the conflict. Perhaps the fees paid by foreign students are more important to TUU management than fairness and justice. Judy never had any just grounds for evicting me. She had every reason to evict the south korean. Perhaps he had read my story about my experiences in south korea, and was angry with me for that reason? His behaviour was in all ways that of a spoilt and petulant child. He claimed he was 30. If anyone was annoying, disturbing, or anti-social, it was him. I made and sought to make a great positive contribution to the conditions at villa 5.

Please note: according to www.taswa.org “It is illegal for any owner to evict a tenant without a court order-Penalty $4000". I contacted TUU Housing, leaving a message for the General Manager of the TUU housing scheme with the secretary, asking that he call me concerning my apparent illegal eviction. Remember that previously I had been told that he would not speak to me at all, as I was not a student of UTAS. The person who told me this also stated that she could not talk to me herself as I was not a UTAS student. I will seek to have the lease changed to reflect the legal position of tenants, so that in future no other tenants can be evicted illegally without a court order. The two week notice clause in the TUU housing scheme lease appears, as I thought at the time, to be not-legal. The lady I spoke to stated clearly that the lease had been drawn up in consultation with the Tasmanian tenants union (in Barrack St), and must be legally binding. I will follow up on this.

Commendations of TUU staff, and some recommendations for making their lives a little easier

I believe that the administration of inspections is placing an unnecessarily great burden on TUU staff, in terms of time, energy, and frustration. The inspections could easily be streamlined to free the energies of TUU staff for their apparently extremely demanding tasks and service provision. The staff have an amazingly positive attitude and strong work ethic considering what they have to put up with. Many tenants do "take the piss", by failing to maintain their properties in a reasonable level of cleanliness, and then failing to respond to 'failed inspection' reports.

The administrative process should be streamlined. Pictures should be provided showing what level of cleanliness is expected, thereby leaving no room for 'language' difficulties, or cultural differences. Tips should be given on how to achieve the same level of cleanliness. The inspectors should not be required to make detailed reports, rather they should be able to fail the property based on their quick impressions. The tenants either clean the property fully to the expected standard (re:pictures and tips on cleaning) or they don't. The tenants are mostly university students who make a claim to being tomorrows future managers. They can demonstrate this by managing to clean up after themselves! They can compare a picture to their own kitchen, lounge, bathroom, bedroom, windows etc for themselves.

Should the property fail, cleaners should be automatically sent to the property and the tenants accounts debited. This should be a part of the lease agreement, and clearly stated. There is no excuse for not cleaning four times a year! Tenants should not be pandered to. They should not be allowed to 'take the piss' and produce a great burden of paperwork and stress on TUU staff. The cleaners should be paid a set flat rate for the entire property, independant of what they need to do. There is no excuse for not cleaning the property.

Alternatively, once a property or group of tenants have failed any inspection, the TUU should allocate cleaning tasks to each tenant, and hold them individually accountable for their area. Tasks can be allocated after each inspection, so that each tenant rotates to each area once a year. In this way only those tenants who don't do their allocated cleaning duties will have to pay for a cleaner to do it for them. Any tenants who move out between inspections can then be held accountable for the particular task they were assigned at the last inspection. If they fail to meet the standards expected, the cleaning costs can be taken out of their bonds.

The moves recommended here might produce a little extra work initially, for management and staff, but would pay off in the medium and long run handsomely in reduced stress, frustration, and administrative burden for TUU staff responsible for inspections. The condition of all TUU managed properties would improve. This would be an advantage to the TUU, and to all tenants. Remember many tenants are currently forced to endure dirty, unhygienic, and disorderly living conditions due to the tenants they share with. Letter sent to TUU Management

TUU Housing
Judy Munday
Manager, Corporate Services
Jonathon Jones
Managing Director

August 19, 2004

Markus Rehbach
Flat 1, 75 Molle St. Mobile: 0403 829 447

I am compelled to write to you regarding the appalling treatment I received at the hands of Judy Munday recently. Judy arranged a conciliation meeting and at a time for which she informed me she had committed herself to two other meetings. The other parties did in any case not feel compelled to attend. They told me disingenuously that they had thought that the meeting was scheduled for that Saturday. I am not aware that Judy chastised them for their lack of attendance. I had submitted a note stating that I had been seriously threatened on a number of occasions. In fact during my last night at Villa 5, 328 Nelson Rd, I was forced to involve the police for the second time, due to similar threats and behaviour from Jae Giu, the tenant of room 3 at villa 5.

Not one person apart from myself had reported any repairs or damage. This was a breach of the lease terms. This can be proven by looking at the records. Jae Giu in fact broke into his room through the window the night before his lease officially began. Li An had on at least one previous occasion broken into his own room. I can produce witnesses if needed. He was rewarded for leaving his window open for days on end and apparently leaving his keys out for anyone to find and use, with a new lock for his door. He was pandered to after making false and malicious allegations about me. Jae Giu and Jason had been pandered to from the beginning. They had been emboldened by Judy Munday to treat me with contempt and derision.

The only person who made any positive contribution to Villa 5 was myself. This included cleaning the entire house on many occasions, and finally meeting my obligations for the inspection. The other tenants were rewarded for never reporting repairs or damage, for never cleaning, for threatening me, and for provoking, annoying, and disturbing me with the intent to get me to move, with my eviction. The only people who behaved in ways deserving of eviction were Jae Giu, Jason, and Li An. The villa of course failed the inspection, at least twice up to the time I was evicted. In fact Jae Giu and Jason actually left garbage strewn all over the back porch over the days leading up to, and after, the inspection, demonstrating contempt and derision for the inspection process, and for TUU staff carrying out inspections. There is no need to allow tenants to frustrate, stress-out, and over-burden TUU staff.

I have not yet been given any legitimate or compelling reason as to why Judy Munday evicted me. I demand to know on what grounds I was evicted. As there are no legitimate grounds, I demand an apology from Judy Munday in writing.

Please note: according to www.taswa.org “It is illegal for any owner to evict a tenant without a court order-Penalty $4000.

As a consequence of Judy Munday’s victimisation, and apparently illegal eviction,I have been forced to incur additional expenses, and was extremely ill. I suffered considerably as a result of Ms Munday’s victimisation. The only concession Judy Munday appears to have made was to provide alternative accommodation at the same cost as the previous one. However I in no way wanted to move from Mt. Nelson, nor would I chose my current accommodation over Mt. Nelson. I moved to Molle St. as the only alternative offered to me, and because the TUU staff were so helpful and understanding. I once more wish to commend the TUU staff, and seek that you, as management, take steps to reduce their unnecessary work frustration, stress, and burdens, by streamlining the inspections procedure as I recommended in the previous document. I believe you are responsible for allowing many tenants to ‘take the piss’ re: inspections.

Further, I have not received any reply to my complaints concerning the earlier behaviour of the tenants of Flat 4 , 75 Molle St. After a full week of 10pm to 4am noise disturbances I approached them myself, and was lucky to find them positive and friendly people who understood my complaints and responded appropriately. This was a risk however. I had been told to go through the TUU. The TUU did not intervene as far as I know. After being victimised in the past for attempting to get some co-operation from co-tenants, I was postponed and confrontation as long as I could endure.

It is very disturbing that I was told that Jonathon Jones, the General Manager, would not even talk to me, as I was not a TUU student. My tenancy and lease were independent of my status as student of Charles Sturt University. I was an ideal tenant, and still am. I have always done the right thing. Why have I been punished? Why do I not have the same rights as students of UTAS? The TUU is independent of UTAS, isn’t it? Why does the TUU apparently pander to overseas students? Why was TUU protocol not followed with respect to conciliation hearings? Why did Judy feel confident at dismissing my grievances and TUU protocol in evicting me? What possible moral or ethical principal could she have been following in acting so unjust?

For the record I have made considerable input into the cleanliness and general state of 75 Molle St. I have removed large amounts of rotting/slimey/decomposing rubbish from the grounds and laundry at 75 Molle St. I arranged to have the dumped car and washing machine recycled. I have left the laundry in a state which it has probably not been in for many years i.e clean as a whistle. I have made this unsolicited contribution as a gesture to the hard working staff of TUU housing, and to ensure that my living environment is safe and clean and a positive reflection on myself. I have also put some work into realising the gardening visions of a previous gardener here.

I need to know that if any conflicts should arise in future, that protocols will be followed, and that all parties will be treated equally and fairly. I am living in a constant state of fear of being evicted again at the slightest whim of Judy. I need to know whether I was misinformed re: whether the General Manager would speak to me about my grievances, and if not, what possible justification could there be for denying me access to the same resources and remedies as other tenants.

If it is the case that non UTAS students or persons will be victimised and not treated fairly in any dispute with UTAS students, and are not allowed access to the same resources and remedies, then this must be stated clearly on the lease, and made known to all parties. Perhaps the newspapers would be the best media to disseminate this information, should you consider it inappropriate to inform non-UTAS students yourselves. Many other real estate property managers would be happy to take over properties that TUU Housing are currently managing, I am sure. I am certain that the overworked / understaffed TUU maintenance and administration staff would also not complain should they in future find themselves responsible for fewer properties. Non UTAS students should clearly seek accommodation outside of the TUU housing scheme if it is a fact that they are ‘second class’ tenants in the eyes of TUU Housing management.

Where UTAS students do not require particular properties, the leasing of them by other persons helps maintain the financial viability of the TUU Housing scheme. Increased occupancy rates of TUU accommodation, and of management fees paid by private owners to TUU Housing to manage their properties, all contribute to the successful operation of the TUU housing scheme.

I will put together a brief for any journalist who might be interested in covering such a story from whatever angle they chose. At present I prefer an apology and explanation. Failing this, I will be forced to contact the Tenants Union in Barrack St. and the newspapers. I will of course keep any discussions with them limited to the bare bones of what can be proven and demonstrated and documented.

You have a responsibility to me, to your staff, and to yourselves, to ensure a speedy, fair, and constructive response to this letter.

Sincerely
Markus Rehbach

p.s this document has been formatted for inclusion on my web-site. You can view this document at http://geocities.com/eden_protocols/tuu.html Note to co-tenant of 75 Molle St

Friday, August 20, 2004 It's about courtesy Each of us has one parking spot, allocated according to our flat number. These numbers are painted on the parking spot. We unfortunately have been allocated the worst parking spots, one and four. Unfortunately the driveway is smaller than the parking spaces, and it is very difficult to drive into my parking spot, number one. Yours, number four, is also awkward, really requiring reverse parking. For this reason I understand that you chose to park in parking spot 3. However your co-tenant or friend also parks every night in parking spot 2. This in itself is no annoyance. However I chose to remind you of the fact that you are using up at least 2 parking spots, so that you might be see my request as more reasonable as you otherwise might be inclined to, and validly so.

What I have formally requested in polite written and spoken interactions with you, is that the car parked in parking space 2 be parked so that it is possible for me and my visitors to park in my allocated parking spot. As you are aware, the driveway falls far short of my parking spot, so it is only possible to use it, the driveway, when the car parked in spot two takes due care and consideration, and courtesy, by parking as far right as possible.

What this note is about is courtesy. Courtesy relates to how we behave in relation to others. Courtesy is about anticipating the needs of others in advance, and considering their interests. In relation to the carparking situation, courtesy is about taking care when parking. This requires merely taking a moments deliberate consideration of how we are parking our car right now. It means being careful rather than haphazard, with consideration for the incovenience our actions might impose on others. Instead of just cruising into the available space as casually as we like, we have to pause, consider others, and park more deliberately and carefully. It is really really really simple. All it requires is the positive intention. It is about courtesy.

I can anticipate that you and others may consider that matter trivial. However when seen as a question of mutual respect, consideration, and 'courtesy', the matter is far from trivial. Human history is full of examples where a lack of mutual courtesy, respect, and consideration has lead to great suffering and devastation. Whether we are talking about nations or individuals, the principles are the same. Whether we are talking about war or road rage the principle is the same. Whether we are talking about the destruction of war, or the collateral damage of road rage i.e scratches, dents, flat tyres etc etc, we are in principal talking about the same thing. A lack of courtesy produces costs to us all.

Please take this note in the positive way it was intended. However please also take this note seriously, in the very serious way it was intended. Obviously the issue must be important enough to me to go to the lengths of writing this note, and the risk of alientating or offending you. I do not want to offend you. I want us all (humanity) to live in the harmony of mutual respect, consideration, and courtesy.

Please Please Please simply park to the right of the garbage bin, and close to the wall, so that I, and my visitors, can use my parking space. I went to the effort to have the dumped car removed from your parking spot. Please recognise that by making the effort to park with consideration in future. Please. A lack of consideration and respect etc can really piss people off, as you probably know. When people are pissed off they are much more likely to behave rash and unproductively.

I have made a real effort to clean and tidy up our common areas and gardens. I hope it is of some value to you.

Thankyou very much for your consideration and courtesy concerning the noise, and garbage. It is much appreciated.

I do understand that the parking is a little difficult and complicated, and that most of the time I don't use my parking spot. However I should not have to ask someone to move their car everytime I or my visitors wish to park. All I ask for is a little consideration and courtesy.

Thankyou for your consideration.

Markus

Please note that I have formatted this document for inclusion on my web site. I am trying to transcend my troubles and frustrations and produce some constructive and productive outcomes for the world in general. It will be posted at http://geocities.com/eden_protocols/tuu.html Note to co-tenant at 75 Molle St I have gone to the effort of writing this with good intentions. I hope you can appreciate this and interact positively with it and me.

I don't feel that you feel that the incident with the plants was resolved adequately or to your satisfaction. So please consider the following. I do recognise your feeling that it was wrong of me, arrogant or self-righteous, to move the plants after you or Abby had placed them in the garden bed. I can validate some element of these feelings at some level. I hope that after considering the following you feel that at the very least, any interactions we have in future will not be contaminated by ill feelings.

Please explain to me if I'm wrong, and why/how

The 'plants' in question were 1. cuttings of an aloe vera that had not taken root at all, and seemed doomed to die, and 2.a that plant was quite pale, dessicated, and probably not long for this world. It was not in any way particularly attractive. You placed both plants on the wall, where they were an eyesore for me, and a potential threat to the PVC roof of the building below. I didn't complain to you about the scraggly, unnatractive plants. The plants were placed where they would get virtually no sunlight. This was virtual 'herbicide'. Further, you left the dirt covered containers on the laundry shelf-perhaps someone else might like to have somethings you didn't? I had just cleaned the laundry of all of the sorts of things other people had left there, with the same ideas in mind.

You did not ask anyone if they had anything against you placing the plants either on the wall or in the plant bed. You placed the plants directly next to the English Box shrubs, without any sensitivity to the layout of the plant bed, or the sought after effect of the gardener who had gone to considerable effort in planting it. Had your plants actually overcome all the odds and thrived, they would have ruined the harmony, symmetry, and pleasing effect that the original gardener had invested so much energy into. They would also have been in competition with the established plants in the bed.

I moved the plants to a prepared bed where they would get morning sunlight. I watered them, and continue to water them, regularly. I took great care in the transplanting of them. Should they actually survive, they could later be moved to somewhere more appropriate. I explained to you what I considered to be the overall effect that the original gardener had been 'going for'. I explained that I could realise this effect by moving some other plants from where they had overgrown to the corner where you had put your plants. I carefully transplanted them to where they are now. If they survive and generate new bulbs like their 'parents' did, the overall effect intended by the gardener will be approached, if not attained perfectly.

Take a look at how the garden is now, and imagine how it might be once the transplanted plants thrive, and compare that with how it looked after you placed your plants where you did. Which is preferrable aescetically? Which pays due respect to the hard work and intentions of the original gardener?

I put a lot of effort into cleaning up the common areas and laundry. I never asked for help. I never asked for thanks. The common areas are much more attractive and comfortable now. You have made no positive contribution to the appearance or state of the common areas or laundry. Surely the person who is willing to make the greatest positive contribution, to put in the hard and dirty and unpleasant work, and go out of their way to make the place a better place, has a greater moral right to decision making concerning the same place. In any case, you failed to consider other tenants wishes, and failed to show the courtesy of consulting any tenants about your gardening plans. What you do with the garden directly in front of your flat is perhaps your business, more or less. However the plant bed in question was on my side of the flats, along my wall, and in the same spirit, perhaps more my business than yours.

I would never have considered moving any plants in 'your' garden bed, let alone adding any. I would not have moved any healthy looking plants without first consulting you, had you planted any substantial, healthy etc plants where you did. You had no right to plant them there without consulting other tenants . Had your planting not been so ugly, and interfered so with the beauty of the current bed and potential realisation of the gardener's vision, I would not have felt compelled to move them anywhere. Had the plants had any chance of survival where and how you had planted them, I would have been much more cautious, and would have been compelled to find out who had planted them there and why, and discussed alternatives with them.

I would not have been compelled to do something if not in response to your original lack of consultation, and independant decision making concerning common property. Yes, you started it, in fact. You cannot have any valid moral claims to be in a position to somewhat condescendingly, inappropriately, perhaps arrogantly and smugly, not to mention officiously and chastise me about what happened. I did no evil. I corrected an aesthetic and moral (if you consider the interests of plants, and the value of beauty and respect for people's efforts and intentions) wrong. While ideally I would have consulted everyone first, a criticism I accept as valid, the situation in total did not compel me to. I did nothing more than move the plants to a better position vis a vis their survival chances, aesthetics, and respect for the previous gardeners real efforts and intentions.

I apologise for any 'slight' I have done you and/or Abby, in moving the plants without consulting you. This apology is sincere and appropriate.

However a more appropriate response from yourself would have been to accept my apology, and then recognise my good intentions and compelling reasons for having moved the plants. Your manner was quite annoying and disturbing. It was far from satisfactory. I will accept that you were upset, focussed on the 'slight' inadvertantly done to you and/or Abby, and not dwell on it. I have myself behaved in ways that were less than ideal when I had felt slighted, and do not expect others to be better than myself.

I'm not asking for an apology etc, just for understanding. I do not wish that the incident should have any negative impact on any future interactions.

I took the time and effort to write this note as the incident had disturbed me considerably. Harmony is very important to me. I hope you can appreciate this, and take this note in the positive and constructive way it was offered.

If you feel I am wrong in anything I have written here, I will of course be open to your correction.

The world is how we behave, more or less. I hope my interactions produce a net benefit. It is unfortunate that you felt 'slighted', and I apologise for any responsibility I have for that. I did not intend to do so. I hope you can forgive me for being no more perfect than yourself. I hope the garden thrives, and does justice to the efforts and intentions of all of those who have contributed to it's existence, and provide pleasure for many generations of tenants after us. I hope the plants you planted also survive and thrive. I will continue to water them, and the rest of the garden.

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I wrote it in an attempt to transcend my troubles and frustrations in a constructive way, providing potential insights for others

Another incident at Molle St. flats:On Tuesday morning Tenant was smoking in common area. I was sick. The smoke made me feel ill. I remindend tenant that smoking was not allowed in the common area or flats, and asked tenant to cease breaching the tenanacy agreement. Tenant did not cease. I came out with container of water and stated that I would put the offending cigarette out myself if tenant wouldn't. Tenant appeared to put cigarette out.

There was silence. Tenant then proceeded to yell abuse and threats. Tenant said that I was a "scared little $#@&!!", that I was "scared shitless of a confident woman", that I was "fucked now", that she would "kick your(my) head in myself(herself), or get someone else to". I stated that I would report the threats to the police that afternoon."You're a fuckwit". Tenant said the police would laugh at me. Tenant warned me to stay out of tenants life. This is ironic as tenant wouldn't respect my privacy and acoustically invaded my home regularly at all hours. I stated that in my opinion no-one had ever made tenant responsible for her actions, that tenant was an indulged brat, that tenant had no respect for tenant or anyone else, that tenants parents never let her experience consequences of tenants behaviour, that everyone made excuses for tenant, that tenant wouldn't take responsibility for tenants actions, and that tenant was obviously intelligent, knowing exactly what to say to manipulate people and situations, and that it was sad that tenatn would never realise tenants potential if tenant didn't change. Tenant stormed off stating "I don't have to sit around here and take compliments from you".

I asked TUU to give her another copy of her key. I told TUU of the threats. I didn't report the incident. The next next morning at around 1am tenant turned t.v up loud, waking me, and constantly changing the volume from disturbing to quiet, and then audible, and then louder. This disturbed my sleep until well past 2am this morning. More wagga wagga N.B I haven't written this up properly yet. I just found it in some other notes.

The landlady leaves lights on, washes every day with few items, keeps two freezers full of ice ( used when?) in a hot room…..but turns A/C off…said would leave to me, before said no worries, then wants me to pay more…6c and hour (later claims 12 c) but I don’t cook, wash once a week, short showers, no stereo, turn tv etc off vs standby, one light and small tv…ie. Use for EP internal pissed off dialogues

Agreed non-smoking house…in house and public areas, only allowed in own room or occasionally with windows open …but does, leaving all windows closed even tho summer evening…so smoke stays hours in house…smoke o.k, but terrified of coffee stains on dishcloth…real big deal, confronts P over…and leaves hot water running for ages to rinse one cup, i.e leaves in sink with hot water flowing over, actually washes all items individually in fast running hot water…and complains to P of energy bill when turns aircon on on hot night…and so P turns/leaves off, and they come in and turn it on, and leave on until P turns it off at 2 am when pretty cold…all stinks of really strong eucalyptus i.e burns eyes, sick to stomach etc…that o.k, to cover smoke fumes from night before, which could have avoided if opened windows i.e typical stupid humans try to cover up toxic fumes i.e stink tells us there is something bad, and instead of airing the place and getting rid of potential health risk etc, they close everything up and cover up smell, so that toxin remains, but our ‘senses’ are deprived of the information that it is there so it can harm us….and other cheerful in morning as knows pisses me off, wants my room, and to irritate me, wants me to leave…leaves window totally open, when at side entrance to house, and at thigh height…hid wood I made so could ‘lock’ a little open…prev. put detergent right next to cold tap, and when I moved it to use tap, she kept putting back, and eventually got ‘upset’ and had to confront me about why I was moving obstacle constantly, but finally agreed to put next to hot tap I don’t use…i.e her placement was ‘natural’ place to put it i.e where I would always have to bump into it everytime I used tap i.e scratches, and get crap on hand etc…she was upset enough about me moving it to have to talk to me about it…

Char rents rooms, old, and deliberately puts t.v on really loud up till 2am, (to force renter to interact with?) after explaining to P that daughter constantly told her off that t.v was always too loud etc ….next morning “you’re pissed off at me for t.v last night” – aggressively and angrily as if being so was inappropriate..and first thing in morning before coffee or even woken up at all. P states “not fair’’ to talk about that right then…Char neurotic like all, and P is not going to play their game…Char wants interaction, he wants peace and quiet…even angry for own neurotic reasons i.e to loaded interaction…no need to explain what wrong with loud t.v at 2am i.e why have problem with that behaviour…”oh, I had t.v on cos I had to crochet” P said “that’s not the point” i.e char had t.v in own room, and had obligation in any case to turn volume as low as possible so as not to disturb others sleep…and this was for second day running i.e avoided confrontation over first night hoping it was exception that could be overlooked i.e generously…claims deaf…good excuse to get P to repeat himself constantly, to stretch out interactions, when obviously stressful for P to continually repeat self…like own mother did, i.e not respect i.e didn’t bother listening when spoken to….P experienced such interactions as real abuse…if someone takes effort to talk, then other should listen…P was always mentally engaged in deep thoughts, and resented being forced to interact unproductively on stupid level…or sought relaxation i.e empty mind, i.e peace …sweated when forced to interact, felt like trapped animal….Char intimated that visitors would not leave him in peace, would ask heaps of questions, and when P said would be in own room mostly char intimated that that was unacceptable i.e he had to interact with old lonely etc people one came to door, and tried to start up conversation, even came through door after told Char not home…and P terrified he wouldn’t be able to get rid of her ….luckily she just dropped off newspaper…P felt rude, but felt forced to be rude, as otherwise would not be left in peace…had nothing against a few polite words, but when asked to repeat a few words would be dragged into conversation he obviously did not want to have, and felt abused that others would abuse him so, and use him for interactions etc

old closes my door as I turn t.v up so can hear above hers in my own room...but her rights more than mine so closes my door angrily, arguing she is deaf, but interestingly enough selectively ie can hear my tv but not her own...but later consider may mean ability to distinguish vs that....

assume turned down as rachel wanted quieter? but r keeps on loud all day, had to ask after 11pm to turn down, and leaves on loud even when not even in house for hours, and pissed off if I turn down...and I played music loud maybe maximum 30 minutes in 2 months and she complains, and turns exhaust fan off after I come out cos her meat stinking my room out, and she turns off, twice, to piss me off, so I feel how she does when I lock her window for security when all gone? she actually turned my tv off at tv when I went to make cup of coffee...so I know how she feels when she goes out onto verandah for hours chatting and leaves t.v blaring...

olds logic...house not burguled in 6 years so can leave windows open all day when no-one home, but at night got to close all windows when everyone home, and stinking hot still...and goes out at night to daughters, leaves everything open, and stays for hours, I come home everything open...but, when all home must even lock back door and close blinds totally...slammed window shut and told me off...came home and one blind open...to circulate some fresh air in room and hot cupboard...junk everywhere, but can't leave thin cupboard door open as thats not attractive...oh, and bathroom window 'stinks', but in 3 months I haven't smellt anything but her ciggerettes and horrible incense burner that burns my eyes and makes me nauseaous....I have to negotiate everything endlessly and she does what she wants as if everyone else wrong..always closes my door (can't close by self) or Rachel, but both deny it...i.e handle on wrong way so have to use handle to close door, only wind can open, not close, .... no-one will climb in thigh height windows in daytime, but at night when all home too dangerous to leave anything open at all.

bitch turns exhaust fan off after so much explanation and pleading and even shouting before I come out to do so...feels compelled to turn that off when it is so important to me, but leaves fucking everything else on all night and day, without any concern...but the fucking exhaust fan after all I went through about...just fucking drives me mad..and she was even smoking at the time...why on fucking earth did she do that?

weeks on end, not particularly hot or quiet-front windows left open all night-now rachel gone too noisy again, and I am countermanded as if the last few weeks hadn't happened i.e I comment, "the last few weeks you've left them open etc" bitch as usual tried to force me to repeat self again and again, and I hadn't even had coffee, as usual she just does what suits her without consideration others...selfish bitch...so I just answer, 'I'll leave them closed then'...and later told I had apparently left ceiling exhaust fan on...and she tried to interrogate as to why I had turned it on in the first place i.e tone and manner clearly stating she saw no reason to turn it on...probably was terribly strong detergent-bleach she had left in kitchen...in fact she cleaned kitchen and house over several days, with absolutely no interest that there was no space for me to cook or prepare anything at all, and left things all over the place

rachel had turned on aircon at 2a.m...no worries, and had flooded whole house, no worries, but now I turn fan on when hot in my room (always much hotter there) and she just turned it off, or right down and then off...after saying she'd leave it on til I turned it off, and herself often leaving it on until early morning, and I turned off cos really cold even in my room...impossible bitch...and still leaves lamps and lights and t.v on, inlcuding overnight on standby, all day long but turns exhaust fan off as can't see reason for!!! after I have yelled and shouted about how important etc is

extremely unnecessarily loud t.v...expects me to put up with all day, and after 11pm have to come out and ask, and then only put down a little, but whinges that the road noise, now rachel not here, disturbs her sleep, and interrogates me about why I would open the windows "hadn't she herself closed them?" how dare I open them, what mad ideas would I have to justify doing that?

insult-turned fan off as 'not necessary' but everything else-including t.v while in bath/at uni/asleep/outside etc is...told me off after expressed it was rude to interupt but so important I did to demonstrate importance...her comment "I would have found something to whinge about even if no-one was home at all" i.e deep insult, lack of respect, lack of validation of my experience i.e smoke, strong smells, noise, lack of fresh air, heat...house full of junk, hardly place in kitchen to use, leaves stuff everywhere, and no respect that its all in the way...I leave 1 cup with something soaking in it, and she has to empty cup etc i.e so fucking blinkered and her her her fucking her selfish bitch...how dare a couple not want to spend christmas with her! She hounded them!

said she wouldn't have read letter I put so much energy and worry etc into

end wagga wagga Security guard experience from notes

Target supervisor...focussed on 'flexibility' for her rostering...re: 3 hrs then split shift i.e 3 and 3...."easier for me"..."they don't have to come in"...but of course have to take whatever work available so do have to come in...n.b minimum shift now 3 hrs, $15 hr...add parking fees, travelling costs and time, getting ready, uniforms, etc really full days work, once working working...

offered security work, 3 patrol shifts and 2 days where had to work 2 hours in morning and one in afternoon ... but would mean getting up after 4 hours sleep i.e ruining pattern totally...and felt really bad i.e really tortured self, agonised over decision...but employer had no problem simply withdrawing all work cos it didn't suit him...and had complained couldn't get anyone i.e to do patrol work...what meant couldn't get anyone desperate enough to allow self to be totally exploited...

relieved once offer withdrawn i.e time now own, no need to 'sell' self so cheaply, be slave for bit of money...i.e sort of final i.e if took work was from then on 'security guard' i.e no more hope or dreams...unemployment meant that the future still appeared open i.e could become anything...i.e could still dream...and could now sleep when wanted to i.e not have to be up and about at particular time...any appointments were like slavery i.e had to plan entire day around, sleep patterns, etc i.e stress of making appointment, couldn't start anything that couldn't finish in time to make appointment i.e couldn't just take advantage of energy or mood to exercise or play guitar...work and appointments rule life...in same way hated idea of going out...as might not feel in mood, but had to be dressed, make sure didn't over indulge i.e bloated etc etc

2 hours then one made sense as rational i.e provided impression that security was present, at times statistically most likely to have criminals around etc i.e example of how extreme rationalisation of work can get i.e only turn up to provide impression of security

I hated feeling obliged to pander to, support, agree with i.e mislead people as to true beliefs etc and support their faulty reasoning, unethical etc cos dependant on them for employment or some other resource or grateful for them doing what they should automatically do...as same as lieing, producing injustice and supporting invalid behaviours and beliefs and behaviours...eg prev. employee should pay for the car accident they had at work, according to my 'boss'. why? but felt needed to go along with i.e not hard to miss parked car etc i.e support employers side of story, though in fact felt morally compelled and logically compelled to support employee, and challenge employer as unfair and unreasonable...but 'inappropriate' i.e social reality, ignorance, lack of authenticity...though of course employer would claim had no problem with employee arguing against him i.e 'australian way' in reality would jeapardise employment and most people dependant on work to support family etc etc

Didn't feel convincing as security guard...no props, guns, baton, handcuffs etc...felt naked and exposed and ridiculous...people as first cold to (some actually just bitches i.e brought back sun lounge, she stupidly opens and closes legs of, makes no move to open and close actual lounge which was problem and said easier for them to see for self than explain what wrong, but kept idiotically opening and closing legs, leaving lounge itself closed...really irritating, frustrating, imbicilic real bitch)...i.e no response to,....and negative feedback loops i.e I showed no friendliness, they didn't respond, I took their lack of friendliness as being unfriendly, therefore no smile etc...i.e someone must begin positive feedback i.e build up expectation that other friendly, will respond friendly, is feeling positive and friendly towards...tripped over kid and old woman i.e looking all over place vs in front of me...then few people smiled genuinely in response to smile and natural warmth...but did that lead to loss of authority? what was his position, what was expected etc?

employer state emphatically that "the kmart work is important to us", well actually worth $40 a day? i.e they get money from, but worker none i.e if really valueable then would employe someone on reasonable basis...at least 3 hours straight i.e irony....always felt had back to someone i.e 50% observation i.e funny hey!

Couldn't sleep, worried re: what should do and depressed at idea of being exploited re: totally crap unnacceptable immoral work hours and how stupid felt in security shirt..no idea, no power...felt like idiot

new trick...job centers won't tell you where job is and what is, until you have applied i.e at interview, as will breach you if you don't take job offer...i.e advertise as salesassistant job i.e general, so all in that category must apply, and find out too late that it is a job they never would have applied for, which is why they are tricked into applying for it and forced to accept it...i.e unethical etc

wondered how others saw him...saw through him...any point pretending to be security guard?

offered work, really crap i.e 2 plus 1 hours, unpaid 2 .5 hours break, and three 11 hour night shifts...felt totally wrong, unfair, shouldn't be asking to i.e how dare employer even offer...but felt obliged to do, to get 3 decent shifts...then realised would totally ruin sleep patterns....but still felt guilty...how to tell couldn't do...after had spontaneously agreed to without thinking, more thankful for work than rational i.e emotional...he was so 'nice' etc even after people had been so evil to him...really had to 'overcome' self i.e find way to 'justify' to self 1. mall management should treat security guards more humanely i.e not offer ridiculously wrong hours...no union would ever have accepted...but 'workplace agreement' o.k? i.e vetted by appropriate people as acceptable? .....the point was that it was immoral, but he couldn't risk offending employer...but morally obliged to...luckily realised it would ruin sleep patterns, so had 'reasonable' grounds to reject what had already accepted off the cuff..n.b employer had never said how much would be getting paid, and wanted to pay cash in hand.....how could he philosophise against the whole world, stand up to victimisers at such great personal cost,and then still feel bad about turning down really exploitative work should never have been asked to do? i.e low self-esteem, desperation, inability to stand up for self...felt obliged to employer as had offered work, and desperate!!!...actually felt panic, as if had killed someone, i.e guilt at planning to refuse those crappy hours...wanted to call asap to get it over with, as if he was breaking some girls heart etc kicking someone out of home...things that people had maliciously done to him several times, and apparently felt no remorse etc...and here he was agonising over such a right thing to do...didn't like stuffing anyone around...

End Security guard bit More Molle St from notes

On Tuesday morning Tenant was smoking in common area. I was sick. The smoke made me feel ill. I remindend tenant that smoking was not allowed in the common area or flats, and asked tenant to cease breaching the tenanacy agreement. Tenant did not cease. I came out with container of water and stated that I would put the offending cigarette out myself if tenant wouldn't. Tenant appeared to put cigarette out.

There was silence. Tenant then proceeded to yell abuse and threats. Tenant said that I was a "scared little $#@&!!", that I was "scared shitless of a confident woman", that I was "fucked now", that she would "kick your head in myself, or get someone else to". I stated that I would report the threats to the police that afternoon."You're a fuckwit". Tenant said the police would laugh at me. Tenant warned me to stay out of tenants life. This is ironic as tenant wouldn't respect my privacy and acoustically invaded my home regularly at all hours. I stated that in my opinion no-one had ever made tenant responsible for her actions, that tenant was an indulged brat, that tenant had no respect for tenant or anyone else, that tenants parents never let her experience consequences of tenants behaviour, that everyone made excuses for tenant, that tenant wouldn't take responsibility for tenants actions, and that tenant was obviously intelligent, knowing exactly what to say to manipulate people and situations, and that it was sad that tenatn would never realise tenants potential if tenant didn't change. Tenant stormed off stating "I don't have to sit around here and take compliments from you".

I asked TUU to give her another copy of her key. I told TUU of the threats. I didn't report the incident. The next next morning at around 1am tenant turned t.v up loud, waking me, and constantly changing the volume from disturbing to quiet, and then audible, and then louder. This disturbed my sleep until well past 2am this morning.

End More Molle St.

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feels like prisoner-unit no privacy-young fat idiot keeps trying to engage-feels lke can’t tell her to fuck off i.e feels guilty-but she won’t take subtle message-even written-and keeps singing, whistling, guitar playing etc loudly at all hours with door etc open as if this (in his head anyway) might appeal to him, be some common ground or whatever...really pissed him off, her lack of (shame? too hard a word...but she should have much more modesty) modesty i.e shouldn’t assume others want to hear, that her voice somehow attractive etc i.e someone living in denial of own fatness, inaneness, lack of qualities that would make someone attractive even as talking partner...and talked and laughed like thick idiot, like tasteless inane idiot...she won’t take message, takes any chance to try to engage...he feels like has to keep all curtains drawn etc just so she won’t take the fact that curtain slightly open to be an invitation etc...feels a bit at fault as was so relieved to find her and boyfriend not such the threat they had appeared at first that talked to quite a bit first time met etc...but explained that under stress and didn’t want to take it out on anyone else i.e merely requested to be left alone...n.b earlier ‘threats’ i.e clothes just draped on line right outside window, just draped as if provoking interaction...and in shower guy stating over and over that he was going to bash him/someone...and some junky coughing guts up all night right outside his unit i.e when the person should have been meters across outside own unit...had felt so pissed off, even though threatened, that took down clothes and clothesline...and put in bag on bench next to unit...which they didn’t ever look in ... i.e as if wanting some excuse to provoke confrontation...but he couldn’t put up with bullshit so had taken the risk, even though imagined the guy was big and aggressive, knew had to take risk and stand up for self...otherwise would never feel like a real man i.e always living in fear of idiots who would make life unbearable i.e force to live dumb ugly existence they did i.e flashbacks to bathurst...and it was sunny, so was in refreshingly positive mood, i.e things had turned out much better than had expected, and had talked more than should have i.e felt like he was ‘pulling the plug’ i.e made false impression of level of interaction to be expected of him etc...as usual anyway she seemed reasonable and intelligent, but really inane, no sense of own inaneness, own tastlessness i.e like the woman and her singing in ‘keeping up appearances’.

silly fat girl whistling inanely, singing loudly all night, with no correct phrasing or pitch...should be self-conscious as crap...but full of inane self deluded confidence i.e had no right to be...typical toneless monotone female lilting...tortures songs ...

end more Molle St. Re: St. Johns First Aid course

St. Johns first aid..no real assessment, too fast, no time to revise/make notes, clarify in head etc i.e rushed on, and as usual most participants just wanted certificate vs competency i.e there cos had to be for one reason or other, not to learn first aid per se...should leave theory to homework with assessments during or after course...and time at home to prepare with book etc then can practise in head at home, at own speed, and then practise during course...and all should practise every scenario i.e be able to do, vs have notion of...so confident and capable in all scenarios...wouldn't let have book before course as some would then get but not turn up or pay for book...in fact haven't looked in book yet at all.

end St. Johns First aid course Hobart backpackers

feud with landlord re:turns off heater, none in room, and leaves door full open wide, letting in freezing wind...freezing cold...and psychos sent from salvation army etc i.e there's only one bible

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