Msam

I see you've found Agent Mulder's collection of personal files: photos, letters, and written records of personal events that have occured during his time on the X-files. You'll find that these files contain a great deal of information about his eight-year-old sister Samantha. She was taken from him at the young age of twelve.

Loss of innocence:

The Private Files of Fox Mulder

Many times, the answers we hope to find aren't the answers we recieve. But what we recieve is a far greater gift than we could ever dream."

They can close the X-files, but they can't stop me. They won't. Not as long as there's a question left unanswered and of course the most important question of them all is this: What happened to my baby sister?

Apparently, the enemy has many faces...literally. It may be the last one I ever see. Whoever he is, he's given me hope that my search may be over in this world but its price was worth the prize. My sister is alive .

Is this woman my sister? I want to believe. I need to believe, and yet, I can't. There are still so many questions, so many answers I need to know. Does she have them? If she doesn't, is blind faith enough? I'm not sure it is. How do I tell my mother?

Not my sister, but someone's little girl, someone's missing piece . Am I a monster for hoping it mught be Samantha, even if only for an instant? I can't help but wonder if finally knowing would give me some peace.

Secrets and lies, is that all my family ever was? Was any of it real? I see these images and wish for blissful ignorance again. I'm sorry Samantha. I'm sorry for not seeing the truth. Maybe it would have saved you. Maybe it would have saved us both.

Six years. She lived for six years. Samantha was gone before I knew myself, much less the inner workings of any government conspiracy. I find some solice in knowing that her final days were free of them, away from her captors. At least she had that, if only for a little while. We would have had a lot in common, I think. Both so committed to what we longed for, we were willing to risk almost anything. If only she could have found the goodness in the world that I have .