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How Strange it Is to Be Alone 8/11/05
How strange it is to be alone
How strange it is to hear your voice echo
In vast empty rooms
And reverberate inside your mind
How strange it is without any rules
How strange to be able to sind anywhere
And shout and scream
And dance in odd ways
Without getting a funny look
Or a "Keep It Down!"
How strange it is to feel time move past
How strange it is to watch the secound hand
Move 'round the clock face
And see it make its unsteay way around
Pausing or ticking of beat
How strange it is to feel this way
In love and alone
Like floating in the December sky
With a cold wind biting
And a shiver running up your spine
And at the same time
Feeling weigthless and free
Happier in a way than pure happiness brings
How strange
This being alone
If You Were Here 8/21/05
So far away you are
My dreams captor
And here I think of you
As I see couples together
Warm in each other's arms
Enjoying the soft caress of the others lips
I think, if you were here
I would not be the lone girl
Dreaming of your arms
I would be in them
And we could kiss
No longer would you be far away
O, Captor of Dreams
Posesser of my thoughts
You Are in My Mind 9/28/05
Every night to get to sleep
I would dream I was in you arms
And a calm like no other would wash over me
As I slipped into dreams of you
And into a sweet nights slumber
Ever day I dreamed of your touch, soft and gentle
A caress of true love
And I would fall into day dreams
Of spring days spent alone in the park with you
All the time you are in my mind
A shining light in my thoughts
My Secret Little Fear 8/9/05
A secret little fear
An anxsous nagging question
Will he tire of me
Like small boys with their childhood toys
When will I be tossed aside
Back to the abiss from which he rescued me
To the dark and the cold
The domain of the alone
Or will I tire of him
And forget the flutter of joy
He brings me now
Shall I ever shatter his heart
Like a window pane
Two lovers we are now
But I fear what is around the bend
But resolute I must walk
Thought to its dark shadow
If my heart is to shatter
It will break into a million peices
And the only thing left to comfort me
Will be the stars
Their soft silence resolute
And calming to the broken hearted
They will dry my tears
And peice together my heart
And make me stare in wonder at their light
But I would still dream of him
For the scars would be there on my heart
A reminder of my past joy
And my love of him
I will lock this secret little fear up
In my heart
Tuneless Melodies 8/10/05
A wisper
A dream
Of something made of happy laughs
And memories
Sweet thoughts of you plague my mind
It is filled with a tuneless melody
A tribute to my love of you
A song of rescue from exsile
And endless loving kisses
This melody plays on and on
A whirl of tuneless notes
Riddled with wisperd arias
And "I Love You"s spoken aloud
I dance to the melody as I dream
It carries me though feilds of memories
Of your love
Your laughter
And your smiles