Poems
Today

I've never felt this way
I missed tommorrow because
I was missing you.
I miscounted stars because I
Was counting on you.
The so-called greatest day
Of my life
I skipped the stones down the
River hoping time would skip
Over to when I could see you.
I never heard a song so sweet,
Until I was with you.
In the beginning I began to
Write about you...
You made me think I had a
Feeling I had never felt before,
And I hadn't, because it was you.
Forgetting Me

I don't remember
Putting that book in there
Or crying like I did.
He said it was something,
Something signifigant
But I think it doesn't matter anyway.
In fact, I don't remember much of anything;
Nothing of importance, anyhow.
His footsteps walking down my hall
Have no sound at all-
They are not there anymore.
He used to wear this cologne;
I can remember the name, but not the smell.
I can't remember specific details,
Just us in general.
We were good together,
We called each other a lot
And talked for hours.
He probably has forgotten my phone number.
I know he has forgotten me.
I bet he spells my name wrong,
Just like everyone else does.
All I love yous forgotten,
I know he doesn't care.
I wish he would dial my number,
But I know it will never happen.
I have to remind myself:
He's not here anymore.
Crazy

I don't know what the future holds,
But I do know, that in the future
I want him holding me.
Untitled

It has been a long time
Since I have slept.
I sit up at night
And think about you
Think about you
Think about you
Again.
I want to spend another night
With you
And tangle my legs around your neck.
And endure another summer month
Wondering if we'll be together
Forever.
I want to sit around
And wait for you
Only you
To be with you.
I cry for you, knowing I
will never be able to
Tangle my soul around you again.
I said I wouldn't cry
But another tear goes down my cheek.
I long for you,
Think about you,
Want you by me.
I scream your name a million times
As a memory screams through my mind.
And you kissed me
You kissed me
You kissed me
You belonged to me.
We made stars together.
I sit up at night,
Unable to find sleep
Feeling so stupid for still loving you.
Feeling so helpless
As you let me fall under.
I think I heard forever
A million times in my reassuring head.
And I'm thinking about you
Thinking about you
Thinking about you
Wishing you were here with me.
What is right
And what is wrong
Depends on
What is right or wrong
To you, because
You control me.
Zzz

I am asleep
In his mind
I was never awake
Because I am so tired.
Rose

I put a rose
Next to the one that was dried out
And old.
You can't compare the two.
I always thought that the
Wilted bouquet in my room was
So great.
Until I realized the beauty
Of the fresh rose of mine.

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