| Upsidedown Fown As he stood there looking through cd's , i thought how sexy he still looked to me , Hair cut short and Upside down frown,and the look of his eyes weakened my knees. I offered him nothing but my heart,For that is all i had to Give He gave me a place in his,And in it i will happy live. For now i can only imagine his kiss on my neck,His touch on my skin Soon they will be real and our life together will begin. Thinking of his sexy tongue makes me hot do i think of it to much?.... I think not! I find my thoughts wrapped in him completly when he says i love you , my soul tingles sweetly It's not just one certain thing or the other It's all of it that i desire to make him my lover I went to him and offered total control he layed me down gently and we became whole As he fell asleep i watched the beauty of my man, and remember once again where this dream began. As he stood there looking through cd's , i thought how sexy he still looked to me , Hair cut short and Upside down frown,and the look of his eyes weakened my knees. |
| ~Poem to love you by~ Rage , anger and Pain, driving me insane why is it comming back again? I had it safe and hidden away and again i feel this every day What are they connected to how will i know what to do It's your fault it's opened wide i feel your love so deep inside I know it's good cuz when it's gone again i know that it will be the end Nothing left but love and trust So to fight to keep you is a must Don't feel sorry, don't be sad Your the best thing ive ever had |
| ~He & I~ As she sits with tears on her Cheek, the future seems so very bleak . He said he would never hurt me, So just where can he be? Word spoken with the best of intention at the time, Why am I punished when i've commited no crime? The day we said "I love you" i broke my rule, And once again it seems it turned out cuel Part of me knows your trying to find me, and yet part of me just can not see. Come to me quicky before i get scared, and run and hide as if i never cared. I cannot hold tightly to what i can't hold, even though i told you till we grow old. I'm scared as the sun rises I will forget A future we haven't planned yet. So forgive me if i can not stay to face yet another empty day I'll get past the hurt, i won't die but this will be the last time i sit and cry. I love you |
| ~Only mine~ I can't believe I this still i do~Sitting,drinking,Thinking of you. In moments of weakness I can feel you still~I know your there,enjoying the thrill. You moved along had kids even~yet here I sit still so disbelievin. The way your body felt under my hands~They say they do but no one unterstands. Your morning kisses one my cheek~The way you slept as i took a peek. Am i bringing someone home? Why not you did~My angry words my true feelings hid. I was the only one you loved,or so you said~Yet she was pregnant before your scent left my head. You come to me,and we make pure love or so it seems~Then the sun again rises,so ends the dream. The curl in your lip,the twinkle of your eyes~Tell be again,wich was truth and wich was lies? I heard your name the other day~ oh how I still want you "J" Do no harm and Blessed be~This is who i've come to be It's time go it's time to turn in~Once again the Comfort will begin Loving you now untill i'm dead~Even if it is only within my head Untill the morning when the sun does shine~You'll be mine again lover,Only mine. |
| ~THAT DAY~ Sometimes there was so much we couldn't say in words The only thing we could find to share was what our bodies heard Getting scared of us getting hurt you went on your way You told me Goodbye it's all you could find safe to say Yes , I know , I heard I'll always love you too . On that day 4-21-98 |
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