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| ~It's Time~ Ive sorted through the memories and discared things of the past Sometimes it feels like the eye of the storm & even that won't last Put momentos in boxes ,sorted the cloths and started the goodbyes Sometimes it gets a bit much , a bit scary, and i wipe tears from my eyes Twenty years is a long time to just let go,set aside and leave behind I'll still take some memories some awsome, some not so very kind Looking at the writing on the wall , I think how nieve I was to It all A lot of love and a lot of hate , time spent praying ,and then the wait A son and some lovers, some friends and some dogs all gone as of late Tonight i relfect on all that i have had while i was living in this little space Tomarrow it's back to packing and cleaning and getting ready for a new place It took some time on my own to know I was ready to move on,to let go Now on to new adventures,new places , new ways to let myself grow I don't know where I'm going or what I will do when i finally arrive I just know it's time to start over ,to not just get by but to finally be Alive I connfess i don't know what to make of this whole big mess It's live and learn and let go and grow one day at a time I guess I'll wake up and smile and know my friends are realy truely there not the liers or players but the true friends,be it few, but they care. Maybe tomarrow or even next week but when the time is right i'll be on my Way I sit and wait and look so very farward to finally reaching that day Once i was afraid , so i put it to rhym Now reading it over i realize......It's time |
| ~Sorry in song~ As i cry into my pillow Laying in silent lucidity, Thinking love is Remembering you'd Lie for me, I admit i got scared and Only god knows why , I wonder if this is what it's like when doves cry, I knew i loved you long befor we me met, A girl can be strong but sometimes she forgets, knowing nothing lasts in the cold november rain, I never ment to open up that house of pain, or maybe it was the woman befor me in you, getting past this , moving on is whats best to do, All i realy know is you had me from hello, and yet this is how i remind you though, You make me feel beautiful although ....... I'm unpretty you see I don't want to lose you and all thats left to say is...... Please forgive me |
| ~Lacking Control~ Sweet Emotions floating through my mind what is real and what is left from time sittin and talkin with friends waiting to see how long before he realizes they have all been with me I can't stay here, not in this place Seeing a different past in every face new places, new faces, a new way of life walking away from it all , the past the same old strife You asked me to be honest and true and that is what i did with you Then you hit the celieng and i hit the wall I stood strong refusing to crawl The last thing you were gonna see was my pain So i swallowed it deep and walked away again Everytime they moves closer i pull away Becouse of what you did to me that day Guess what ? It's my life again and you'll be forgotten in the end |
| ~Angel tears~ As I first see the sight I sigh,,Poor girl a tear in her eye Then i think not poor just luck,By true honest feeling she is struk No walla to stop it no place to hide,How lucky she is to feel this inside Sadness is importand and also so good, Without it happiness so misunderstood. |
| ~As i know~ As i sit and wonder why ,The sun again graces the sky As i wrap my arms around my knees,I know it's there within me As i feel the wind in my hair,I know for certine it is there As i feel the sun fall on my face,I know it's there in it's place As i walk this sacred land, I know ,I AM. |
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