Title: The Key
to Her… Heart?
Author: purplefeen
Rating: NC17
Pairing(s): Spike/Willow/Angel
Spoilers: majorly alternate reality early S4 where Angel didn’t leave
and Amy’s not a rat. Angel’s Spike’s sire.
Summary:
~~~~~
‘I
know I had it. I know I had it.’ She told
herself over and over as she got out of bed and started searching for her
purse. ‘But when did I have it
last?’
It was a little
after two thirty in the morning and
She’d
fallen right into bed without even taking her clothes off, so she hadn’t
thought about it until now.
‘Oh,
god, what if I’ve lost the key?’
~~~~~~~~
A
little while later that night, on the other side of Sunnydale…
Angel wandered
through
‘Or
have any chance of ever going there…’ he
brooded.
There had been
only one unbroodworthy spot in his night. A fledge had arisen and he’d
been in the mood to play with it for a while; lack of any physical activity was
wearing on his nerves, Ti Chi just wasn’t doing it for him anymore.
But the fledge
had turned out to be housed in the former body of the old janitor from the
now-razed high school; a man who had smiled and waved a friendly hello to Angel
whenever he’d wandered the halls of the institution at night looking for
the Scooby Gang. He hadn’t the heart – soul? – to beat the
guy to a bloody pulp and so he’d just staked him straight out. It left
Angel with a restlessness that had been plaguing him for quite a while now.
He knew what the
problem was, of course. He had – in his broodiness – long dismissed
all of his body’s natural urges in the hundred years he had spent
condemning himself for his demon’s cruelty. But Buffy had changed all
that when he’d become attracted to her and one eventful night brought
back all of those desires.
The aftermath of
that night was now historical legend, but his mind could no longer dismiss all
the… urges – common to a normal man. Because demon he may be, but
he was walking around in a man’s body with a man’s mind and a
man’s… anatomy.
With no outlet
for those… urges – he’d been… well, broody.
Suddenly an all
too familiar scent was carried in on the breeze. He wasn’t in the mood to
be harassed and ridiculed. He could do both of those things all by himself,
thank you very much.
“Spike, go
somewhere else. Please? I hear
Angel, while
doing the patrol that the Scoobies had neglected, had found a new baddie in town.
“Peaches?
You still here? Still doing the goody-two-shoes bit? Haven’t you outgrown
that stage yet? Kids your age, they’re moving on, moving out, getting on
with their lives-“
He was
interrupted by Angel’s hand, which had grabbed him around the neck,
preventing any more of the free flow of air necessary for speech.
“Why are
you here?” he ground out. He didn’t want to have to stake his
childe. He was hoping he could talk him out of whatever nefarious and deadly scheme
he had up his sleeve this time and convince him to leave town.
Spike struggled
and made a few rather pathetic attempts to disengage himself from Angel’s
hold. It didn’t work.
After spending
several minutes getting his jollies watching Spike thrash about, Angel finally
dropped him. “I asked what you were doing here, Spike. I thought you were
in
Spike took a
moment to rub at the soreness on his neck before standing up and catching his
breath. Actually, he was just delaying for as long as possible in an effort to
piss off Angel a little more. After clearing his throat, brushing off his jeans
and taking off his duster to give it the once over to make sure it was still
spotless (and thereby giving Angel a magnificent view of his bum), Spike
decided to answer Angel’s question.
“Nah, mate.
Left ‘er alone. She wants me, she can come lookin’. I’m on to
greener pastures.”
Angel, still a
little sidetracked after admiring Spike’s bum, eloquently said,
“Huh?”
It suddenly
occurred to him – while faced with Spike’s posterior - just how
many things he’d been doing by himself lately, thank you very much.
Spike snickered,
he’d been with Angelus long enough to know exactly what was on his mind. Maybe he’d kill two
birds with one stone. Or rather, kill one hard-on with two stones. Er, two
people.
“Got some
unfinished business from my last trip. No worries, mate, not gonna kill anyone.
Won’t even bite – unless she begs me to.” He gave a
suggestive lift of his eyebrows and curled his tongue behind his teeth, leaving
no doubt about exactly what kind of business he had on his mind.
Angel sighed. He
knew there was no stopping Spike once he set his mind on something. And
Spike’s Achilles heel was that he was a terrible liar. So he rarely did. If
he said he wasn’t here to kill, then he wouldn’t. Since
Spike’s other weakness was sex, Angel had no trouble believing he’d
come all the way back to Sunnydale just to get laid.
“You bag it
while you’re in Sunnydale.” It was not a request.
Spike rolled his
head on his shoulders and cracked his neck. “I’m not going to see
some git of a butcher, Angelus.”
Angel gave in. What
else could he do? This was Spike.
“There’s
some Red Cross leftovers at the mansion. You eat only from my frig while
you’re here, you hear me?” He punctuated his statement with a
severe finger shaking in Spike’s face.
Spike rolled his
eyes. This was ridiculous, a grown vampire drinking from his sire’s
refrigerator. But he had other, more pressing plans, and if it kept the ponce
happy and off his back, then so be it.
‘Or,
well, Angelus on me back could be a good thing, depending on how…’
‘Back
on track, William!’
“Yes, Sire.”
He gave a mock salute. “Only bag lunches packed by Daddy while in
Sunnydale. Can I go now?”
“Anyone I
know?” Angel had to ask who the lucky girl was.
“As a
matter of fact – Oomph!” He was stopped by a small redhead running
into his chest.
“Oh, Spike!
Sorry,”
“Angel, you
have to help me! I can’t
find my purse! I had it and then we went – and I thought I had it on the
way to – but it’s not there, and I need it! I have to have it, you
have to help me find it!”
Both vamps looked
at the disheveled girl. She was wearing wrinkled and twisted clothing that had
obviously been slept in. Her hair was tangled and she wore no shoes.
“
But Spike
interrupted “We’ll”
Angel glared at him, “What?”
“We,” Spike clarified. “We will help her find it.”
“We
will?” Angel’s a little slow on the uptake.
“Yes, we
will.” Spike took the distraught girl’s hand and led her off,
getting the whole story of how she had lost her purse. She’d gone to the
Bronze, then to Giles’ apartment. She didn’t remember exactly when
she had it last, but it wasn’t in her dorm room or anywhere in Stevenson
Hall. Spike was being so solicitous and
Angel followed
lamely behind, listening to the story, until they got to the Bronze. That was
when it dawned on him exactly why
Spike was helping
“Oh, no!
Not with
Considering
Spike understood
perfectly. He turned and shot a very evil smirk in Angel’s direction
before turning back to
The trio had
searched the Bronze, thanks to Spike’s discovery of a
“broken” lock on the back door; they’d searched Giles
apartment – or rather, Angel and
On the way, Angel
went round and round with consoling platitudes about calling the credit card
companies and replacing her driver’s license. Nothing helped. The only
intelligible word they got was “key”. Spike said Buffy would have
another dorm key and mused that maybe a neighbor had a spare house key. Car
keys could be obtained from a dealership. And if anyone gave her a hard time,
both Spike and Angel offered to apply a little “pressure” to make
sure things went smoothly for her.
When they arrived
at the mansion,
“Get her
some brandy, Peaches,” Spike told Angel as he led the crying girl toward
the couch.
“I
don’t have any brandy, William,” Angel told him curtly. Spike shot
him a look that made Angel feel deficient in some way for not having had some
brandy lying around in case a hysterical woman ever had need of it.
“Go look in
my room,” Spike told him as if he still lived there, as if he and Angel
were roommates who lived amicably together in this big old house. “Should
be some tequila under the bed.”
Angel went.
It was when Spike
started to pull a still crying
“BLOODY
HELL!” Spike screamed and pushed
“WHAT?”
Angel came running, bottle in hand. Spike’s screaming was making Angel
scream.
Spike paid no
mind at all to his enraged sire.
“You let
him do that to you?! It’s that short, fuzzy dogboy, right? In the band?
Let me guess, he’s off somewhere getting his rocks off on some groupies touring,
right? Bloody hell, Red, I’ll kill him! How could you let him? Why do you
do it? You have to take it off to – go – right? That’s the key you need? I’ll
bloody kill him! And then I’ll kill you for letting him do this to
you!”
Angel stood on
the sidelines watching Spike get infuriated. He didn’t know what was
going on, apparently it had something to do with Oz. He’d always liked
Oz; he didn’t harp on about things the way Giles did or whine about
things the way that Buffy did or make a complete ass of himself the way that
Xander did. But he had a feeling he wasn’t going to like whatever it was
anymore than Spike did.
Spike looked to
Angel for an interpretation of the parts he didn’t get. Angel sighed and
obliged him.
“When you
kidnapped her –“
“This is MY
fault?!” Spike yelled at Angel.
Angel put a hand
on Spike’s arm to calm him down long enough to explain. “Just
listen, Spike. When you kidnapped her and Xander, they were scared they were
going to die.” Spike started to protest again that he’d never have
hurt
“He took her
back? She should have counted her blessings.” He turned back to
“Pet? He
doesn’t trust you? So he makes you wear a –“ he had trouble
saying it, it was too evil, even for him. “It’s a chastity belt,
yeah?”
Angel suspected,
but now that it was confirmed, he wanted to rip Oz’s limbs off. Spike saw
Angel’s face.
“Get in
line, Peaches. I get first shot at him; you can have anything that’s
left.”
No normal piece
of leather did that. Not unless it was hexed or spelled in some way.
Spike grabbed
hold of the skirt and ripped it up the center and pulled it from her body.
“Oh my God,
Willow,” Angel growled. He threw the bottle across the room, in an
uncharacteristic (at least while not evil) fit of temper. He couldn’t
believe someone who supposedly cared for her would make her degrade herself
this way.
Tears were still
falling. At the look on their faces, all the excuses she had made for
Oz’s behavior deteriorated. When faced with the look on Spike and
Angel’s faces, it really was as horrifying as she’d first believed
when he told her he wanted her to wear this. “Um, guys,” she said,
“I need the key, the little one, for the – I have to, you know
– the bathroom,” she whispered the last two words.
“And the
key is in the purse,” Angel surmised. Spike was still busy visualizing
Oz’s imminent death.
“We’ll
just get it off. We’re strong. We’ll rip it off,” was
Spike’s solution.
“Oz had Amy
put a spell on it,”
“What kind
of spell?” Spike asked through gritted teeth.
“Um, an
–“ she paused here to give Angel an apologetic look, “an
anti-Buffy and anti-Angel spell. Sorry, Angel. He told Amy he didn’t want
you to be able to get it off if I asked you to.”
Angel stepped
back and took a moment to imagine all the exquisitely horrifying things he was
going to do with the pieces of Oz’s body that were left after Spike
finished with him.
“So we get
Amy,” Spike concluded.
“She’s
at Northwestern.”
“Oh.”
Spike was out of ideas. He looked at Angel, but Angel was still in his
Oz’s dismemberment daydream.
Spike got down on
his knees to take a closer look at the device. The more he looked, the angrier
he got. “You know we’re taking this thing off you and you’re
never putting it on again, right?” Spike thought he should make that
point clear.
“I figured you’d
say that, yes,”
“Pet, you
do want this thing off you, yeah? It’s grotesque, this thing. I
can’t believe he would make you wear it. And they say we’re bloody
monsters.”
She nodded as he
spoke, knowing he was right, but still feeling guilty for her actions –
the ones that led Oz to think this was necessary.
“Pet,
someone who loves you, truly loves you, would never make you do something like
this. Love has nothing do with this. This is power and control, not
love.”
Spike’s
words were making sense. And how weird was that?
In an effort to
calm her down and talk some sense into her, Angel lifted
But what do you
say to a nineteen year old college student when you’re a two
hundred-eighty year old vampire?
“So –
what classes are you taking this semester?”
“Never
mind.”
Spike saw what
Angel was trying to do and realized this would go a whole lot better if they
switched places. Not that he wanted to leave his spot between
“Here,
Poofter. You have a look.” He stood and took Angel’s place on the
couch while Angel assumed the coveted position between her legs.
As soon as Spike
had
“Oz is
– “
“Is he
charming, witty, a good conversationalist?”
“Well,
no.” That really didn’t describe Oz at all, she thought.
Spike moved right
behind her and breathed his next words onto her neck, which sent chills down
her back.
“Romantic?
Bring you daisies and write you poetry?”
“Um,
no.” That wasn’t Oz either.
“Will used
to write poetry,” Angel looked up and made a contribution to the
conversation.
“No
comments from the peanut gallery,” Spike told him and smacked him on the
top of his head. “He’s in a band, right? He ever write a song for
ya?”
“
Angel, feeling
left out, added, “Spike used to write these long sonnets for Dru and
–“ he broke off when Spike let out a soft growl. Angel just winked
back at him.
“So
he’s a snappy dresser? Keeps yer interest with his stunning good
looks?”
“Does
purple hair count?” she asked with a grin.
“No,”
was Spike’s instant reply. “Nice car?” he asked.
“Old, beat
up van.”
“Well, Pet,
I’m at a loss as to why you haven’t had the mutt put to sleep.
There’s gotta be – is he good in bed?” It was the only thing
left. He didn’t sound happy at the prospect. He sounded downright surly.
“Um, I
guess. Sure.”
“Sure?”
Spike inquired.
“I
guess?” Angel asked.
“Oh, Luv.
We can’t allow this, can we Angelus? The girl stays with a bloody cruel
git and she’s not even sure how good he is in the sack. Well, she’s
got nothing to compare it to, I s’pose.”
Angel knew where
this was going, and he didn’t like it; but once Spike got that look in
his eye, there was no stopping him.
“And you
say you love the mutt?” Spike turned his attention back toward
“Y-y-yes?”
“Tell you
what. If we can get this,” he turned his head and gave the chastity belt
a look of profound distaste, “thing
off of you, you let us prove that dog boy isn’t right for you. If we can
do that, you not only don’t go back to him, you never see or speak to him
again for the rest of his unnaturally short life.”
“If you
don’t agree and want to go back to ‘im once we’re done, we
promise not to touch the prat.”
“You can
really get it off?”
“Give it my
best shot.”
Spike hedged,
“We’ll figure that out once we get the thing off, yeah?”
Spike lifted
“Git told
the witch he wanted it Angel-proof, right?” Spike was walking down the
hallway toward another part of the mansion. He disappeared for a few minutes
and when he returned, he had something in his hand. He looked at
“Angel-proof,
right.”
“Not
Angelus? And no mention of yours truly, of course.”
“Well,”
A thundering clamor
was heard as Spike took the thing in his hand and imbedded it in the wall in
one smooth punch.
“Fuckin’
son of a – “ Spike took a calming breath. “Angelus,” he
said calmly as he wrestled the thing back out of the wall, “Sit Willow on
the hearth with her legs spread.”
When
“A railroad
spike?” Angel asked with a grin.
“Obvious
choice. Wanker would never figure you using a weapon like that. Strength,
picking the lock, maybe even a rock. That’s what you’d do.”
“I had
considered all of those,” Angel admitted.
“Knew
it,” Spike smirked, “I know you so well.”
“Soon as
she’s done, we break the other ones.”
Spike smiled. The
kind of smile Angelus used to love. “Well, yeah – of course,”
Spike said indignantly. But what he was thinking was, ‘Not right away, no.’
~~~~
Now that she was
partially free, and complete freedom was in sight, Spike’s anger had
cooled somewhat. As
“Wrap it
up, I’ll take it,” he said under his breath.
The only way to
do that would be to stay by their side for the entire ride. He looked at
‘No
way am I leaving her alone with him.’
Spike would just
have to be convinced to allow a third to his party. And Spike’s presence
would keep the soul from flying the coop. He glanced once again at the firm
buttocks encased in black denim that Spike had taken pains to show off to him earlier
that night.
‘I
hope.’ Angel thought, casting a quick
glance skyward and saying a quick prayer.
“Pet,”
Spike said smoothly, addressing
“Oh.
Okay.” She didn’t protest when Angel pulled her down in his lap and
used his hands to spread her legs. She was so naïve.
“Hold on a
sec’” Spike said before sitting on the floor. He walked out of the
room and Angel heard him in the kitchen. When he came back, he had a bottle of
Southern Comfort and three glasses.
“You’ve
been through an ordeal, Pet,” he told
She had had a
horribly stressful night and the embarrassment of having to ask two experienced
men for help with her… condition, had been mortifying – even if one
of them was a pseudo-friend.
A little courage
– of any kind – would be most welcome. Willow, very unsure about
the wisdom of imbibing even a little alcohol in the presence of a notorious
vampire that had previously threatened her life, did what any naïve, trusting
soul would do in such a situation. She looked over to her friend Angel,
silently asking if it was safe.
Now was the
moment of truth. Angel nodded at her without a second thought. His demon patted
him on the back. His dick said ‘thank you’. Spike just leered at
him.
Now if he’d been the one to put it on her,
it would have been for entirely different reasons, and he could have spent
hours down here, tasting and torturing her to one climax after another. But as
it was, the thing loomed dark and heavy between them and he was anxious for
Now that the
desperate need to urinate was gone,
But Spike had
been a complete gentlemen about it, so she took a gulp of the liquid and prayed
that he’d get this over with quick.
While Spike
“hmmm”ed and “huh”ed over the other four locks,
By the time Spike
had decided that the slightly larger locks would probably come off all right in
the same manner as the first,
It seemed to her
– now – that the towel had really been a very silly idea. After
all, they’d already seen her wearing just her sweater and the dang chasi
– chasti – chasi-whosis anyhow when they’d been trying to get
it off her the first time.
And she was just
Not realizing
that she’d said ALL of this out loud, she said, “Isn’t it
getting’ kinda hot in here? Angel, you should go turn the heat
off.”
Spike smiled, as
only Spike can, and told her. “I’ll turn it off in a minute, Luv. But
you’re right, it is a little warm in here.” He then proceeded to
demonstrate his agreement by removing his shirt.
“Oh…
just WOW.”
“Peaches,
you keep your house too darn hot,” Spike admonished Angel. “Poor
girl’s gonna get heat stroke in here.”
Angel, not
knowing what else to say, said, “Sorry. I like it warm.” He
didn’t even know where the thermostat was in this house. Does this place
even have a heater?
Angel looked at Spike,
Spike glared at Angel. “Uh, okay,” Angel answered.
“Help her
out, Peaches,” Spike instructed Angel.
Angel once again
took a seat on the hearth and helped the now nearly naked
It didn’t
seem that difficult a task when they started, but in
The positions she
twisted herself into did, however, give her up close and personal views of both
Angel’s crotch and ass. Her lowered sensibilities didn’t keep her from
commenting – louder than she knew – about said attributes.
“Red, hold
still,” Spike complained, when, for the second time in a row, his spike
missed its mark.
“But
Angel’s poking me in the head with his little Angel,”
“Hey,
it’s not little,” Angel defended.
Spike laughed.
“You never
complained, Will,” Angel purred at Spike. That made
“You and
Spike made love?” she asked Angel.
Spike laughed,
“Not the verb I would have used.”
“We
um…” Angel tried to be gentle. “He’s my childe.
It’s sort of a rule.”
“There are
rules?”
His overwhelming
regret had led him into helping the slayer, and close proximity to a warm,
willing female for the first time in over a century had clouded his mind with
nothing but her for a while.
But that cloud
was gone now.
“Yes,
Willow,” he told her gently, pushing a lock of hair behind her ear. Spike
grabbed his arm.
“Oh, no you
don’t! I saw her first, you big poof!”
Angel looked up
into angry blue eyes. “I know, childe,” was all he said. But Spike
let go of his arm and eased his posture.
“Come on,
Red,” Spike told the awestruck
Spike positioned
her so that he could break the last lock and told Angel to hold her still.
Three seconds later the last brass lock crumbled and
It was also
making her forgetful, because she forgot that now that she wasn’t wearing
the chastity belt anymore, she wasn’t wearing anything except her bra.
The reaction of the alcohol on her body chemistry had kept her temperature at a
nice simmer, so she didn’t even feel a draft.
Spike and Angel
noticed right away though.
She stopped
jumping up and down when she noticed that Spike and Angel weren’t jumping
up and down with her. They just sat there looking kind of… stunned.
“Guys?”
she asked, worried that something was wrong.
Her alarm brought
Spike out of his stupor.
“Yeah,
Pet,” Spike said, smiling and standing. “You’re free.”
She jumped up and
hugged him and Spike took the opportunity afforded.
He wrapped his
arms around her waist and held her to him. His eyes caught hers as he lowered
his head, letting her know his intention.
All
Strong arms held
her in place and the warmth that had suffused her body earlier was becoming
unbearable.
Those eyes got
closer, and she felt as if they were eating her alive.
At the first
touch of his soft lips on hers, a breath she didn’t know she’d been
holding escaped her lips and her body melted into his.
Spike had wanted
just to taste her, but she’d looked at him like he was the moon and stars
wrapped up with a bow and delivered to her front door. He couldn’t resist
that. He’d never felt anything in his whole of existence like what he
felt when those trusting green eyes had taken him in and made him her world.
His lips touched
hers tentatively, not wanting to force himself on her. He wanted, more than
anything, for her to come to him willingly. Her lips were like rose petals as
she touched them to his and her eyes fluttered closed as a breath escaped her.
That breath was
his undoing. His hold became more aggressive, his lips pushed closer to hers.
He wanted to consume her, to pull her body into his and make her a part of him.
She kissed him
back willingly, eagerly and the kiss deepened even further. Her soft warm hands
explored the expanse of his chest, finally finding their way home and wrapping
themselves around his neck. His hands moved down her back, across her taut
bottom and down her thighs. His hands lifted her, pulling her closer, wrapping those
gloriously long legs around his waist.
Now that she was
in a better position for his attentions, his mouth relaxed on hers, just enough
for his tongue to peek out and lick a path across her bottom lip.
It must have been
the alcohol that made her open to him. But as soon as she did, her world rocked
out of orbit.
This kiss, it
became – everything. All she could think about or comprehend were
Spike’s lips on hers; Spike’s tongue inside her mouth tasting her,
playing with her, exploring every millimeter of her so that she had no secrets left.
Spike moved them
over to the couch and sat down, bringing her with him, never breaking contact
– not stopping or even lessening the kiss.
Now that she was
settled on his lap, his hands were free to touch her, to memorize her. The
hands that had been holding her bottom splayed and spanned her back, moving
slowly upwards, tracing every curve, learning every vertebrae.
Her hands had
discovered the softness of his hair. Somewhere deep in her subconscious –
because the forefront of her brain was otherwise occupied, she discovered that
his hair was naturally curly and this new aspect of him fascinated her.
Spike, without
words, but only with the movements of his lips and tongue, encouraged her to
learn him as well as he was learning her. Her tongue finally broke free of its
warm home and ventured slowly into the cavern of his mouth. His lips closed
around it and sucked it in. A shiver went down her spine and the wetness that
had been gathering between her legs now began to party. A drop of the liquid
slid down her leg and was soon joined by another. When the warm, fragrant drop
fell from her skin and landed on the crotch of his jeans, he swears he felt it.
He moaned and the
sound finally startled
Angel was by her
side in an instant, hand on her back, touching her, calming her.
“Shh, Little
One, it’s all right. He won’t hurt you, I promise you.”
Her shocked eyes
turned to him, “Angelus?” she asked.
He smiled.
“No,
“Then why
-?” She wasn’t even sure of the question.
“Because I
want you,” Spike whispered against her neck as he rained soft kisses on
her skin. “Because you’re beautiful and I traveled four thousand
miles to see you again. I couldn’t get you out of my mind, out of
my… soul? Hell, I don’t know. You’re everywhere I go and all
I want is you.”
“You have a
soul?” she asked.
Spike snorted.
“Hardly!” But then he looked into her frightened green eyes and
softened. He raised a hand and used his index finger to trace a line down her
face from the peak in her hair, down her cheek and across her full bee-stung,
just-thoroughly-kissed lips. “But I want one,” he told her, then
clarified. “A green-eyed, red-haired innocent of a soul. Will you share
yours with me, Red?”
Angel gave her a
soft smile then did something
She giggled.
“I think you’re both very drunk,” she told them.
They smiled at
her. “
“You
didn’t?” she asked. She looked over at the half empty bottle of
whiskey. “Then who drank all that?”
Spike nipped at
her neck. “You did, Luv. I had to get you relaxed.”
“So you
could get the nasty leathery thing off,” she said knowingly. She seemed
to have forgotten the gravity of the situation that she was so worried about
only moments before.
Spike used a
finger to turn her face toward him. “No, I had to get you relaxed so that
you’d let me and Angel make love to you.”
Her eyes opened
VERY wide.
“You
– you – you – you wanna… No, you don’t!”
Spike smiled and
let that finger run further down her body.
“Oh, fuck,
that was hot,”
“I can get
you hotter,” Spike purred.
Suddenly Willow
hopped off his lap and stood, holding out her hands to them like she was one of
the Supremes - as if that could keep them away.
“Oh, um,
okay – I think you guys are drunk. Or stoned. Or – “ she
thought for a moment, “Maybe you have me confused with somebody
else?” She looked at them hopefully but that dark lustiness that had been
in Spike’s eyes had somehow carried over to Angel’s as well.
“What’s
going on here?” she asked, suspiciously. Angel didn’t have the
nerve to tell her. Spike had no such qualms.
“Um,
Luv?” and she seemed to know he was talking to her so she turned to him.
He continued, “Look down.”
She did. And saw
herself – in almost a complete birthday suit.
“Oh my
– I’m so sorry! Oh my
– Sorry, sorry sorry!“ she was running around, looking for
someplace to hide or something to cover up with. She spotted the towel but
Spike stood, placed it where he had just been sitting and sat down on it.
She glared at him
and used her hands to cover herself.
It was all too
much. She didn’t know why they were doing this to her – it was just
cruel and evil. Not ‘Angelus’ evil, but still evil. She started to
cry – again.
“Why are
you doing this?” she asked between her tears. “Is it ‘Make
Fun of Geek Girl Week’ or something? I just – I can’t –
why?”
Spike, feeling
guilty, grabbed the towel and wrapped in around her waist before pulling her back
into his lap.
Angel, not
knowing what else to do – he was no good with tearful women (hell,
that’s why he had turned sensitive, poetic William) sat down next to them
and held
“Little One,
don’t you know how beautiful you are?” he asked her. He was
beginning to think she really didn’t know. He thought all women had an
innate ability to see and know just how to use their beauty. Darla did,
Drusilla too. Buffy certainly did.
“I
am?”
“You’re
exquisite, Pet,” Spike told her, leaning in to capture a tear on his
tongue. “The boys you’ve known… are just boys. They
don’t know you, don’t see you like you truly are.”
Their words were
addictive and the, until now, overlooked and underappreciated girl was basking
in their attention. “You – you really think so?”
“I know so,
Spike cut him
off, Angel just sucked (no pun intended) at wooing women with words.
“
“You’ll
never find a man – a human man – who sees deep inside you like we
do.” His eyes were caressing her and his hands followed suit as he spoke.
“Although you do a pretty good job of hiding your goodies with those fuzzy
clothes you wear. Need a real man, you do, to see past all that fluff.”
He gave her a grin that melted what was left of her.
“While what
you have on the outside,” he leered at her nearly naked body, “Will
make most mortal men hard as a spike,” he smiled over the pun,
“It’s what’s inside that makes you beyond just
beautiful.”
His hand gently
lifted her eyes to his, “You’re a goddess, Luv. You deserve to be
worshipped and adored. We want to do that, Angel and I. We want to show you
what we see; show you the fire that’s inside you. Please let us do
that.”
She didn’t
know what to say to that.
Would you? (grin)
“But
I’m just
Angel knelt on
the floor at her feet and said, “You’ve never been just anything,
Not anymore. His
hands cupped her jaw and he leaned in, finally giving her the kiss he’d
been fantasizing about since he looked at her through Spike’s eyes.
As Angel used his
mouth to take
He fervently
wished he’d had the sense to drop Dru last year when he’d been here
in Sunnydale. Red had still been a virgin then and he could have been her
first. But not her last, he knew. Bloody sire always had to get his dick in
somewhere.
But Angel had
acknowledged his claim on her tonight. He’d said he saw her first and
Angel had agreed. Was the end of the world
coming?
Didn’t
matter. While Angelus was a deceitful bastard, the poncier version of his sire
seemed to have some sense of honor.
‘Wait
a bloody fuckin’ minute!’ his thoughts
took control and his hands stopped their actions for a moment.
When
did this move from ‘Go to Sunnyhell and shag the fire goddess,’ to ‘Claim
her because she’s your mate’?
It wasn’t
too late. He’d made no promises, hadn’t said anything out loud. He
felt her heat in his lap, felt her skin in his hands, looked at the perfection
of her body and mind and decided… that he’d decide later.
“C’mere,
Red,” he growled affectionately, pulling her back against his chest. His
mouth went to the back of her neck, kissing and tasting her skin with his lips
and tongue. She was still a little tipsy, making her relax into his touch. He
really didn’t expect she’d have been this willing to let him touch
her if she were sober.
She moaned as he
gave her nipples more attention. His words and the whiskey had worked together
to make it possible for him to get the girl who had been haunting his dreams
for over two years now. He pinched them gently and she gasped. He felt more
liquid flow out of her and he couldn’t wait to taste it.
But then,
Angel’s presence was working remarkably well toward helping him achieve
his goal. She trusted Peaches, so she’d go along with this as long as
Angel was here to keep her safe.
Why Angel was
going along with this was the thing that really
puzzled Spike. But not one to look a gift sire in the mouth…
Spike’s
hands drifted lower. He could be magnanimous on this one point and let Angel taste
her pussy first. The overwhelmed
Besides, he knew
from experience that he was better at this than Angelus, so
His hands skimmed
over her downy curls and across the tops of her thighs. They moved in, curling
around her thighs and he pulled her legs apart. His legs opened under hers,
spreading her open even wider than she would normally have found comfortable. He
looked pointedly at Angel, giving him blatant permission to eat her out.
‘When had unlife gotten so bizarre that Angelus looks
for and accepts my permission for anything?’
Oh yeah. This
wasn’t Angelus, it was Angel. And Angel seemed to like and respect him a
whole lot more than bleedin’ Angelus ever had.
Movement on his
lap brought his thoughts back to the present. And to the girl in the throws of
ecstasy who was undulating on his lap – and his dick - that was still
imprisoned in his too restrictive jeans.
“Oh, gods,
Angel. Feels so… Spike!… Mmmm, Angel…” Her words
stopped as necessary breathing took over.
Spike’s
hands had resumed their assault on her chest. One spread hand moved up her
chest to her neck and pulled her head to the side so he could reach her lips
for a kiss. He wanted to take over her senses completely, to make her feel so
consumed that she’d never be able to leave him.
Spike closed his
eyes and looked at the scene as if from the outside. Himself shirtless, sitting
with naked
The image made
him groan.
The hand that was
suddenly fondling his bollocks through his jeans made it a moan.
“Cum for
me, Baby,” he told her. As if the sensations weren’t enough, the
sound of that sexy accented voice did it for her.
“Oh,
ohohohohohohohohohohoh OH!” Her body spasmed, writhing in his lap, but he
used his strength to hold her still so that Angel could catch her release in
his mouth. He could hear Angel’s throat swallowing her cum and he wanted
it so badly he vamped out.
“Bite
me!” she yelled out in passion. He didn’t need to be told twice. He
took her shoulder into his mouth and gently pierced her skin with his fangs.
His mouth sucked on her skin, bringing her sweet blood to the surface. Angel
heard her and knew what was coming. He used all of his own strength to hold her
hips in place as her second orgasm hit her. It tasted even better than the
first one. He’d love to know what it was Spike did when he bit a woman
that made her taste change, but he’d never had the balls to ask.
When Willow
finally calmed and quieted and her breathing returned to relative-normal, Angel
knew it was time to give her to Spike.
“Come,
Little One,” he lifted her off of Spike’s lap and held her on his
hip as if she were a toddler. “You ready for her, childe?” he asked
Spike.
Spike speedily
divested himself of his boots, socks and pants.
“How do you
want her?” Angel asked him, running a tender hand through her short hair.
Spike looked her
over, she looked a little tired from her first orgasms so he decided he’d
take the lead.
“By the
hearth?” he asked Angel.
Angel walked over
and lay her down on the soft wool carpet that sat in front of the fireplace.
“It’s all right, Little One. Spike wants you too, you know.”
Her smile told him all he needed to know.
Angel looked at
his childe, who was looking down at the woman on the floor as if she were his
salvation.
“I’ll
be upstairs,” he told Spike and started to go.
“Stay,”
Spike said, his eyes afraid to look up. Angel walked over and wrapped his arms
around Spike from behind.
“I love
you, childe,” he told Spike for the first time since shortly before
he’d been cursed the first time. Spike closed his eyes and leaned back
into the hard body that he knew almost as well as his own. Angel’s hands
reacquainted themselves with the lines of his childe’s body and it was
lost on neither man that
Spike raised an
eyebrow at her.
“Like my
sire, do you?” he asked her with a smile.
She nodded
bashfully.
Spike turned and
took possession of Angel’s lips in a kiss so intense that Angel had blood
on his lips when he pulled away. Spike leaned back in and licked the blood off.
“I’ll
come back to you later,” he told Angel, “I have a redhead to
love.”
Angel realised
what Spike had said as Spike knelt on the ground. It took Spike a second
longer. He looked at
She had.
Spike crawled up
her body and lay his body atop hers.
“You got
anythin’ to say, Red?” he asked her.
Speechless once
again, she just smiled instead.
~
He loved her. But
he couldn’t love, could he? Without a soul?
“Invite me
in, Red?” he asked her. He had to be sure. Something within his
demon’s heart wouldn’t allow him to take her without her consent.
“Am I safe
with you?” she asked. She knew she was drunk and confused and high from
lust but what he said and how he looked at her felt real. It didn’t feel
like a trick.
But he had to be
just toying with her. He just had to be. He didn’t know her enough to
love her, didn’t feel deeply enough to know the meaning of the word. He
was a sick and manipulative evil bastard who would do anything to get what he
wanted. To see what he wanted, take it at any cost and not worry about the
destruction left in his wake.
Angel had said
so.
“Always,”
he assured her.
He was holding
himself still, waiting for her to give him the go ahead.
She wanted him,
more than anything in the world at this moment in time, but she knew that this
moment wouldn’t last forever and she didn’t think she could take it
if this was just an easy lay for him.
What he’d
said – how he’d said it – how he’d made her feel with
his voice and his words and his touches had made her feel… special. Real.
Like a woman. Like a goddess.
But it had to all
be a lie. And a fall from a height that high would leave her broken and
battered.
“Is my
heart?” she asked.
“I –
“
Platitudes
wouldn’t work here. Pretty words meant to flatter and seduce, words
he’d perfected in his hundred plus years of deception and destruction,
just wouldn’t flow easily from his mouth like he’d expected them
to.
“Will?”
Angel’s voice interrupted, and they both – both being
‘Will’s, looked up at him. “William,” Angel clarified,
“Do you love her? Do you really love her? If you don’t, leave now
– please.”
Spike
didn’t move.
“But if you
do,” Angel continued after a very stressful pregnant pause, “If you
do, show her who you are. Who you really are, William,” he added before Spike
could protest. “Not who Angelus made you to be, not who you became, but
who you were. And not,” Angel felt another protest coming on, “human
William Robbins, but who you, William, the demon, awoke to be.”
Angel addressed
his next comments to
Spike, who
wasn’t very happy being talked about in this way, moved to Willow’s
side and lay next to her, his arm still holding her close.
“Is there a
point to this walk down memory lane, Angelus?” he glowered.
“What did
you think was going to happen, Will?”
Spike really
wished he’d stop calling him that.
“Did you
think you were going to waltz in here and sweep
Spike really
should have thought this one through before he opened his mouth. But
that’s one of Spike’s flaws, he doesn’t always stop and think
first.
“No, you
git, I thought I‘d come to town, shag her rotten for a few days and then
move on. It’s what I do – what we
do. We’re vampires, or have you forgotten? We don’t set up
housekeeping. We do what we want, when we want and then we move on to the next
thing that takes our fancy!”
“So
that’s all
Spike looked down
at her; maybe she had been, but she wasn’t now. But he’d sound like
a complete ponce if he said that.
“She was
supposed to be.”
Angel chuckled
and it was really getting on Spike’s nerves the way Angel kept laughing
at him.
“You mean
to tell me that in the four thousand
miles you traveled to get here, there wasn’t one other shaggable woman
who ‘caught your fancy’?” Angel was throwing his own words
back at him and it wasn’t making Spike any happier than the laughing had.
“Wasn’t
looking for another,” Spike countered. “Was thinking about Red here
and didn’t look at any other birds.”
Angel just looked
at him. “William, no one - man or demon – drives four thousand
miles just to get laid. They drive four thousand miles for -,” he
didn’t want to say ‘love’ just yet. “Passion. Obsession.
The one woman in all the world who haunts their dreams.”
Spike looked down
at
“A man
travels four thousand miles for Love, William. Only Love.”
Angel, the ponce,
was right. How had he not seen it before? Or maybe he had and his subconscious had
been trying to get him to acknowledge it.
“You
don’t even know me,”
“But I do,
Red. I know your heart. I understand you better than you’ll ever
comprehend. I’ve watched you, mesmerized by your strength and your beauty
and your kind heart. There’s something in you that –“ If he
was going to be a ponce, he may as well go all the way. “Called to me. I
can’t help myself, Red. You’re the only one I want.” He
sighed. “And Peaches is right. The killing, it was more for show. Not
that I’m not the Big Bad,” he said, puffing up his chest,
“But I don’t have to be. I crave the fight, which side
doesn’t really matter to me.”
“But I
don’t – I mean, I don’t know you well enough – I
don’t love you back,” she whispered the last part.
“Do you
love Peaches?” he asked her and he was dead serious.
“Not
– um, sorry, Angel, but I don’t love you like – like that.”
Spike smiled.
“Good. Then at least I’m on solid ground. Do you like me at
all?” he asked her.
Her blush started
at her cheeks and went both up and down.
“Do you
find me charming, witty, a good conversationalist?”
He brushes a
finger across her lips. “Romantic? Bring you daisies and write you
poetry?”
“Am I a
snappy dresser? Think I can keep yer interest with m’ stunning good
looks?”
The blush
appeared again and
“The
Desoto’s a classic. Very stylish automobile to own. Plus, she’s
reliable. Got me to
“One last
question. Am I good in bed?”
She blushed
again, “I don’t know.”
Spike rolled his
tongue behind his teeth and gave her body a slow appraisal with his eyes.
“That’s easily remedied.”
His hand cupped
her face and he leaned down for a kiss designed to melt. It did. But it did
more than that as well.
Besides the
obvious heaviness in her breast and throbbing between her legs, there was a
place on the back of her neck that begged for attention. The recesses behind
her knees became itchy in their desire to be kissed and caressed. The small of
her back was desperately screaming for his touch.
All of her cried
out for him, he was right, there was something there. Something huge that
couldn’t be explained or rationalized, but it couldn’t be dismissed
either. She’d never felt like this before. Every time he touched her it
was like she came alive for the very first time.
His lips left
hers and she whimpered. She felt him smirk against her neck. His tongue trailed
a lazy path from her shoulder, over his bite mark, and up her neck until it
reached her ear. His teeth nibbled on it, bringing out new sensations,
heretofore unknown to her.
One hand slid
across her sweat-slicked skin and covered her throbbing center. One finger,
followed by another, and then a third, entered her, finding her more than ready
for him.
“Invite me
in, Luv.”
He sat up on his
knees and hooked his arms under her calves, lifting her legs until she made a
perfect L shape. Eyes never leaving her face, he slipped in.
Angel
couldn’t help the smile that formed when they both let out a deep
contented sigh – at the exact same moment.
‘Some
things,’ he mused, ‘were just meant to be.’
Spike moved
slowly in and out of her, going just a little deeper each time. He felt her
unbelievable tightness and was desperately trying to hold on to enough control
to let her have time to adjust to him. When at last, he found himself fully
embedded in her, his thrusts got a little stronger.
He knew if he
continued this way, he wasn’t going to last. Even though vampire recovery
time was practically non existent, he wanted their first time to be perfect for
her.
He pulled out of
her and moved her left leg down flat on the floor. Not currently having the
brain capacity needed to explain to her what he was trying to do, Spike left it
to Angel to help
“Oh –
oh – yeah – holy – oh – god! – Spike
–“ each new thrust brought a new incomprehensible word and Spike delighted
in the sounds.
“Spike!
– god! – Spike! – god! –“ she was down to only
two words now and Spike could feel her cunt tightening around him.
He looked down on
her passion filled face. All the words he’d fought so hard to forget came
rushing back to him. Words that would prove him to be the ponce he always knew
he carried still – deep inside. Words like ‘resplendent’ and
‘reverence’; ‘satin’ and ‘elegance’;
‘mellifluous’ and ‘benevolent’ – and yes,
‘effulgent’. He’d never seen anything so –
“God, you’re
beautiful, Willow.”
His voice once
again took her over. Her body contracted and exploded and the leg that was
around his hip squeezed him so tight it left bruises on his skin. Her hips rose
as she came and the tightness he had felt before was nothing compared to now.
His orgasm had
begun as soon as hers had, but this new seizing of his cock started another,
more intense climax that he had no idea his body was capable of performing.
He lost his
balance and fell forward, catching his weight on his elbows just in time.
Tremors ran through both their bodies and Spike rested his forehead against
Spike felt his
dick slip out of her with an undignified ‘plop’. He fell to the
floor at her side and pulled her to him. He had so many things he wanted to
say. How he felt about her; how afraid he was of the changing future; his fears
of failing or disappointing her. Instead, he just kissed her. Soft and chaste
as his arms wrapped around her. She got the message.
Spike opened his
eyes and saw Angel looking down on them.
“Well, get
down here. Or you waitin’ for an engraved invitation?”
Angel got down
there. He lay at
While all of this
had been the most emotional and erotic event in her life, she was still
confused about it all. It wasn’t every day that a girl had sex with two
sexy and beautiful men. She thought about Spike and Angel and the kiss
they’d shared; the way Angel’s hands had run over Spike’s
body.
‘Then
again, maybe a girl can have sex with two men everyday. – OH! Bad
Spike, without
opening his eyes, asked, “What’re you thinkin’ about, Love?”
His eyes popped open. There was that different spelling again! Only this time
he’d said it.
‘Oh
well. Better get used to it, mate,’ he thought.
“Just
thinkin’,”
“’Bout
what?”
“Um, how
does this – how do we – I mean, the three of we – how do
we…?” She left the sentence hanging open.
“You’re
mine!” Spike said with a scowl. He looked at Angel snuggled peacefully
against Red’s back. “Poof can’t do the nasty without losing
his soul.” He suddenly felt sorry for Angel. But then, he was still
coming down from the most incredible orgasm he’d ever had.
“Don’t
know. Guess we can give him a sympathy wank every now and again.”
“I heard
that.” Angel growled.
“Meant ya
to, ya poof.”
“Spike,”
“He loves
you,
“If you do
– do that,” she said to Spike, “How – I mean, my
friends – Buffy’ll stake you!” Another tear slipped out and
Spike was beginning to think this girl cried at the drop of a hat. Not that he
minded.
“I
can’t lose you, not when I’ve just found you.”
Spike smiled at
that. It looked like his future was rosy indeed.
“Do we have
to tell ‘er?” Spike asked.
“Yes,”
Angel answered.
“Don’t
know. Could pretend I’ve come over all souful, I s’pose. Worked for
Peaches.”
“Spike, as
soon as she gets on your nerves and you scream at her and call her a
‘bloody bitch’, she’s going to know you don’t have a
soul.”
“I’ll
have to spend time with the bloody bitch?”
Angel smiled.
“You will if you want to spend time with
Spike looked
forlorn. “No idea. Any suggestions?”
“We could
– no, that won’t work,” Willow’s brain was going ten
thousand miles a minute, trying to find a way to keep Spike alive long enough to
make sure these feelings she was feeling were real. And if they were,
he’d have to stay alive even longer.
“Well,
you’d have to stop killing people; she’d never allow that.”
“That one
was a gimme, Love. But how are we gonna convince her I’ve had a change of
heart – since I don’t have one?”
“I’m
thinking, I’m thinking.” Her hands unconsciously went to her mouth
and she stared biting her nails. Spike took her hands and held them in his,
keeping them occupied by sucking on them one by one.
“OH!”
“I’ll
like leaving you even less.”
She put on a
brilliant smile for that one.
“Well, I
read once that during World War II, the
She waited in the
silence for his reaction. It would mean he’d never be able to kill again
or Giles and everybody would know she’d lied to them.
The first snort
of laughter came from Angel behind her. Spike’s guffaws followed close
behind.
She folded her
arms over her chest and pouted. ‘Okay,
it’s kind of far-fetched, but these things really did exist at one
time.’
Spike was the
first to comment. “Pet, I love you, I really do,” she preened at
that, “but that has got to be the lamest thing I’ve ever heard.”
Her face fell. “Even that daft bint of a slayer isn’t stupid enough
to believe that one. I mean, its not like I could prove it. I just waltz in and
say, “Guess what? Spike’s had a visit to the vet and now he
can’t play with the other puppies anymore?” He laughed again.
“She’d want to cut open me head to see it for herself! Or maybe-
maybe you were gonna pretend I’d tried to attack you in your dorm room
one night and suddenly had my brain fried by some invisible piece of silicon
and wiring? You think she’d take just your word for it?” He was
still laughing, but he noticed that Angel wasn’t.
Angel looked up
at him. “You know, that might just work.”
~~~~~~~~~
Truth to tell, he
hadn’t been entirely certain she’d let him in. She had no reason to
trust him. Just his word. And it had been so bloody long since anyone he cared
about had taken his word for anything that he forgot that such a thing could
happen.
“Hey,
Red,” he said, stepping tentatively over the threshold. As soon as the
door closed behind her he grabbed her and twirled her around before pulling her
tight. “Miss me?”
“Mmmm,”
she moaned through his welcoming kiss. “Oh yes. It’s been,”
she looked at her radio, “seventy-three whole minutes since I’ve
seen you.”
Spike started
peeling her outer shirt off, trying to get to the tank top underneath. His
hands froze and he asked, “When’s Peaches due with Slutty?”
Spike calculated.
“Seventeen minutes.” He went back to peeling off her shirt.
“That’s doable.”
“Spike!”
“Shagged?”
he prompted, nimble fingers pulling the yellow cotton shirt from her body.
“Deflowered?” he asked as those same fingers ran under the hem of
her orange flowered tank top. “Screwed?,” came the next suggestion
as the tank went over her head. “Boned?”, “Humped?” and
“Drilled?” came in quick succession as he divested her of bra,
jeans and panties. Each word came out with a seductive purr and sexy glint in
his eyes.
He gently pushed
her backwards and she fell onto her bed, laughing. He looked at the clock.
Fifteen minutes. Not his ideal amount of time but he’d done it in less.
He looked at
“Boffed?
Pumped? Banged?” he continued as he lost all of his clothing with such
amazing speed that it had to be mystical in origin.
He prowled up the
bed toward her wearing nothing but a lecherous smirk. He raised an eyebrow.
“Cock-knocked?” She giggled. He let his lips tickle her neck.
“Fucked?” he whispered in her ear.
“Mmmmm,”
she agreed and raised her mouth to meet his. He kissed her quick but then pulled
back.
“Much as
I’d love to let this linger, Red, we don’t have time.” He
looked at the clock again, “Thirteen minutes.” His hand went right
to her cunt as his lips wrapped around a nipple.
“Oooooh,”
She moaned as her body turned to jello.
Spike smiled to
find his hand was already slick with her. He knew he had to be quick but he
couldn’t resist just one taste. He slid down her body and slid his tongue
inside her warm pussy. His eyes drifted closed; what she did to him every time
he touched her was blowing his mind. He’d almost swear she’d
bewitched him.
He pulled up onto
his knees and flipped her over onto hers. In this position, he could get deeper
inside of her and use his hands more easily on the rest of her body. He
wasn’t going to come without her - and he was damned sure going to come
before he had to spend the rest of the night dealing with the bleedin’
Scooby gang.
As he sheathed
himself inside her, he let her heat and tightness take over his senses for just
a second before he started concentrating on her
pleasure.
“Mmm,
Red,” he told her, pushing inside and letting his hands drift over her
back. “Find a comfortable position and hold on, Baby.” His hands
gripped her hips and
“Oh!”
Every…
“Yeah!”
Thrust…
“Spike!”
Was…
“God!”
Hitting…
“YES!”
That…
“More!”
Magic…
“Please!”
Spot.
“Please
– please – please – yes! – OH!” She was chanting
words; she wasn’t sure what she was saying exactly, by it kept Spike
doing whatever he was doing that was bringing her closer and closer to the
goal. Anything, as long as HE. NEVER. STOPPED.
“Feel so
good, Baby,” he told her. He was oh-so-very-fuckin-close and he needed to
take her with him. He knew she liked the sound of his voice so he just started
talking, hoping that something intelligible came out that she wanted to hear.
“That’s
it, Red. Right there, Sweetness. Oh, love this, yeah. Love the way you feel,
the way you move, what you do to me. Magic, Baby. I swear you’re like magic
around me.”
One hand gripped
tightly to her hip while the other one slid around her body to work on her
clit.
“Fuck yeah!
Gonna cum, Baby. Can’t stop it. Cum for me, Love. Just clamp that sweet
pussy up around me and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!”
His voice did
what it always did to her. It
made her forget everything in the world except him. There was nothing and no
one but her and Spike and Angel and anything she did – anything they did
– was acceptable. She didn’t have to be shy or sweet or even nice.
When he was inside her, loving her, talking to her, she became one thing and
one thing only.
Spike’s.
He howled through
his orgasm. “Fuck, Pet, you’re gonna squeeze it off!”
She lost every
bit of resilience and collapsed onto the bed. Since she’d been sustaining
him, he fell on top of her. He settled into her, snuggling his head between her
shoulder blades.
But…
“Slayer’s
close,” he said, jumping up.
“OH MY
GOD!”
She didn’t
spare him a glance as she quickly dressed and ran a brush through her hair.
“How’s
this?” she asked.
Spike looked up,
tucking his t-shirt into his jeans.
“Bra’s
on the floor,” he told her as he reached for his coat.
“OH!”
She grabbed it and threw it under her bed.
“Almost
here. Ready love?” he asked.
She nodded.
He quickly kissed
her on the cheek and said, “Sorry, Love, you know I have to.”
He picked her up
and as gently as he could - while still making it look real - threw her across
the room to land in a heap on her bed. The covers went sliding and her foot hit
her lamp and knocked it onto the floor. She looked up and nodded, she was all
right. He jumped on top of her, breaking the bed frame in the process and the
world collapsing out from under her really did frighten
She screamed.
Spike swept down
at her neck, trying to pretend as if she were just another meal he intended to
drain. As soon as his mouth touched the soft skin of her neck, he roared an
agonized scream and jumped back, clutching his head.
The dorm room
door flew open and Buffy and Angel ran in, Buffy with a stake at the ready.
“
Luckily, Angel,
knowing Buffy’s fighting style in a crisis situation, was ready. He
grabbed the stake out of the air before it got half way to his childe.
Buffy turned on
him, “Angel!”
But, having
rehearsed this with
“Buffy,
stop and look. Something’s not right.
The slayer
stepped over to her friend and roommate, checking her neck.
“I’m
fine, Buffy, really. He – he – I was studying – and I heard a
knock. I thought it might be
Spike, having
played his scene, sat himself on Buffy’s bed, waiting for his next cue.
Angel stood in front of him, just in case Buffy had any more stakes up her
sleeve.
“But he
didn’t hurt me, Buffy,”
“HEY!”
Spike protested; that hadn’t been part of the script. Angel coughed into
his fist.
“Well, you
did. You didn’t bite me! You just cried out and grabbed your head and ran
over there like a little girl.”
Not line for
line, but it got the message across.
Now it was
Angel’s turn. He, unlike
“You say he
couldn’t – “ Angel hmphed over the word ‘perform’
– “bite you?” Buffy was about to protest that she
didn’t care whether or not the action had been finished, it was the
attack that was going to get Spike staked.
“Buffy,
wait. I can handle Spike.”
Spike glared at
Angel’s back and made a face where Buffy couldn’t see him.
“Spike,”
Angel said with great compassion and turning to face his spoiled rotten
over-acting childe, “What happened? Are you all right?”
“Is HE all
right?” Buffy yelled. “He was the attacker. It’s
“She’ll
be traumatized for life! She’ll never be able to feel safe, she’ll
be frightened by every –“
Angel looked over
his shoulder at her. What the hell did he ever see in her?
“Buffy?”
he said, interrupting her tirade, “Do you mind?”
Buffy shut up.
Mostly because she couldn’t believe Angel had just dismissed her to
attend to his evil, murdering son – childe - whatever!
“What
happened Spike?” Angel asked.
Spike effected
the much-practiced countenance of a vampire who’d just had his bean
fried.
“Don’t
know, Sire.”
The trio had
decided to stress Angel and Spike’s relationship rather heavily during
the initial conversations about Spike’s “condition”. The
thought was that if Spike were in trouble, he’d naturally go to his sire,
and Angel, having a soul, would help Spike to realize that he could be a
useful, productive member of the Good Guys, thus giving him a raison d’etre.
And if Spike’s unsouled status still bothered any of the Scoobies, it
would be assumed that – as Spike’s sire – Angel would be able
to control him. Spike had scoffed, rather loudly, at that; but saw that there
was sense in letting them assume such nonsense was possible.
“I went to
have a little nibble – was kinda peckish waitin’ for the Slayer to
show up. And suddenly, ‘Wham! Bam! Thank you Grizelda, lightening bolts
are goin’ off in my head.” He rubbed his still (supposedly) tender
noggin.
Buffy rolled her
eyes. “Angel, you don’t believe this lame-o, do you? Is this
supposed to be some new vampire cancer that’s going around?” She
gave the idea some thought. “Would sure make my job easier.”
Spike ignored her
and looked up at Angel as if something suddenly occurred to him.
“I’ll bet it was those soldier gits.”
This got
Buffy’s attention. “What soldier gi- What soldiers?”
Once again, he
directed his comments to his sire. “Outside
“Oh this is
ridiculous!” Buffy said, going to her dresser and pulling another stake
out of the drawer.
“Buffy!”
“He tried
to kill you!” Buffy reminded her.
“Wasn’t
gonna kill ‘er,” Spike protested. He gave
“Maybe we
should call Giles,” Angel suggested out loud.
In due course,
the watcher was called and the merry band made the trek to Giles’
apartment.
~~~~~
“No.”
Spike took one look at the chains Buffy was holding and backed up. He backed up
until he was standing behind Angel.
“Buffy,”
Angel said in an exasperated tone, “We don’t need those; I can
handle him.” He took a closer look. “Are those mine?”
Buffy looked
ashamed and tried to hide the purloined shackles behind her back. “I want
those back!” Angel went and took them away from her.
“Yes, well,
do you think we could all sit and discuss the - erm, Spike situation?”
Giles asked the room at large.
Buffy rolled her
eyes and sat in the upholstered chair. Xander sat on the floor, leaning against
the footstool.
This too had been
discussed in great detail. While Spike didn’t think he’d like to be
sitting at all during this discussion,
Spike said he
could take care of himself, he didn’t need any bodyguards, thank you
bloody much, but when his protectors spent a good hour coddling him and
admiring him and showing him just how much they’d miss him should
anything untoward happen, he’d relented and agreed to behave and sit on
the couch.
“You say he
– “ Giles decided to be brave and address Spike directly, “I
mean to say, you – erm, experienced a blinding headache when you tried to
– erm – kill
“No,”
Spike said, reigning in his control. “I erm- experienced a blinding
headache when I tried to – erm – give the witch a hickey
she’d live to remember for a good long time.”
Xander giggled
and everyone glared at him.
“He, uh,
didn’t anybody else think he sounded just like the G-man?”
Apparently no one
else did because no one else said anything; but when everyone else looked away,
“You-”
Giles was continuing, “You say you didn’t mean to kill her?”
“No, ya
git. Wouldn’t do to drain the witch, she’s the only one of the lot
of you I can stand. But I had some time to kill waiting for the slayer to get
home so I could kill her.”
“And why
exactly, did you want to kill Buffy?”
Spike looked at
him like he was an escaped mental patient. For that matter, so did Xander. Even
he understood that one.
“G-man,
vampire plus slayer equals dead somebody. All vampires want to kill the slayer,
its sort of like their job.”
Angel gave him a
pointed look. “Present souled vampires excluded,” Xander corrected.
“Yes,
Xander,” Giles agreed reluctantly, “But what I meant to say is why
now? Why come back here at all? Given his,” he returned to addressing his
comments to Spike, “Given your albeit reluctant truce with Buffy and your
willingness last year to release your – hostages – once you sobered
up, not to mention working together with Buffy and Angel to defeat those
vampires that attacked the three of you in the magic shop. Buffy even informs
me that you were of great service in helping her and Angel sort out their
– confused feelings – about their relationship. So why now? Why
come back here to kill Buffy? What madness could possibly have brought about
this decision?”
Spike held his
hand up and examined his chipped nails. “I got bored.”
Buffy had heard
enough. “Giles, this is stupid. Vamp attack, Buffy kill. That’s how
it works. I don’t know what the Bleached Wonder is trying to pull with
this lame “neutered vampire” routine but I say we let me get my
slay on and put Spike out of our misery. He probably just realized he
couldn’t take me in a fair fight and so he’s working this
hare-brained scheme to get me to let down my guard.”
“No,
Buffy,” Giles told her calmly, “You’re not going to slay
Spike, not tonight. I think he could be very useful to us.” He looked at
Spike and seemed to be trying to figure something out. “At least, once he
tells us the truth, that is.”
‘Oh,
gods, we’ve been found out!’
Three sets of
eyes tried hard not to look guilty.
Xander said it
first, “Huh?”
Giles, sensing
that Spike was not going to willingly give in, decided to see if he could earn
Spike’s, maybe not trust, but possibly reluctant respect. Spike could be
a valuable asset to the team if he could be trusted and confiding the truth of
the situation to them all would do wonders toward earning the group’s
trust.
“Xander,
have you ever heard of the German Arcane Offensive?”
“Who
now?”
Giles took off
his glasses and began polishing them as he continued. “It was a little
known department within the SS. The Germans, during the inception of World War
II, began to test a behavior modification chip that their scientists had
developed. It was supposed to be used to create super soldiers out of ordinary
citizens during times of war. When the war was over, the chip could be removed
and the soldiers would go back to their normal lives, all malevolent tendencies
necessary for war gone from their minds.
“But
someone with the German hierarchy got the idea that an army could be built from
demons. Ultimate killing machines that could be controlled through the chip,
creating an unstoppable army for the Third Reich. Once the war was over, the
chips could be modified to turn the demons into – well, something
approximating docile domestic pets.”
He had the rapt
attention of everyone in the room.
“But before
the chips could be manufactured, the plans disappeared and the scientists who
developed the chip were found brutally murdered, torn to shreds.”
Someone gasped.
“It was
rumored, while I was at university and studying the occult, that the Americans
had gotten hold of the plans somehow. But the behavior modification chip was
never heard from again.” He turned to Spike. “Until now.”
Spike had the
intelligence to look like this was all no surprise to him.
“So tell
me, Spike,” Giles asked, smug expression in place, “How is it that
you received this chip that prevents you from feeding off of humans more than
halfway across the country and yet you didn’t know you had it until today
when you tried to bite
Oh, shit. They
hadn’t thought of that.
Spike studied his
feet, not knowing what to say, but unwilling to admit to his lie.
“I put it
before the court,” Giles went on, “that you did know.”
WHAT?!
“I say that
you came to Sunnydale – to Angel in particular and yes, to our little
group of humans, specifically because of the chip. Because you discovered that
you could no longer feed off of humans, no longer function as a whole
vampire-“
Spike took
offense to that.
“And you
lost your purpose. You, who have never been alone, have always been in control
of not only your own destiny but that of others in your protection. And left
with nowhere else to turn, and knowing no other life, you came to Sunnydale
because you knew that here you could find a purpose. Your sire, who albeit has
a soul instead of a chip, has begun a new life, among new friends - and is
living a fulfilling life here on the Hellmouth. I propose that you came here
with the intent of gaining your sire’s assistance in helping you deal
with your affliction.”
He sat back,
waiting for Spike’s confession to the truth of his obviously correct
conclusion.
“That’s
true!”
She turned to her
dupes – I mean friends.
“Last year,
when he kidnapped me – Xander was unconscious – Spike and I talked –
a lot. He told me all about Dru and I told him all about Oz and we found out we
liked a lot of the same things and we became, not friends, but we trusted each
other. So he came to the dorm tonight to talk to me. He told me about the chip
and what had happened and how he was hoping that Angel would help him.”
None of this was
true of course, but now that it was out there, it would work in their favor
when their relationship was revealed later on.
“He and
Angel hadn’t gotten along last time they’d seen each other and
Spike didn’t know how to approach him.”
Angel sat and
marveled at her ingenuity. She was turning Giles’ completely mistaken
conclusions into the answer to all their problems.
Spike sat and
marveled at how hard his dick got when his girl showed off her brains.
“I asked
him if he was sure about the chip. I’d thought maybe it was like a spell
and maybe it only worked if he was trying to kill someone. So I told him to try
to bite me. He did and well, Buffy and Angel saw the result.”
Giles harrumphed;
yet another instance when he’d demonstrated his superior intellect.
“I told
you.”
Buffy sat back,
her last hope of getting to stake Spike now gone.
Spike just sat
with his head in his hands. He couldn’t control his mirth – or his
penis. He had to get
Xander,
misunderstanding his seemly devastated countenance, sat up and patted
Spike’s shoulder consolingly.
“It’s
all right, Junior. Fighting on the side of the Force isn’t all bad
– we have donuts!”
~~~~~
It was agreed
that Spike should move into the mansion with Angel. Angel even put up a rather
convincing token protest. No one but
Spike put up a
mock front of still being angry at his sire for the harsh treatment he’d
received at the hands of The Second Coming of Angelus. Angel, having once been
run through with hot pokers on Spike’s orders, had no difficulty
pretending to be just as aggravated with his unruly childe.
This led to the
need, in Giles opinion, for a part-time moderator to help Spike and Angel learn
how to communicate effectively with each other in their new roles as roommates
and colleagues. A vote was taken whilst
It was in this
capacity that Buffy sent her to the mansion the following afternoon. Buffy
wanted her to spy on Spike and make sure he wasn’t planning something
grisly behind their backs. Just because he could no longer kill them himself
didn’t mean he wasn’t planning to get someone else to do it for
him.
Angel sighed and
pulled her into his embrace when she climbed in.
“Mmm, you
smell nice.”
“Mmm, so do
you,” she told him, then giggled, “You smell like Spike sex.”
Angel, without
opening his eyes, jiggled his eyebrows and grinned.
“If you two
aren’t going to be quiet so I can sleep then somebody’d better get
over here and shag me,” Spike grumbled from under his pillow.
“I have a
better idea,” Angel whispered in her ear.
He took one large
hand and placed in on the top of her head. And then he pushed her down and under
the covers until her face was in the vicinity of his crotch.
With an excited
mewl, she went to work on Angel’s ‘little Angel’. She’d
never done much of this before this week, but in the last couple of days, she’d
gotten lots of practice.
Spike and Angel
were excellent teachers, telling her what felt best and making suggestions for
ways to make this easier and more comfortable for her. Her mouth was way too
small to be able to completely take either of them. In fact, once she’d
seen them full size, she thought of it as purely fractional and was afraid at
first that she wouldn’t be able to please them this way.
It hadn’t
been enjoyable at first; they were too large or she was too small and she
overdid it trying to make them fit. The size difference also meant that she
couldn’t administer the long, elegant strokes they used to swallow each
other.
Spike had showed
her how to use her wet hand to make up the difference. Angel had showed her
which spots were most sensitive and it turned out that most of them were around
the head, meaning that her smaller mouth was more than sufficient for what
really got them off.
The first morning
they’d been together, she’d experimented and found that her small
teasing licks and bites up and down the staff were just as pleasing as the
longer strokes they gave each other. And for some reason, when she spent time
giving one of them a blowjob, the other would get off just watching her do it.
One major
advantage to having vampire lovers is that they seem to be exceedingly
orally-fixated. Or maybe that’s just Angel and Spike.
Almost every
moment they spent together, at least one of them had something in their mouth.
Right now, she
was that fortunate someone.
She sailed her
tongue around top of the staff, right under the crown, like Angel had showed
her. She remembered just how he’d demonstrated – using Spike as his
guinea pig.
She now copied
the things he’d taught her that day. She took the head into her mouth,
swirling it around on her tongue. She suckled slowly, giving the precum time to
reach the surface. When she tasted the first drop on her tongue, she whimpered
in delight and rubbed her thighs together, feeling her own moisture coming to
the surface.
She abandoned the
tip for a moment and worked her way down the shaft, opening her mouth wide and
running her teeth over and around the responsive surface. Every pass of her
teeth made her new toy inflate. When her tongue licked its way back up to the
head, it looked as if it might burst.
Strong arms
pulled her up and with practiced ease, Angel sat her on his stomach. He felt
the moisture pool on his belly, meaning she was just as ready for him as he was
for her.
“Ride
me,” he affectionately enjoined in a voice dripping with honey.
She’d never
heard him speak like this before Wednesday and it had startled her the first
time she heard it – and left her weak-kneed. But it was a tone she was
becoming acquainted with. This was the voice of Angelus at his seductive best.
She could understand now how he’d been so good at getting everyone to do
anything he wanted them to.
Not that she ever
wanted to meet Angelus again, but she sure didn’t mind that voice. Low
and deep and filled with passionate promise.
With
Angel’s help, she lifted up and moved until she was positioned over his
waiting cock. Her hands came together on his muscled chest and she used them
for leverage to ease herself ever so slowly down onto him.
She’d
discovered some intriguing things about the two of them in the last couple of
days, things she wouldn’t have expected.
Spike, for all
his hyperactive bluster and restless motion, liked to take his time making love
to her. Every action, when they weren’t being rushed by the clock, was
drawn out and deliberate. The intensity of him took her breath away.
His touch, his
gaze, his every sexual movement was an Event that shattered her safe
“geek girl” world and made her rethink everything she thought she
knew about herself. A cataclysmic journey into this new land where there was
nothing but Spike and his overwhelming passion for her. He left no part of her
untouched. He attacked her senses and left her feeling invaded.
And loved.
It was wonderful.
And terrifying.
So, to retaliate,
she liked, on occasion, to push him to do things a little quicker, a little
more playfully, less like he was conquering her world. He didn’t mind a
bit – as he proved when he insisted on schtupping her fifteen minutes
before Buffy was due home.
Angel, on the
other hand, liked it fast and rough with a side of ‘I’m in control
here’. This was, however, the first time he’d actually been inside
her – they’d done everything else though. Up until now, she’d
only experienced his dominant fucking technique as a spectator sport while
he’d had sex with Spike. She was trying to control the situation now
because she didn’t think her human female anatomy could take the
delicious punishment he’d put Spike’s ass through.
She felt him
about to break and try to thrust up into her. She stopped moving and shook her
head, “Uh uh, Angel. You move, I climb over to Spike.”
That stopped him.
“You’re
really a bitch sometimes, you know that,” he teased with a smile.
She slapped his
chest, “That’s witch, with a ‘w’, get it right.”
That earned a
chuckle from Spike.
“Oh yeah?”
Angel growled good-naturedly. He pulled her off of him and jumped out of bed
before flipping her onto her back. He slid her around so that her ass was at
the end of the bed and then pushed back into her with such force that she
almost got whiplash.
“Think you
can take me, Little One?” He pumped himself in and out of her quickly and
with force. She loved it, she really did, this show of dominance that Angel
seemed to need to display. He was a powerful force – in more ways than
one – when he was focusing all of his attention on one person.
But she was only
a small human and Spike thought she looked like she was about to break n half.
He climbed out of
bed and laid a hand on his sire’s back.
“Hey,”
he said in a soft, gentle voice that was SO soft and gentle it was hard to
believe it had come out of the mouth of William the Bloody.
He kept the hand
on Angel’s back while the other one wrapped around him to find
This did two
things. Made Angel’s ass ready to take Spike’s cock – and it
also took Angel’s mind off of fucking
Spike pushed his
way inside of Angel slowly and carefully.
“Goin’
slow, Angel,” he told him, running hands up and down Angel’s back.
Angel held himself still inside of
Spike took a
breath, “Don’t wanna hurt the girl,” he said soothingly.
“Know its been a while, but think you’d remember how its
done.”
In the last three
days, they’d all made love in several different positions, but this was
the first time Angel had attempted intercourse with
But Spike had
assured him last night that he’d come up with a fool-proof way to keep
the soul intact. He told Angel that if the mood struck, he should go for it;
always remembering of course that
So now here they
were and Angel was a little… enthusiastic.
But that was all
right because Spike was here to help. Not to mention getting his first ever
opportunity to fuck Angelus.
Spike knew that
Angel thought that Spike fucking him for the first time was Spike’s
soul-saving solution. It wasn’t. It was just Spike taking advantage of
the situation.
Angel, having
never been – penetrated - before, just knew he wasn’t going to like
it. But for the chance at sex with
“Oh mighty
god!” Angel groaned, eyes rolling back in his head.
Spike smiled.
‘S’allright, Angel. I’m gonna set the pace, yeah? Can’t
have you damaging our girl.”
Spike withdrew a
little and Angel felt his knees go weak. But he followed along and pulled back
from
Spike –
being Spike – and knowing about Angel’s ‘hard and
fast’, domineering style of boning, spent some time taking it nice and
easy – just to drive Angel ‘round the bend. He could feel the
tension in Angel. He knew that Angel was enjoying being fucked for the first
time. He also knew that Angel wanted to pound
As
The slide of skin
on skin on skin, body into body into body, childe into sire into woman took on
a life of its own.
She felt
Angel’s fingers digging into the flesh of her hips. For one brief moment
it occurred to her that she’d never be able to explain those bruises but
then sensation took over and she didn’t care anymore.
She felt
Spike’s hands, one grasping Angel’s hip just as tightly, the other
wrapped around her calf. This was just one of the things she had never expected
out this. Not the ‘touching her’ part. That she expected. The
touching her while they were all together part.
She’d never
dreamed she’d be able to have sex with two people at once, she
wasn’t made that way. The first night didn’t count, she’d
been VERY drunk. But the next morning, when she’d started to sober up and
had been embarrassed and ashamed by what she’d – what they’d
done. She told them she couldn’t do that again, she couldn’t have
casual sex with more than one someone. To her, sex was a connection, a meeting
of two people who wanted to share something intimate with each other.
“Why two
people?” Spike had asked.
“What?”
she didn’t understand the question.
“Why just
two people? Why can’t three people have a ‘connection’; why
can’t three people ‘share something intimate’
together?”
She’d
rolled her eyes, thinking he was teasing her and started to walk away.
“No, Love,
I’m serious. Why can’t it be three people?”
“Because!”
she’d answered.
Spike looked at
her. “Yeah? And?”
She looked to
Angel for help but he was pretending to be asleep. ‘Chicken.’
She didn’t
know if she could explain it. Finally, she remembered a moment the night before
that would show him what she meant.
“Like, last
night,” she began, “When you and I were... –and then Angel, he…
with you and… -well he’s your sire and he said it’s a rule.
So I didn’t say anything. But I was kinda… I was feeling something
– with you – that connection. And then Angel was there and he was
doing – stuff – and it wasn’t you and me and Angel, it was you
and me and you and Angel.”
“So…
you didn’t like it?” Spike asked, confused. He knew she had enjoyed
herself.
“Well
– that’s not what I mean. I enjoyed the ~sex~,” she whispered
even though no one was around to hear her except the person she’d been
having ~sex~ with for hours. “It’s just that I was enjoying the
– connection – even more.”
Spike
couldn’t help the enormous grin that made its way to his mouth. He had
her, she loved him – or would very soon. But first he had to fix this
‘connection’ problem.
“So,
you’re saying you didn’t feel connected to Angelus during
that?”
“Angel, but
yes, that’s it exactly.”
“I
see,” he said, thinking. Finally, he leaned over and slapped
Angel’s arm.
“Wake up,
ya ponce, I need you to bugger my arse!”
“WHAT?!
NO!”
Spike interrupted
her. “Yeah. Heard ya.”
Angel was sitting
up. He’d heard the whole thing. He knew what Spike wanted him to do.
And so, after
much cajoling and convincing to get
Including now,
Angel’s first time at making love to a woman since that disastrous night
with Buffy.
And it was the
three of them together, all touching – all connecting – with each
other. Even though she couldn’t see Spike, his hand on her leg let her
know that he was there with her and she was with him, being a part of his
experience.
Angel was the one
who broke first, screaming out in pleasure from the dual sensations of fucking
both his lovers at the same time.
Angel’s
knees finally gave and he collapsed on top of
“Wow,”
she said as she snuggled into his side.
“Mm
hmm,” Spike agreed.
Angel
didn’t say anything. Now was the time to put the save-Angel’s-soul
plan into effect. Spike leaned over and whispered in
And then they
said they one thing Spike was sure would prevent Angel from ever being happy
–
“Hey, look,
it’s Darla!”
Angel, so lost in
his happy world, forgot his sire was dust and jumped up, terrified she’d
suddenly reappeared to make his unlife hell once again.
~~~~~
All and sundry
were due to arrive at Giles abode at the duly appointed hour of eight.
More discussion
was needed – apparently – about Spike’s new role as one of
the Good Guys. While Giles believed that Spike “wanted” to join the
side of right, he was not stupid enough to think that the transition would be
an easy one. Or that Spike wouldn’t have major slip-ups. After one
hundred years of evil and mayhem, Spike’s sense of right and wrong might
be somewhat “ambivalent”, according to their wise leader.
So, with just
barely enough time,
“Unless
you’ve realised you don’t really want to be here with me,”
Spike literally
jumped out of bed and swore on Angel’s life that he’d never be late
for a Scooby meeting.
Angel
didn’t find that very comforting.
As Angel locked
the door, Spike put his arm around
“Ride or
walk?” he asked her.
“Walk. I
like to walk.”
“Plus,
she’s seen the way you drive,” Angel commented snidely.
As they reached
the sidewalk, Angel drew up to
“Oh, no,
that was my physics professor!”
“So?”
Spike didn’t see the dilemma.
“She just
saw me with – with two men on me!”
“So?”
was repeated from the same source.
“Spike,”
Angel admonished. “She’s embarrassed.
Spike pulled her
to his side. “Well then, ‘bout time she did get used to it,
‘cause we’re not going anywhere, are we Peaches?”
Angel
couldn’t argue with that. He returned his arm to
‘Oh
boy, what have I gotten myself into?’
~~~~~
One block from
the apartment,
“Okay,
we’re close, everybody uncouple – or uh, untriple.”
Their arms
dropped and they made the remainder of the walk as if they were three
acquaintances who happened to run into each other on the street.
“Wait,”
Spike held out a hand and stopped
“Well?”
she asked when they didn’t move.
“Oh,”
they both said at the same time before moving to each other and giving each
other a quick and heated… maybe not so quick. And wow! Very heated.
Unlike
“Smells
like team spirit,” Spike said with a lascivious wink in
“
Giles led the
debate, all the obvious topics were discussed and a report was given by
About two hours
in, when everyone was getting tired and all the pizzas had been consumed, there
was a knock on the door. Both vampires were up and across the room before the
humans even finished registering the knock.
Angel put his
hand on the knob and Spike turned and pointed at
That’s when
she understood who was at the door.
“Oz,”
she told the group.
Angel pulled the
door open and the new arrival was met by a doorfull of master vampires.
“I’ll
give you a three second head start,” Spike told him.
Angel held out a
restraining hand. Spike was supposed to be harmless to humans, he
couldn’t give himself away.
“Go,”
Angel told Oz. “Don’t ever come back to Sunnydale. If you do,
you’re dog food.”
“
Oz was still
calling for her, his voice getting higher and more nervous each time he said
her name.
“We broke
up,”
Shocked, Buffy
asked when, but Xander got more to the point.
“Does *he*
know that?”
Spike heard the
question and realized that they’d neglected to inform the wolf that his
attentions were no longer wanted, needed or desired.
“She dumped
you while you were away. Realized you weren’t man enough for her.”
His voice got low and deadly, he didn’t want the others to hear this next
part – didn’t want to embarrass Red. But to those who could hear him,
there was no mistaking the implication in his voice. “Didn’t like
the ‘restrictions’ you put on her. She’s way too much woman
for you, Boy. It takes two of us to handle her now. “ He gave a lift to
his eyebrow that left no doubts of where things stood, “You get my meaning?”
Oz nodded. He got
it all right. The bitch had cheated on him. The whore had broken her vow and
fucked the first *things* she could find.
Spike and Angel
both saw his eyes and saw his thoughts – almost read his mind and knew
exactly what he was thinking.
The double growl
was ferocious. Oz saw their faces change and decided now was a good time to get
gone. He didn’t want a faithless bitch anyway.
Spike saw the
words written across Oz’s mind and leap for him.
When she
screamed, Spike remembered what he was now supposed to be and instead of
grabbing Oz’s throat and ripping it out, he held his head and screamed as
if in pain.
At Spike’s
agonized howl, Oz ran even faster.
Angel had to use
a hand to cover his grin at Spike’s over-acting. But it seemed to be
working.
The gang came
running. Buffy couldn’t help but feel sorry for him; the pain he was in
seemed greater than anything she thought she’d ever be able to bear.
After seeing him suffer like he was, she felt bad for thinking there might be
some ulterior motive to his being in Sunnydale. No one should have to endure
the torture he was so obviously experiencing.
Not that she
wanted him to start killing again, but Angel had convinced her that
Spike’s inability to hurt humans could be beneficial to the mission. She
put a consoling arm on his back and led him over to the couch.
Xander was
sympathetic. “Spike, man, you gotta learn to control that temper around
humans. Save it for the demons. I get that Oz did something bad to Wills, but
she’s a big girl. She can take care of him herself.” Xander
couldn’t help but smile, “Seems as though somebody’s
developing a bit of a crush though.” He looked toward
She wasn’t
blushing over his comment however, she was trying very hard not to laugh over
their behavior toward the “neutered” Spike.
Giles was
solicitous, pouring a brandy for Spike and handing it to him to help ease the
pain. Angel looked at
She went to his
side and pulled his head against her shoulder, rubbing circles to relieve the
presumably horrible pain in his skull. She offered words of comfort and told
him that the pain would lessen in time, just be patient. Spike, for his part,
wrapped his arms around
Xander stood back
smiling, as if all of this seemed to confirm his suspicion of a crush.
When Spike
thought that the pain would have relieved itself by now, he reluctantly pulled
away from
“Need a
smoke. Angel, show me where the market is.”
Cuddling with
The boys returned
about thirty minutes later and the evening wound to a close shortly after that.
As Angel and
Spike were taking patrol, Willow and Buffy walked back to the dorm together and
Willow found that all her extracurricular vampire playtime had left her feeling
more tired that usual and fell almost immediately to sleep.
~~~~~
It was two days
later when she saw them again. Once more at Giles apartment, she wanted to ask
where they’d been, why they hadn’t been home yesterday. But that
would have to wait until after the latest creature feature discussion.
She arrived a bit
late, her Logic class had run over and when she got there, Buffy was reading
something aloud from the newspaper.
“…in
several dozen pieces around the city. Once the first four pieces had been
found,
No one saw Spike
place his left hand over the silver bracelet on his right wrist.
“…police
would like help in discovering not only the last remaining piece of the body
but also the identity of the man. He was approximately five feet six inches
tall, one hundred fifteen pounds, fair complexion and had brown hair.”
Buffy, at the end
of the relevant part of the article, broke off. “So, what do you guys think?
Supernatural baddies?”
Giles looked
skeptical. “Buffy, this could have been…”
“But!”
she broke in, already seeing his objection, “But, no blood!”
“And
wouldn’t a baddie have eaten the pieces?” Xander added.
“And no
demon’s dumb enough to leave the pieces out where humans could just find
it anywhere.,” Angel added. “I mean, dumpsters? How lame is
that?”
Buffy scanned the
article, “It doesn’t say dump… oh wait, yeah it does, here at
the end.”
Angel shrugged,
“Logical conclusion since they had to look for the pieces instead of them
just being found around town.”
“All this
talk about dead people’s makin’ me kinda peckish,” Spike
said, trying to turn the topic to something less likely to get him staked.
“Wotcher, got any-”
But
She had done this
for two reasons. One, she wanted to take care of her men. The other, she needed
a few minutes to digest the news.
They had killed
him. Tortured and killed him. Had she really expected any less? After what had
happened? They called the chastity belt too cruel for even them, and
they’d done some horrors in their time. And in retrospect, it really was.
Cruel and inhumane and something no decent man would ask of the one he
supposedly loved.
But was it a
crime punishable by death?
Maybe not by
human laws, but by demon laws, yes, it was. And they were demons, all of them,
even Oz. They hadn’t gone out and killed a human man who had no knowledge
of demonic right and wrong. They’d killed a werewolf, another demon, for
being too malevolent, even by demonic standards.
The microwave
dinged and
As she waited for
the results to appear, she said, “Not as good as wolf, sorry.”
They both looked
at her but said nothing, too afraid they’d blown it completely.
She clicked on
the first link that appeared and it was to a legal database covering demonic
laws. After a few minutes of finding what she sought, and with the results
being what she had suspected they’d be, she added, “Maybe I can
spice that up with a little after dinner witch later on.”
Spike and Angel
gaped and stared at her, then looked up and gaped at each other, then formed
identical demonic smiles.
“You know
what, Paingel? You’re an ass, you’ll always be an ass and
nothin’ you ever do or say will make you not an ass!”
Angel followed
right along. “Look, William! I brought you into this world, I can take
you out. I don’t care if you don’t like the rules, it’s my
house, my mansion and you’ll do as I say!”
It went on as all
of the Scoobies, save
“
She’d
started packing up her computer as soon as Spike had said ‘Paingel’
and was now ready to leave. She didn’t say anything, just tapped Spike on
the arm, pointed to her computer bag and headed out the door. The bickering
continued even as Spike picked up the computer bag and Angel grabbed all their
coats.
“So,
I’m your mate?” she asked them both.
Spike looked down
at his feet, Angel looked up at the sky. “Why do you ask?”
“If another
demon performs cruel or torturous acts against one’s mate, they are honor
bound to perform the Ritual of Sachumaahn. For the ritual, you must drain every
drop of the offender’s blood and then… that part was kinda gross so
I skimmed over it, but then you leave the pieces around as warning to others
that your mate is not to be touched.” She smiled again, “So,
I’m your mate?”
They both nodded.
She looked confused.
“Which one?”
she asked.
“Which one
what?”
“Which one
killed him. It’s the mate who’s supposed to kill the
offender.”
“We both
did,” Angel said, pride evident.
“Oh,”
“Which one
of you
Spike raised a
hand. His right hand as it happened, the one where the weapon he’d used
for said dismemberment resided.
“I love
you, too,” she said, looking into those clear blue eyes. “For
always.”
“Yeah?”
he couldn’t help but ask.
“Yeah,”
she confirmed.
He turned them
until
Spike’s
body squirmed and shuddered, trying to moved imperceptibly closer to his mate.
One of Angel’s hands slid to Willow’s hip the other to the back of
Spike’s head, fingers running through hair that had held him mesmerized
for over a century. He dipped his head and sucked the skin of
As blissful as
this all felt, they needed to get back to the mansion – soon –
before they embarrassed themselves in Giles’ courtyard.
Spike’s
fingers dug into Angel’s backside as Spike moaned into
The mansion could
wait. He dipped his head down once more and this time it was Spike’s skin
he tasted.
Lost as they all
were, none of them saw Xander’s eyes, wide as saucers, staring at them
from the window.
The End