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To Have a Sun
You Must Have A Moon
To Have Peace
You Must Have Understanding
To Have Power
You Must Have Restraint
To Have Honesty
You Must Speak the Truth
To Have Courage
You Must be Afraid to Step Forward
To Have Respect
You Must Have Respect for Others
To Have Humility
You Must See Mankind as he Really Is
To Have Yin
You Must Have Yang
To Have Peace and Happiness Within Yourself
You Must Search to Have all this Inside You
                                                         Mike 2001
Poems and Shit
Those who have
Accept
With
Grace.
Those who have not
Accept
Their
Place.
Those who have
Aren't
All
Bad.
Those who have not
Aren't
All
sad.
Those who have
Achieve
Success
Expected.
Those who have not
Achieve
Success
Respected.
               Billie Burk                               2002


One  day I will try to remember you
And maybe i will smile for a moment
But the smile will fade
As your memory will
And soon I'll be okay
I called him a lyin' bastad
He called me a crazy ass bitch
Now he is gone
But my light still shines on
                                 merry
"All of us get lost in the darkness... dreamers learn to steer by the stars"
'
"Do what you want...Just Don't do it around me"
"You are about as useful as a one-legged man in an arse kicking contest....."
Reality is just a crutch for those who cannot cope with drugs
which is worst....
getting the answer wrong because it seemed to obvious?
or getting the answer wrong because you are just fuckin' stupid?
Beginning Today
Beginning Today I will no longer worry about yesturday.
It is in the past and the past will never change.
Only I can change by choosing to do so.
Beginning today I will no longer worry about tommrow.
Tommrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it.
But I cannot make the most of tommrow without first making the most of today.
Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life.
I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and
I will unselfishly share this gift with others.
Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the
beatten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter.
I will face challenges with courage and determination.
I will over come what barriers there may be which hinder my quest for growth and self-improvement.
Beginning today I will take life one day at a time,
one step at a time.
Discouragemnt will not be allowed to taint my
positive self-image, my desire to succeedor my capacity to love.
Beginning today I walk with renewed faith in human kindness.
Regardless of what has gone before, I believe there is hope for a brighter and better furture.
Beginning today I will open my mind and my heart.
I will welcome new experiences, I will meet new people.
I will not expect perfection from myself nor anyone else: perfection does not exist in an imperfect world.
But I will appuld the attempt to overcome human foibles.
Beginning today I am responsible for my own happiness and I will do things that make me happy...
admire the beautiful wonders of nature, listen to my favorite music, pet a kitten or a puppy, soak in a bubble bath... pleasure can be found in the most simple of gestures.
Beginning today I  will learn something new; I will
try something different; I will savor all the various flavors life has to offer.
I will change what I can and the rest I will let go.
I will strive to become the best me I can possible be.
Beginning today and Everyday.

~Unknow Author
I will give you the moon    If you ask me how
But what will I do    If you ask me Why?
I can not begin
I will not
Succumb
To the deafening roar
That cries
From my soul
To let go
           anon.
leebo is a dislexic agnostic
he is not sure...
that there really is a dog
           Filthy McNasty ain' dead yet
"It is a good rule in life never to apologize. The right sort of people do not want apologies, and the wrong sort take a mean advantage of them"
Me and my husband are getting divorced over religous differences...
He thinks he is god and i don'
i hate myself
nuthin more to say
i hate myself
i hate this fuckin day
                          merry
ecstatic in the body
compassionate in the heart
empty in the mind
blissful in the spirit
Storms of Sadness
Stormy weather coming down
Across the times of change
For all the lives that I have touched
The years were not in vain
As calming as the ocean view
The drops breeze on by
To feel the joy of saying hello
Is worth the pain of saying good-bye
I sit by the window
and listen to the wind chatter
Thinking of all the faces I've seen
Knowing they all still matter
I'll always remember their guiding words
No matter the years, time or space
They'll always be in my heart
Someone, Somewhere, Someplace
                 Christina Letterman
To Have or not Have?
A woman once said a man was like a
deck of playing cards...
A Heart to love him
A Diamond to marry him
A Club to smash his fucking head in ,and...
A Spade to bury his fucking ass
If it is true we are here to help others...then what exactly are them other fucks here for?
There is this man that i admire...
yeah 'kay this man,  i even desire...
this man seems is always there, even when others wouldn' dare...
i do believe he is a true friend who may even care
he listens to all my bitches and gripes, rants and raves...
and 'bout that time he sees that lil' gleem in my eye and knows what i crave...
he does not run, does not hide...
but  gives me  hug and says "gal you know as a friend  i am always by your side"

how hard is it not to  admire, desire this man who sets me on fire?
even though he claims to have no light?

and light or not, how can i loose? right?....aaahhh

I forgot i am a smoker...kinda needs a light sumtimes...
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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