before I got a kiss or a kill
deep on my lips and in my head
and in my heart
I know his name,
but it�s not love
just a wish on my plate
not my needs
you see he filled the glass
moved quickly past how
the liar had made it last
he made me find a new resolve
to ease my pain
and quick my draw
he saw the eyes and thought
them her�s surprised to see
they belonged to me
but boy doesn�t know
he has no patience
and the other one is a hippie
who prefers to sleep
and boy has awakened
my urge to lick
released two of his best
that I wanted to try
I by chance happened upon
the pair
in a two day time frame
making me hot, happy, and soft
but he won�t come near me
and time is wanning
fourteen is long
but those twelve are longer
times seven
when he is back with a past
that I never left
does he hope to forget the image of
sugar on the heel of my hand?
cold bitter liquor on my lips?
so, I am going to steal the
moving of furniture
to be a bit coy
and all that I want is to move it
completely in these 14 that are
fading to two
like I said before, I wanna lick
from the top of your collar
to the tip of your chin
and I bet that he knows
not what I write of
and he thinks me bizarre
and far much too shy
this test I will fail
as I lose my past morals
and won�t heed the future
as I meet the boy�s gaze
I feel the void as my heart
gets an achin�
to be into touching
without the stone
I want sleep tonight as I picture
the merrow
beneath the point to wear
some of my new debts
so my thighs and my neck
are terribly anxious
belief is deliberate
as close as the sun
when it doesn�t come true
I will be watching
all of my writings
become altruistic
for those that come later
and do meet my eyes
as I meet their gaze
please realize
I want up ALL night
and always to eat.
I am talking out loud
my legs won�t stop shaking
I think I will call
and tell him tonight
before he goes
that I want a big piece
that he should give sweet
and he should give right
Oh please don�t worry
for I am prepared
I won�t force it longer beyond the six
but let me seek comfort
once fondly again
please knock me out
so I can sleep.