Date: Fri, 13 Jul 2001 15:22:35 EDT
From: "Brian"
To: [email protected]
Subject: julietpt1


Juliet,

I love you so much; I wish you could realize what you mean to me. There is not a day that goes by that I don�t thank God for what he has blessed me with. He hears your name so much he probably wishes I�d shut up�but it�s for good reason. Back on July 19 he gave me a gift, a whole new outlook on life and my future. When I first layed eyes on you I decide to walk towards the bright white light that engulfed you, little did I know that the glow I seen was being projected by an angel on earth. Like on the X-Files I found a heavenly body, except mine has a name and I love her very much.

I was once told the greatest gifts in life don�t cost tons of money but require a lot of love, care, and work. Making things work between us sure requires all those things, it�s when I start to slack that we fall apart then I have to work myself dead to get things healthy again. I have to admit one thing; it is well worth all the great things that come from it. The smiles, the laughs, the good times we share�just having someone who loves and cares about me as much as you do makes it all worth the work and time it requires. Nothing in this world could ever replace all the great things you bring into my life.

It�s not just the good times that make it worth it, it's being able to hold and comfort you when things aren�t great. The feel of your tears, as they soak through my shirt, makes it worth it�brings a real warmness to my heart and that is when the light goes on that I�m doing not only what a b/f should do, but what God asks of us. I know you don�t see me as spiritual and all, and my beliefs are messed up according to you; please believe me when I say deep down inside me I am a very spiritual person, but mine is not worn on my sleeve or in my online nicknames, but it is displayed and utilized in my heart�just the same as my intellect.

To be continued�