I'm worried about Nick. I wish I could figure out how to get him to talk to me. I actually asked Alex, but, I don't know, I get the feeling that she doesn't like Nick too much. She brushed me off, saying that if Nick wanted us to know what was wrong with him, he could always tell us. Not like her at all.
I wish I knew how to reach him. I get the feeling that something is going on with him, and that if he doesn't talk soon, he's going to do something bad. But what? Am I reading stuff into the situation? imagining something that's not really there? Very possibly.
Truth be told, I've always been attracted to the troubled type, and Nick, well, you don't get more troubled than him. He's so close to snapping right now. I wish Derek could see that. Maybe then he wouldn't ride him so hard. Or at least ease off on him for a few days.
The thing that worries me, is that, although I see how close he is to breaking
point, I know that it wouldn't take much from him at all to get me very interested. A
smile, maybe. But he doesn't smile often.
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