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There was a time in my life when I thought suicide was the only way out.
It's not. There is help out there. Whether it be suicide or abuse, there is help.
For Suicide & Emotional Crisis
You've tried your best
To break down these walls
But I've built them strong
You stood here waiting
I told you I've been hurt
You said I wasn't alone
I kept things to myself
And I turned to stone
All it would've taken
Was one kind word
Pain became a burden
Tears overflowed
Snakes writhed through my heart
My soul was in despair
My spirit cried for release
But non was to behold
Life was eternal misery
But now... my heart is pure black stone
You brought pain and grief
You took away all I believed
You stole my eyes
So I could not see
All the pain you brought to me
You cut out my tongue
So I could not speak
The awful truth I knew
You punctured my ears
So I could not hear
All the words you said to me
You broke my legs
So I could not run
From all the hell you wrought just to have your fun
The shine of the blade
The sharp edge biting into my skin
Feeling nothing but cold blood
Running down my hands
Thoughts in my head
As to how soon it will end
The feelings get worse
As the darkness sinks into my mind
Eyes open, yet see nothing
Except for the glimpse
Of ever-lasting peace
There is no life for me without you
You made happiness exist in my world again
But now since I lost you
I'd rather be dead
There is nothing here
Just like life... nothing
You hid it well from me
You lived like there was no tomorrow
Took life into your own hands
You stared Death right in the eyes, and laughed
Nothing brought you down
I envied your energy, your love for life
Your strength to look passed what you had
Even when you laid in your bed, weak
You were still the same lively person
My best friend, our brother in some hearts
The sickness took your life
No on shed a tear, because you were still there
Inside everyone's soul
Dedicated to everyone who has suffered loss
Pain became a burden
Tears overflowed
Snakes writhed through the heart
The soul was in despair
The spirit cried for release
But non was to behold
Life was eternal misery
But now... sweet deadly escape
She sat in the quiet corner
Hiding from the dark man
Tears running down her bruised face
Blood trickling down her legs
The yelling and fighting flashing in her mind
Crying out for help
But no one listened
Fists flying at her
No time to react
Blood flew from her torn lips
As she hit the floor
His hands stained with blood
She wished she could just end her life
The enemy pursues me
He crushes me to the ground
He makes me dwell in darkness
Like those long since dead
So my spirit grows faint within me
They will tear me like a lion and rip me to pieces
With no one to rescue me
I sit here in these four walls
The same four walls I learned evil
Does life hold anything for this twisted soul?
Thoughts of gruesome horror plague my mind
Why do I see those ungodly pictures?
It is because there is no life left?
Or is it the evil I possess inside me?
Visions of flames and skeletons play before me
What do they mean?
It's simple really
Those who have walked the crooked path
Will soon find their destiny
Many will see, many will pray
Others will not know the price fools must pay
But be patient and the true horror will begin
Into the darkness we fell
The light brought pain and fear
The dark brings happiness and peace
I believed in things alive
Now I believe in death and self-inflictions
It's been years since that day
Everyday I think of how I could've changed it
But then I face reality
I can't change it; there's nothing I can do to erase it
I've spent four years trying to avoid it
But now I've found the way to deal with it
I needed to be beside you
To hold you in my arms
You'll forever be in my heart
Eternity you will be
I always thought I'd be yours
I tried and tried
To find you
But you were too far away
If I had one wish
My wish would be this
That I could go back in time
To change what was wrong
And make it right
I miss everything about you
Your eyes, your lips, your touch
You were my dream come true
But like all my dreams
They turn to nightmares
God, how I miss you
I've never regretted anything I've done
'Till now
I was so wrong
For treating you the way I did
There is so much n my mind
I didn't know what to do
If I could do it all again
I'd never treat you the way I did
I'm sorry for the pain I caused you
When I close my eyes
I think of how we used to be
That's when I realize
Just how much you mean to me
One more chance is all it will take
To change what's wrong and make it right
How heartless I was to play you like a fool
When I need you in my life
Life isn't worth anything to me
It's filled with lies, hate and betrayal
Who do I continue on like this?
Boyfriend's came and went
I keep falling into oblivion
There's so much I want
But it doesn't want me
Why should I be putting up with any of this?
Words of comfort
Spoken in design
Turn cruel, unkind
You have your ready treasures of sin
And it all begins
With an innocent smile
She reached the final point
The last step
The shine of the blade
The feel of the metal brighter into her flesh
Thoughts rushed through her mind
Cold blood running down her hand
She opened her eyes one last time
And realized she was alone
Many times I've found myself wanting to give up
Throw all the things I've learned and worked so hard for away
Not caring about the wonderful things to come
Not caring about anyone, anything, and especially myself
I gave up on some of those who cared about me most
She thought she deserved the tears and the pain
For what she did to make him angry
Cuts and bruises covered her entire body
Tears running down her blood-stained cheeks
He left her to die in her own warm blood
She tried so hard to cry out, but the pain was too intense
She died not knowing there was a world without abuse
The look in their eyes
Their words echo more lies
My fears, cold tears fall
More plans, blood-stained hands
My life behind a wall
Why didn't I see
He never cared about me
He ignored what I had to say
Talked over me like I wasn't there
We were enemies when no one was around
And friends when we were with others
He did what he wanted
If he didn't get his way
It ended with blood
Her hand wrapped around the gun
Thoughts rushed through her broken mind
Pointing the barrel to her temple
Thinking whether or not to pull the trigger
She wanted death so much
Just to escape the frustration
She didn't care who she hurt
The ultimate revenge
How sweet it would be
The look on their faces
But not able to see
She pulled the trigger
And kissed life away
I once was alone
Sitting in darkness
Coldness all around
All that could be heard was silence
Pain and sorrow are my life
What reason do I have to continue?
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