| i'm a wall flower cuz it's easier to fade into the shadows than to fall down the tall towers of expectations conversations realizations that I'm not who they think I am but then I don't even know who I am so how do I tell them the disappoitment I feel towards myself and the fact that I will never live up to my own standards and if I'm not satisfied with me how can anyone else be anything but uncertain of me? I haven't the talent for certainty I change with every breath I take move I make hips that shake with confidence to hide the shudders inside |