You always ignore me.
I'm nothing to you
I'm invisible to you
Now it's my turn
The tables have turned
I've blocked you out
I ignore you.
You laugh at me
You laugh about me
You laugh with your idiotic friends
It's not fucking funny
I can't take this torment anymore
Why do you laugh at me?
Why haven't I stopped you?
Stop acting like you care
I hate your fake sympathy.
I turn away
So you don't see the tears
You make me show weakness
But the rage makes me stronger
I can't help but cry
It's not me that crys
The rage crys.
My emotional stress is too high
Physical pain makes me feel alive
Emotional pain makes me cry
Why?
I wish I knew so I could stop this torture.
They ignore me
They all ignore me
They laugh at me
They all laugh at me
It makes me cry in shame.....
and self-pity.
Barbie Marsh