people say life isnt all that bad
they say be happy and glad
but i am not
this is not
life is full of hell and dispare
but way would any one care
about me and my way
what they all say
times pass i get weaker
suicide feals more and more
my soul is all sore
no fealing in my love
i keep the anger built within
i feal as if i need to sin
when will i get my share
this is not fare
but i cant stand it
being around all the people
all the one's that love
but i know they dont care
but do i dare
to try to take my life for once
fate has brought me to this
but when they break my heart
my life spins in a dart
for no reason shall i live
i will not give
houseing all this despret anger
always deprest
no fealing of being happy
my life is pretty crapy
i try to not to be noticed
but they all hate me
i will never be
the one i always wanted to be
im in a trance of twizted fate of being deprest
so much cant help
not even meds can cure
not even my soul is pure
i want to know but the answer far away
and im stuck here at bay
i will not give in to love
it is my duty to stay away from love
but when the time comes...i will regret what i will become...

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