when you walked into my life
i knew nothing would ever be the same
the moment i saw you
my heart stopped
i fell in love with you
we were together
for 11 months
the best 11 months of my life
so i thought
everything started to fall apart
every conversation turned into an argument
neither of us was happy
i could tell
but i didnt want to leave you
i held on for so long
enduring the shit that we went through
until finally i couldnt take it anymore
this needed to stop
and stop now
if i had went on like this i would have done the unthinkable
i would have ended my own life
how stupid would that have been
killing myself over something so petty as love
what the fuck does that word mean?!
in my experiences
love = pain
love = hate
love is not real
©2001 Mark Ryan Majewski