paranoia's taking over
my vision has become a blur
how could I have made
such a big mistake?
what was I thinking?
now my life is
dangling by a string
I made the sacrifice
now I must pay the price
I'm cutting my life short
each time I light up
each time I get high
I know I'm gonna die
maybe not right away
but one day soon
How could I have been so blind
as not to see that
this shit is killing me
The addictions too hard to break
my life is spiraling out of control
this all need's to end
before I do
© 2001 Mark Ryan Majewski