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THE SUDDEN GIFT

Majestic, big grey-white seagull
flies in the wind
Impressive and peaceful
the gliding wings
No more silence but sounds like
a silent scream from the sky
I wish you, my seagull,
to fly with me
come here and fly.

My thougths want to join,
become a part
whileI touch you bird gently
feel your heart
My heart and soul, united
with my bird of the sea
Understand at that very moment
the way to fly free.

The wind is softly blowing
caressing my soul
I'm not worrying anymore now
about reaching my goal.
My whole me brightens
in intense delight
I feel relieved and cherished
so thankful for this night.

The flying seagull in one same rythm
a rythm with me
what a treasure to know forever
the meaning to fly free.
I reach for the sky imagining
my wings can reach
eternity if I choose to, but I know
I'll have another choice
for at that moment in time
I hear a whispering voice
that I also will be able
to always
return to the beach....

Lya
YOUR CHOICE

A giant storm got up in my heart
it's turning and tearing me apart
wounded I feel, really hurt
like a newborn fallen little bird.

From blue skies it slowly turns grey
during those moments I see
very clear all my pain inside of me
and please to be saved I pray.

Looking for answers
wait for the truth
longing for understanding
I'm searching for you.

In total darkness now appears a star
would it be shining for me?
though seeming so near it's really far
I wait for some answers to be.

Know that you will not be with me
for you do not deserve all my pains
it's hard to stay here so you may see
that all I can give you are chains.

Hurry, spread your wings, fly away
I never can fulfil your dreams
but if you change your mind one day
I'll be there, like a desert's stream.

Now bye my love one, look for it all
remember that wherever you go
whatever you're doing or might feel
I'm waiting right here for you,
just call....

Lya
TOGETHER

When I sleep it hurts that I'm seeing your face
I can't pretend it might help in some way at all
I wish you would have in my world your own place
for I still want only you to catch me if I fall.

As I saw you, you being my friend I wanted to get
something special you had that attracted me to you
and when I look back at the first time we met
I remember the way you smiled to me was so new.

Some years passed by that we were together
I still don't know what changed in what used to be
I surely did never want you to leave me ever
I might not have tried as hard; too blind to see.

We walked for endless hours, we never did fight
but it didn't bring us more near as it should
We even got scared to stand each others' sight
it ended this way and we never even understood.

But I tell you honestly how much you meant to me
Maybe many years from now, looking back at it all
we certainly will be much wiser and able to see
our love survived the test of time as we both will recall.

Lya
STORY OF MY LIFE

When I turn back all the pages
of my life through all the stages
it's been you through all the
changes I've been through
It was always you being there
to make me strong
and helping me
to hold on
Through it all it was your love
that got me through the night
Through your eyes I can see
the mirror of my soul.

You are the story of my life
you're the one that got me
through the night
You've been right here
by my side
when I needed you, you
were there to make it right
If I wrote a book you would be
in every line, for all the time
You are the story
of my life.

When I think about tomorrow
there will be joy
and also sorrow
but I know that I will follow you
cause I'm lost
without your love
I'll be there when you need me
like the very air that you're
breathing
You're my blood
all my love.

Lya
YESTERDAY, TODAY AND TOMORROW

There are two days in every week
about which we should not worry,
two days which should be kept
form fear and apprehension.

One of these days is Yesterday
with its mistakes and cares
its faults and blunders,
its aches and pains.
Yesterday has passed forever
beyond our control.

All the money in the world
cannot bring back Yesterday.
We cannot undo a single act
we performed; we cannot erase
a single word we said.
Yesterday is gone.

The other day we should not worry
about is Tomorrow with its possible
adversities, its burdens,
its large promise and poor performance.
Tomorrow is also beyong our
immediate control.

Tomorrow's sun will rise, either
in splendor or behind a mask of clouds,
but it will rise.
Until it does, we have no stake
in Tomorrow, for it as yet unborn.

This leaves only one day: Today
Any man can fight the battles of
just one day.
It is only when you and I add
the burdens of those two awful
eternities: Yesterday and Tomorrow
that we break down.

It is not the experience of Today
that drives men mad
It's remorse or bitterness
for something which happened
Yesterday and the dread of what
Tomorrow may bring.
Let us, therefore, live
but one day
at a time...
THINKING OF YOU

"When I open my eyes
to see the sun rise
I think of you.
When I hear a robin sing
on the first day of spring
I think of you.
When I see a red rose
on the bush where it grows
I think of you.
When I feel the summer heat
on the sand beneath my feet
I think of you.
When I see the colored leaves
fall to the ground from a breeze
I think of you
When I look to the night sky
see the sparkle like in your eyes
I think of you.
When the snow is coming down
to softly blanket the ground
I think of you.
When I go to bed at night
as I turn out the light
I think of you.
When I'm old and near death
and I draw my last breath,
I'll think of you...

Lya
A SMILE

A smile costs nothing, but gives much
It enriches those who give it,
it takes but a moment
but the memory of it
sometimes lasts forever.
None is so rich or might that
he can get along with it
and none is so poor that he cannot
be made richer by it.
A smile creates happiness
in the home.
Yet it cannot be bought, begged
or stolen
for it is something that is of no
value to anyone
until it's given away
When people are too tired
to give you a smile
give them one of yours.
No one needs a smile so much
as he who has none to give...

Lya
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