NOTHING WITHOUT YOU
CHAPTER 8
*Note* this chapter deals with graphic suicide:
Out of this misery.......please let me die!I need to die.My numb hands grab the side of the crub tightly,dragging by body roughly across the wet cement. The cold cement scraped against my body roughly. I need to die.I need out.Why was God puinshing me like this.Why! Tears stream down my face.I need to die.I can't go on without him.I can't. Blood.My stomach is scraped with blood as I run across a piece of glass. This is my way out. Out of this world. My hand grasps tightly onto the piece of glass,making the peice of glass cut deeply into my hand. Red blood flows from my hand. I take the piece of glass,my hands shaky with fear. I gently run the glass across my wrists,over and over. As anger raises up inside of me,my cuts get deeper and harder. I want to die. Right here in this cold dark night, There is no one to stop me. I should die. What kind of friend am I, I ran out on my bestfriend,when he is dying.Tears took over me. Blood stained my clothes.The piece of glass dropped from my hand,put my hands around myself.I hugged myslef as the tears fell from my eyes.Just let me die,please......
