You know it's true,when you're about to die, life flashes before your eyes, to the first time I sang in front of my mother, to looking at my brother and sisters the first time, to my first kiss, to hearing my name screamed the frist time, to looking into the eyes of four men that changed my life. And last but not least, to looking into the eyes of my wife while she died in my arms. I'm getting closer. All my happiness is gone. I loved her, everything about her made me smile. The way a lock of hair always fell into her eyes, the way she always bit her bottom lip when she was nervous. I'm getting closer and closer. All I have now are the memories to live with. She's gone, out of this world without me. But not for long.
Couple more steps,then I leave this world behind. Leave my family,friends, leave fame, everything. The thought of causing my family pain ,my leaving hurts, but I can't go on with life,without her. Why? Why did God tear her away from me. We were going to grow old together, have kids, be happy,heathly. Why? She left me. Why? I thought I could do it. But I need her. Need to wake up every morning with my arms around her, need to hear her laugh everyday. My heart is pounding,as I get closer, tears streaming down my face not caring to wipe them away. I yearn to be with her again, to see her beautiful face, to feel her soft lips against mine again.
Here I stand. One step away from the end of life. Tears of pain, sadness, anger I have shed. No more will I cry, no more will I hate, no more will I be in pain. I'm gone.
