I make you cry
I take away your pain
I always make you smile
You say how I brighten your day
You say that I've made you change
You say how much I am to you
You say how special I am
You feel everything I've wanted to feel
You feel this way because of me
You feel I should be happy, overjoyed, and carefree
Yet you can't make me feel like anything but shit
I put on a grin because you hate my frown
I insult my body because you laugh at it
I ignore my needs to attend to you
I ignored myself because I loved you