Where is there a love for me
My life pours out into the ground
Because my soul feels the need to bleed
and it would seem no one else is around
I prayed for some light in my life
Hoping I would enjoy the night in bed
However, I only found my fated strife
And I only hope that I'll soon be dead
I really thought that some gave a damn
I really thought that I knew them well
I only found they couldn't care less if I was a lamb
It seems they only had me in their spell
The only way to go is quickly
The only time to care is never
There's no such thing as loving truly
You'll soon find they didn't care, ever
No matter how good you are, you weren't enough
No matter how much you were, you're worthless
Things were not meant to be. Life's unfair, tough
You're not worth the effort, you're hopeless
I wondered if what they said was true
I hear I'm funny, smart, cute, and fine
But believing it only makes me blue
In reality I'm boring, dull, ugly, and dying
Only reason why I'm alive on the outside
Almost is a curse in disguise
Is a unstable balance of power on the inside
And it makes me feel what I don't want to realize
May you find your blessings of so few
Because I can find many reasons to complain
People will only give you so little to chew
I only wish they'd lay down the hatchet and put out the flame