Chappie 42- Flying Motorcycles at the Astronomy Tower

 

“It’s done! It’s beautiful!” James exclaimed a couple months later.  It was now November.  Sirius’ bike had been delivered to Hogwarts and he was constantly busied in the dorm with enchanting it properly.  James however, was busy working on the newly named “Marauder’s Map” with Lily.  Lily decided to help them with the charms on the map, but didn’t want to have her name on the map at all.  No thanks, James…I don’t think I’ll ever get Head Girl if I’m associated with something this illegal was her response.

Remus was busy in the library with Peter, researching Animagi and how it worked.  He honestly didn’t want to put his amazing friends in such a position, deliberately asking them to do something illegal, painful, and difficult just for him.  But Avia’s whining and fussing was getting incessant, so he promised he would research it.  His mind continued to drift to that mental picture of being able to be with his friends at all times of the month…roaming around Hogwarts grounds together, sneaking out to the Forbidden Forest… Remus couldn’t help but wish…if only they really were there, it would make the transformations easier…less painful.  He bounced the idea off of the Marauders a couple days after Avia came up with it, and they were all very enthusiastic and ready to help.  But it didn’t make him feel any less guilty for putting them in such a position.

But back to James and Lily.  They were in the Hogwarts common room, very excited because they had finally finished their long project.  Lily had helped with charms, but all the Marauders were consulted for ideas and insults to add to the map.  All the Marauders were very enthusiastic about the masterpiece of a map, now they could know exactly where Filch was at all times! They wouldn’t have another *cough* episode like last year, when Sirius and his big boots knocked over several coats of armor, and Remus and Siri had to sprint all the way back to the Tower.

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Emia was getting very lonely in the 5th year Girls’ Dorm.  She had tried so many things to avoid the incessant boredom she was going through.  Avia was off with Remus somewhere, and Lily and James were down in the common room working on that map.  Emia was bored…so bored.  She wanted to know where Sirius was, if only just to meaninglessly flirt with him a bit.  Emia was really getting a kick out of teasing Sirius, she knew he was crazy about her, and she certainly liked him, but she didn’t want him to think that getting a relationship with her again would be that easy.  However, lately, Sirius hadn’t been around to tease.  Emia didn’t know where he went during those long hours she spent alone in her dorm, doing homework, counting the stars in the sky, writing endlessly in her journal, drawing, doing whatever was necessary to keep from being bored to death.  Emia hated to admit it, self-righteous as she was, but she really missed the guy.

Emia was currently laying down on her bed, staring at the ceiling.  Classes were over for the day, and the weekend sprawled out ahead of Emia, listless, boring, and monotonous, just as always.  It was a dull, rainy Friday, and Emia didn’t know what to do.  She didn’t want to sleep yet, it was only four in the afternoon, but she didn’t know what else she should do.   Her homework for the whole weekend was, pathetically enough, already done.  Is this what depression feels like? Emia couldn’t help but wonder that thought as she stared off into space.

Emia really missed all the time that Lily, Avie and her had always spent together.  Now all Emia felt like was the third wheel, because Avie and Lil never went anywhere without their boyfriends.  The only time they ever really saw each other was when they went to sleep in their dorm.  Last year, they had learned to balance the world of boyfriends with the world of best friends, but now that whole balance had gone askew.  She was lonely, and mentally berating herself for not giving Sirius a chance by now.   Though she enjoyed seeing him so desperate to be with her, she really did feel lonely, and she really wanted to be with him.  It was all so frustrating for Emia these days. 

Soon there was a knock on the dorm door.  Emia was in pajamas already, but didn’t really care, she didn’t mind answering the door in them.  “Just a sec!” she called, as she got up from her four-poster.

“Alright,” said the voice on the other side.

Emia went to the door, and swung it open wide.  “Sirius!  I mean, hi.”

Sirius smiled at her, he was well aware that she was quite bored and depressed, that was why he came over here in the first place.

“Nice pajamas, Em,” he said with a wink.

“Yeah, yeah…was there a reason you came over, or do you enjoy randomly insulting my sleepwear?” she said with a smirk.

“I do enjoy randomly insulting your sleepwear, but yes, there was a reason I came.  I have something to show you,” Sirius said with a gleam in his eye.

“Oh?  Should I get dressed?”

“No, no, you’re fine the way you are,” Sirius said with a smile, leading her out of the dormitory.

Emia’s mind was racing.  Did he actually enchant that bike? Is that what he’s showing me? I wonder what it is…

Sirius’ mind was racing as well, but his thoughts were a little different. I really hope she likes it…I worked so hard on it…

Sirius continued walking…step by step, and then he found himself at the door to the boys’ dorm.  He had changed it a little, in honor of becoming 5th years.  The traditional Marauder poem was still there, but Sirius had revamped the color of the door.  Now it was an electric blue, but nobody really cared.  Everyone was used to Sirius’ antics by now.

Sirius opened the door, and paused to let Emia go through first.  She gasped.

Seated placidly next to Sirius’ four-poster was a shiny, brand-new, blue motorbike.  “Wow, Siri, it’s beautiful…” Emia said, her voice trailing off. 

“So you like it?” Sirius asked nervously.

“Yeah, I definitely do.”

“Do you want to go for a ride?” he asked Emie, still a bit nervous. Sirius wasn’t sure how Emia would act.  Did she hate him? Did she want to be with him? With all of her teasing and odd flirting, it was difficult for him to tell what she was actually feeling for him. 

“Sure,” she said with a smile.

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Sirius “borrowed” James’ invisibility cloak to ensure that nobody would discover he and Emia’s little secret.  And it stayed their secret.  For weeks after Sirius finally got it working and presented it to Emia, they would just go on aimless rides around the grounds.  Most of the time Sirius drove, but he did teach Emia how to drive the bike, and she greatly enjoyed it.  Neither one was really sure what they were anymore.  They were very close, because on their rides they had plenty of time to talk and listen to each other’s problems.  Yet, the most pressing problem for both of them was the one neither had the courage to bring up.  What WERE they?

Sirius, after all, had gotten her the bike.  She loved it, and they went for rides together.  But that night in the common room on the first night of the term, she had said that if he got her the bike, then the long kiss she had given him would just be a preview.

After three weeks of wondering, Emia drove Sirius up to the Astronomy Tower.  “What are we doing here?” Sirius asked seductively.

“I needed to talk to you,” Emie answered evenly, sitting cross-legged on the floor.

Sirius sat down across from her, and asked, “What is it, hon?”

Emia looked down at the floor for a bit, then back up at Sirius, then down at the floor, and asked, “What are we, Siri?”

Sirius’ whole mood changed.  He went from concerned and parental to nervous and stuttering.  “U-uh, I d-don’t k-know, E-Emie…”

“Fine…what do you want us to be?”

“E-Emie, you k-know what I w-want… b-but, what do y-you want?”

Emia looked thoughtful and a bit confused.  “I guess…I don’t know.  I like you Siri, I just don’t know if I’m really…ready for another relationship yet.”

Sirius looked at her with warmth in his eyes.  “I’m glad you told me how you feel…I wish you were ready for a relationship, though.”

Emia looked down at the floor.  “Me too.”

Emia looked up and Sirius’ caring eyes were staring at her through a mess of dark brown hair.  Ah, how the tables have turned, she thought to herself bitterly. Just last year he was the one unsure about starting a relationship with me, and now I can’t get up the guts to start another one with him…but oh how I want to.   Sirius’ caring chocolate eyes always captured Emia.  They were deep and showed all of his emotions.  Right now they were light and glazed, giving off the fact that he was a bit sad, yet still happy at the same time.  Emia felt like she was being sucked in to those amazing brown orbs as she continued staring at Sirius.  If you break eye contact now, you’re never going to have another chance, said a voice in the back of her head.  But she didn’t break eye contact.  Her caramel eyes fixed unwaveringly upon his, and she felt herself scoot closer to him on the floor.  She wrapped an arm around his neck, and kissed him, kissed him until he was almost dizzy.  Sirius didn’t know what to think. So many thoughts were going through his head as he wrapped a strong arm around her waist.  Emia’s so beautiful, I don’t deserve another chance- I guess this means she liked the motorcycle- what the hell are we NOW? But as Emia continued to kiss him…melting into that embrace, his mind felt…clear.  Everything began to clear up; all his problems seemed to float away.

Sirius wished he could just stay that way, with Emia, forever.

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