The Affairs of Princes explained (sort of) Madeleine L'Engle is an awesome writer. One of her most heart-wrenching characters is Vickie, a young poet who feels very strongly for other people and has a certain knack for getting them to feel for her in return. In "Troubling a Star", Vickie gets the chance to visit Antarctica to see her not-quite-boyfriend Adam, a biology student who is studying there. But Adam is actually involved in some pretty dangerous politics, and one thing leads to another, until Vickie witnesses a prince who is courting her shoot a man in her defense. The problem is, the man he shot was also a friend of Vickie's- and he wasn't actually threatening her (though his superior officer certainly was). Vickie was, understandably, distraught. She wrote a poem for the man who was killed. Otto, the prince, then asks half-jokingly (but rather sadly- he feels really bad about killing and about almost being duped into helping the other side) if Vickie could "write a lament for the killer." There isn't one in the book, so I took the form of the poem for the dead boy and wrote one. Sometimes we forget that there are at least two broken people after every moment of violence- the victim and the perpetrator (not to mention the loved ones of both). Otto was a fool, but aren't we all at some point? And he really didn't know. So perhaps he grew up a little, and learned things that a prince should know, but one has to wonder occassionally if that should be necessary. Is innocence really such a bad thing?