Wondering whether or not I�m making the same mistake again/Because, hey, that�s likely with me/And yet/Feeling happier than I have been for a year/Having so much fun when I�m around him/And even the awkward silences are okay/Things are bearable because I know he understands/Things are bearable because I know I�m not crazy/Know this world could be right/Loving being around him/But damn sure it won�t last/It never has, think about it;/My history in this subject has been a line of failures and D�s/Can�t get over the fact that I�ve fallen again/Can�t get over you, no matter that I try/Knowing that the two of us are different enough/For it to make a difference/Along the roads of our futures/And I want you to be with me/But I know you wouldn�t put up with it/I know you don�t really hear what/I�d say/And you wouldn�t understand/What it would mean to me/Can�t give myself up/For a future of one year/Just can�t do it.