i remember it as if was yesterday, when i met you for the first time, and when you and i became a couple...
many things have happend since that, both good and bad, both happy and sad, but we always have beaten those bad things together, never leaving ourselves down...
you are the person who brings joy to my life, i hope i can repair you by the same way... 
bringing happiness to your wounded heart, you have trusted me to do that... 
which i will try with all my heart not to fail...
even though sometimes it seems that i have failed and made you feel sad or mad, you never get mad or even angry... 
always forgiving me and giving me your love, i feel so lucky of having you within my heart... as i am in yours...
but even though things have happend... 
you are still there at my side without asking nothing from me but love... 
which i will happily give you, without a limit... 
you say i bring you joy to your soul which i truly believe because it comes from your heart, i'm happy i'm not the only one who receives love and happiness...
i wonder what would happen to me if... no... i prefer not... thinking about it, i hope i never fail you that bad make you start to unstrust me... 
even though i've already failed you sometimes... and that one... which i guess i won't forgive myself ever... 
but you didn't mind that and kept loving and caring about me... you are a heavens gift for this sinner soul...
even though you actually get mad at me sometimes but it's because i over worry too often... 
i wish i could change that but you don't care if i get like that, you only get mad at the moment i do not deserve such kindness... 
that kindness that comes from your heart your wounded heart by the mist of the past... which i promise i won't be part of that mist...

whatever happends...

our souls will be together...

forever...

I PROMISE...

all what i can say now is... i love you Katrin and... goodbye...