Questionable Morality - Chapter 15 Questionable Morality


Chapter Fifteen


Her lover was gone by the time she woke, her headache small comparable to the hunger that churned in her stomach. Hoshi skipped a shower and pulled her jumpsuit on, hitting the exit button and coming to a dead stop as she ran in to a wall of flesh.

"Excuse me, ma'am, but Captain Reed has requested you stay in his quarters for the time being. There is a matter of security, and he left strict instructions not to let you pass," a nervous ensign said and tried to guide her out of the hall and back into his quarters.

"What matter of security, ensign? I'm hungry and �" She was tired of the cat and mouse game.

"I can send for something from the galley, if you wish?" replied the ensign in an attempt to assuage her rising temper.

Hoshi looked from the ensign to another ensign and knew she would be unable to slip past them. "Fine." She raised her hands up and backed into his quarters, furious with Reed and wanting to throttle him. That would just have to wait for later.

--

"Tell me what you know about Captain Sato."

He was right in the middle of a hot dream, which included a certain petite armory officer and he was still half aroused. Finding Captain Reed at his door fully doused the arousal and Travis snapped to attention, shaking the last of the sleep from his mind. "W-What's wrong?" he asked and moved aside, letting Reed into his quarters.

"The tattoo�" Reed started. "Is it possible you're wrong?"

Travis straightened at his question. He had guessed by the way Hoshi talked about Reed, they had become lovers. Obviously, he had seen the tattoo � the mark that was branded into her at birth. "You've seen her tattoo." It was more statement then question.

Reed nodded.

"Her family runs the house on Earth. I thought it was a coincidence at first, but it isn't." Travis pulled a shirt roughly over his head. "I know she isn't one of them. She�"

"How do you know?" questioned Reed, still unsure as to what to believe, yet hoping for the best.

"I asked her about it. She doesn't remember it. All she'll say about her family is that she doesn't have one," Travis pulled up the information he had on the Sato clan and transferred to a PADD, handing it to him. "I know her, Captain. Archer tried to ransom her to her family and as far as they are concerned, their daughter died years ago."

Reed looked at the family portrait, the little girl with the raven pigtails smiling sadly back at him.

"There's only one way to leave the syndicate � dead," Travis pulled up some additional information. "My bet is that she already has a hit on her head. Her family wasn't very happy with her departure from them. I suspect Archer's death was no accident, either and �"

"Has there been an autopsy performed?" Reed half listened and continued flipping through the pictures of his lover's history, his emotions over the information mixed at best. On one hand he was relieved and his love and trust in her replenished. On the other hand, a sense of dread stirred inside him.

"The chief medical officer, who just so happened administered the fatal dose of some sort of truth serum, already signed off on it." Travis didn't know why, but something had been gnawing at him ever since Archer's death. It was just too convenient.

"What's your plan?"

"I'm going to get some scans of Archer and take them to Phlox," stated Travis.

"Phlox?" Reed asked.

"He was the physician on board Enterprise," Travis explained. "He's been released on his own recognizance but was transferred to the Kennedy for his own safety."

Reed nodded his head in understanding, acknowledging the doctor's fate. He couldn't remain on Enterprise, her new crew wouldn't hear of it.

--

Lita stared out the window and took small comfort in the sight before her. The bench was hardly comfortable but the view was amazing. She could hardly call the aft observation lounge a room. It was more a hole in the wall that just so happened to be set apart from the hall by a door. The eerie blue glow of the warp nacelles and the feel of the warp vibrations around her drew her attention. Her stomach had finally settled down, but her emotions were raw and hurting.

She had always been a free spirit and had looked for her next thrill around the corner, but she found her freedom empty now. She had been part of the Celestial for five years. It was her home and now it was gone. Suddenly her freedom didn't really feel that liberating.

"There you are?" her lover's Southern drawl broke through her thoughts. "I had to get my head of security to do an internal sweep and pinpoint all life signs aboard the ship in order to find ya. Don't ask me how, but I knew yours would be the furthest away from anybody else, darlin'. How ya doin'?"

She pulled away from his touch when he tried to kiss her cheek. "How do you think I'm doing?" she spat. "My friends are dead and my home is gone. My life just took a turn that I never imagined possible. My captain is wallowing in self-pity and she discharged me. So, now I don't even have a god damn job, anymore. Do you have any idea how difficult it is for a woman to obtain a commission on a cargo ship? I guess I'll just have to start fresh and call in some old markers. Last I hear there was a spot open on Orion for�"

"You could always stay here," Trip said softly and placed a hand on her shoulder.

She looked at him as though he had said something strange. "And do what? Warm the captain's bed every night?"

Trip was unprepared for the venom in her voice, but knew he deserved it. His comment did offer little more than a place in his bed. "My chief engineer died in the escape attempt. Lt. Hess is very capable, but there's room on the engineering team � and �" He was having a hard time getting his thoughts together. He wanted her to stay. He wanted her in his bed.

Lita turned away from him. "N-no thanks, Tucker." Her nostrils flared and she shook her head. "I'm not Starfleet material and that seems like an awful long stretch to commit for routine piece of ass."

That was the second time she had degraded their relationship and it was pissing him off. "Yeah, you're right. Fraternization regs would get in the way of my routine piece of ass," he smiled and reached for her, his hands pulling on her clothing roughly. He was going to show her routine.

She gasped as his tongue invaded her mouth and his fingers pinched her nipples. His call was simple and she answered it wholeheartedly, unable to refuse him. The air hitting her skin as he divested her of the last of her clothing, made her wet and ready.

He slid his fingers between her legs and between her slick folds, stroking her into a frenzy. "First off," he broke their kiss on a rush of breath, "You're anything but routine."

Lita heard him through the haze and rotated her hips in sync with his fingers.

"Secondly, you're not a piece of ass," he hissed against her lips and sucked her bottom lip between his.

Lita jerked in his arms, as he held her to him, begging him to take her then and there.

"Thirdly," he moaned and bit her ear lobe. "I love you � "

Her release was quick and short and she pressed up against him wanting more, yet he pulled away from her and started dressing her.

"Come with me, Li Li," he requested and grasped her hand.

--

Hoshi stared at the door, daring it to open and washing down her crepe with the last of her orange juice. At least they had brought her some food. Her temper was frayed and volatile and she didn't know what she was going to do when Malcolm got back. Part of her wanted to kick his ass and the other part wanted to fuck him raw. Damn the attraction! Damn her weakness toward him and damn him! Who the hell did he think he was? This is the kind of behavior she had run away from. This was something her father would have done � locked her in her room until she begged him for forgiveness.

Those were long weeks, filled with starvation and frequent beatings � verbal and physical. Her father had always resented her. She wasn't the right sex. How could he possibly entrust his vast empire into the hands of a woman? He was a man of pride and honor, unwilling to use the technology available to him to produce a male heir. She was an only child, a result of years of trying � a result of her mother's infidelity.

She hated him as much as Hoshi did and when Hoshi was old enough to understand she told her the truth.

She hated soba noodles, always had and always will, as she shook her six-year-old head away from her grandmother's attempts to feed them to her.

"I don't like them," Hoshi pouted and pulled her head away from her grandmother's hand. "I'm not hungry."

Her grandmother's coaxing words had no effect and Hoshi jumped out of her chair, her aunt giggling at her refusal to eat and her mother silently smiling. A loud bang on the table brought the room to a silent standstill and everybody turned to see her father's fist on the table.

"Pia," he barked.

A young maid rushed to his side.

"Take my daughter and her soba noodles upstairs and lock them in her room. Do not let her out or feed her until every last noodle is eaten." He sipped his coffee calmly and glared at his daughter.

He was true to his word, the servants trading shifts and watching her at all times to make sure she ate the noodles and didn't hide them. She sat in the middle of her room, surrounded by her soft bed and lavish toys, not allowed to play with any of them. Some of the servants openly disdained her, trying to force her to eat the noodles while the other servants tried bribery. Two days passed, Hoshi's stomach growling with thirst and hunger, her little body sleeping beside the bowl like a stray puppy.

On the third day, her father came to check on her progress, the early morning rays of the sun spilling through her sheer pale pink curtains. He nudged her awake with his boot and she opened her eyes, her lips cracked as she begged for forgiveness. "A son would have obeyed," he stated and picked up the dish, throwing it across the room and shattering the dish against the wall.

Her mother rushed in to care for her after her father left, saying very little but offering what comfort she could. By the time she was able to join her family for dinner, a fresh bowl of soba noodles awaited her. While the others dined on tempura and yakitori with rice, she managed to choke down the soba noodles.

Hoshi shivered at the memory and licked the sweetness of some jam off of her lip. She was eleven when her mother found her crying in the garden, cursing her father and herself for the blood that ran through her veins. That was when her mother told her that she wasn't the true heir to her father's fortune. Her mother begged her forgiveness, her own selfishness over wanting a child had blinded her to the true nature of the beast she slept with each night. If he ever found out she wasn't really his, he would kill her and her mother. The disgrace would be too much for him not to do so. He would lose face.

She pushed back from the table, now full and in need of a shower. She stripped quickly and succinctly, turning the water on and waiting for the right temperature. Malcolm was a far cry from her father. He was capable of great tenderness, yet the overlaying harshness in his persona strummed a thread inside her she had buried long ago.�

Stepping underneath the warm shower spray, she moaned and wet her hair, her thoughts washed away. She squirted some soap into her hand and ran her hands over her arms and torso. She ran her hands over her body, her mind glorious blank and relaxed �well, relaxed considering everything that had happened in the last few weeks.

Her eyes closed, she reached for the shampoo dispenser, unaware of her visitor.

He watched her movements through the frosted glass, arousal and relief stirring deep within him. The PADD not only showed pictures of her childhood but had listed a pretty extensive medical record too. By the time she was seven, she had broken both arms and legs and had experienced a severe head trauma that required a stay in the hospital. Only one injury, a broken leg, reported the cause. She had fallen off a horse. In the family portraits, her smile waned, as she grew older. The water clicked off and she opened the door, startled to see him there.

Hoshi reached for a towel as soon as she recovered from the shock of seeing him. She wanted to throttle him. She wanted to make love to him. She wanted to lock his ass away.

Somehow, she managed to remain calm and ask, "Why am I locked in your quarters?"

His lover seethed with anger in front of him and he chose his words carefully. He found no words and placed the PADD on the sink.

She picked it up and stared at the detailed information of her life. "Where did you get this?"

"Commander Mayweather," Reed replied softly, stood and took the towel from her, rubbing it gently against her skin in an effort to dry her.

"Why?" she exhaled, wanting to cry over the pictures of the little girl. His cotton-covered hands roamed over her skin and he stopped at her hip, rubbing a spot she knew only as her father's brand.

He held her down as the tattoo was burned into her. She was six at that time and he screamed at her to obey him, telling her that she was nothing more than a piece of property to him. She whimpered as the needles pierced her young skin, knowing better than to cry out. He hated her crying. It was a sign of her weakness.

"Commander Mayweather has a theory as to who is behind the slavery activities," he spoke softly, letting his words sink in.

She remained still and silent.

Reed spoke to her calmly, relaying the information regarding the syndicate and houses, and placed the towel over her shoulders. He looked at the place on the wall where a mirror should hang and yearned to see her reflection there. He didn't see the tears, which fell from her eyes.

"No matter how far I go, I'll never be free from him," she sighed and bowed her head. The bastard had caused her so much pain as a child and now his long reach had killed her true family. She shivered as Malcolm ran a comb through her hair.

He could lose himself in her hair. The shine of midnight black gleamed in the light and he kissed the top of her head. "There's more."

Hoshi looked up at him in surprise, not knowing how much more she could take.

"Archer's dead. Communications have been blocked," he stated and wrapped his arms around her. "His death is suspicious. One of the houses is the house of assassins �"

Her darks eyes held his and she nodded for him to continue.

"I� fear for your safety," he whispered and traced his fingertips over her lips delicately.

"All of us are in danger," she replied huskily, as she hooked a finger over his uniform zipper and started to drag the metal tab down.

His hand shot out and grasped her wrist gently. "I know, but I don't care for them the way I � care for you." His inflection was soft and meaningful and his eyes burned with passion and love for the woman before him. He could say no more, his feelings for her crippling him. She must hate him for everything he put into motion. There was no way she could love him back.

Hoshi pulled her wrist free from his grasp and worked his zipper down his body. She kissed him, letting her tongue tickle his lips open and invading his mouth. "Make love to me," she breathed and shucked his uniform from his shoulders.

"Yes," he moaned in response, "love."

--

"Are you sure?" Travis asked as held the findings in his hand.

Dr. Phlox nodded his head. "Based on the information you provided, yes. The plaeset serum Dr. Cutler used never reached the captain's heart. It's as though it was administered after his death. Without an internal autopsy, my findings are inconclusive." Phlox paused and made a notation on the PADD. "I can tell you this though, the captain had engaged in sexual activities minutes before his death. There is residue on his genitals."

"Can you tell what kind of residue?" Travis frowned.

"It's human and it's relatively fresh," surmised Phlox. "At least he died with a smile on his face," the doctor chortled, attempting to use human humor. "Did I use the euphemism correctly?"

Travis couldn't help but smile. "Yes, you did."

--

"Where are we going?" Lita asked as Trip led her down the halls, her stomach churning and her head swimming.

"We're goin' home where I can make love to ya proper," he replied huskily.

Lita smiled, her heart fluttering wildly in her chest. A flush crept up her neck and a loud ringing sounded in her ears. She was dizzy with excitement and she wondered why she was hearing ringing and not fireworks. She laughed softly and her world went dark, not hearing the concerned voice of her lover.

--

Soft voices greeted her, a female and a male, the man's voice full of concern and worry. "Is there any danger to her?" he asked.

"No, sir," the woman's voice replied. "She's just having a bad reaction to the counter agent she was given."

"How did it happen?" the Southern drawled asked wondrously.

The female voice mused, "If I need to tell you that, sir �"

"This isn't funny, doc," Trip replied caustically.

"Your birth control shot expired while we were on Nantellis," Cutler informed him. "The counter agent Ms. Mukai was injected with acted as a fertility drug. The is indeed just a few days pregnant."

Lita's eyes shot open. Pregnant? A sense of panic churned in her stomach and she groaned.

Trip grasped her hand in his and sighed in relief when her brown eyes opened. "Li Li," his voice filled with emotion.

She couldn't speak, her throat closing with tears. The rape � it could be anybodies baby. She couldn't stop the flow of tears.

"Hush, hush, darlin'," Trip whispered and brushed her tears away. This wasn't the quite the reaction he had hoped for. He was stunned, yet ecstatic, but mostly he was scared. He was scared for her and his child.

"The rape," she cried and pulled away from him. "Anybody could be the father."

He kissed her hand. "It's mine," he whispered happily. "Doc Cutler already checked the DNA. It's too early to tell what it is. We'll get married and�"

Lita listened to his hopeful words filled the room and she slapped his hand away. "Are you crazy?" she spat.

Trip sat there stunned and Liz grinned maliciously behind their backs, preparing a hypospray to take care of the problem. Kill anybody who could testify � She wondered if she would get paid more for killing a pregnant woman.

"I love ya, Lita," Trip spoke so softly that she almost didn't hear him.

She cried harder. "You can't," she sniffled. "I-I'm not �"

"Don't tell me who I can't love, ya fool," Trip kissed her cheek and nuzzled her hair.

Lita tried to pull away from him, but he held her still. "If I have ta hog tie ya and drag ya to the alter, we will be married. And it's not because of the baby. I �"

"You're going to drive me crazy," chuckled Lita, as she wiped the tears away. She looked at the doctor and blushed.

Liz watched the loving scene with disgust and malice and held the hypospray that would kill mother and child. It would take a few days for the Celestial crewmember to die, but she would die, nonetheless.

*****

TBC

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