Everything I Long For Bad As They Seem 4:33 Girl of my dreams Things are as bad as they seem She is only sixteen That's why she's only a dream Woman of my dreams Lives right down my street Has a daughter who's sixteen That's why she's only a dream CHORUS: What do I do this for Got to get out some more Go down to the grocery store Meet someone I'll adore Someone who'll make me laugh Someone to be my better half Keep me warm under the sack Share with me my midnight snack Job of my dreams Things are as bad as they seem Working where I did at fourteen Making less pay it seems (chorus) House of my dreams Things are as bad as they seem My parent's house I'll stay for free Until I'm at least fourty-three (chorus) In September 2:40 I don't need to take this shit from you I don't want you calling me up at two Just to tell me that some guy you met who While at a party told you that he loved you I don't need to know this, need to know this I don't want to know this, want to know this Tell me the way they are with you Tell me exactly what they do things that you say don't need a proof if what I have is love for you then what's the use? I don't need to take this shit from you I don't want you calling me about two Just to tell me that some guy you met who While at a party came just looking at you We never should have said that in September We shouldn't go away but stay together Tell me the way to be with you Tell me exactly what to do Things that you say don't make it through if what I have is love for you for you... for you... ALTERNATES: These lines are under debate, far as I know.... Things that you say don't need a proof ...OR... Things that you say don't make it through ...OR... Things that you say don't need approve If what I have is love for you ...OR... And would I have this much to lose We Don't Mind It was a Tuesday morning, November I slept at your house the night before We couldn't wait to get up to go for A big breakfast in an old fashioned diner A full meal, six coffee refills later We both have to be at work in an hour Let's call in sick I suggest to her I'll call your boss and tell her that you're under The weather you'll call mine you will tell her That I'm very sick and that you're my mother So we walk down the street Looking for a phone booth we Rehearse what we're going to say So that we can have this day... away We find a phone booth with room for two I call your boss and I don't speak the truth They're pretty mad about you but they'll get through You call my work in my mother's voice they believe you And it starts to rain outside In our phone booth we hide It doesn't let up until five Squished together we don't mind We don't mind Tragedy 3:56 Broken bottle won't hurt me Nothing worse than I have dreamed Gunshot in my chest you'll leave I can take that you will see Late at night is when I dream Horrible things are what I see Hard for me to believe I wake up and I want free Car crash highway tragedy Nothing worse than I have dreamed Loss of my best friend I grieve I can take that you will see Late at night is when I dream Horrible things are what I see Hard for me to believe I wake up and I want free Stem 1:44 I bought a rose to give to you A windy day, the pettles flew From the stem into the street I tried to catch them with my feet I got to your door, you looked to see Through the peep-hole right at me You let me in and I just froze I gave you a stem, it was a rose Was a rose, was a rose Skates 7:13 When I was younger Part time job worker Department store center I saw the man enter He was middle-aged Deep lines on his face Tired mouth and eyes glazed Eyelids just half-raised CHORUS: And I look at him, he looked at me He looked so sad, I had to see What did he want, what could it be What had he been through before me seeing him In the store I worked for That year... Ice skates he asked for In the middle of summer He wanted a good pair The price he did not care I looked for his size Our best pair he tried Custom back and sides Excitement in his eyes (chorus) I asked are you a pro He looked sad and said no These skates my last hope Without them I cannot cope And he said my wife, she drowned this summer Behind our house, the river took her I cannot swim, I need to find her I will wait till it freezes over And then I will skate as far as it takes I will skate as far as it takes To bring her back home Back home. I'm To Blame 2:21 I consider your letter Understood your questions I'm wastin' away I've gone astray Take me away I know what you'll say I'm to blame Didn't want change Things can't stay the same way Come get me, I'm ready My mind's changed Will you take me? I'm wastin' away I've gone astray Take me away I know what you'll say Assignment in Space With Rip Foster 2:32 [instrumental] Driveway 4:28 Playing on the drive Time's almost by Laundry basket hides Sitting while we dry Tell me I should know Tell me I would grow I'm sticking fourteen stones Gently up my nose So I shoved one up Until it got stuck Five more then I'm done Playing with Lee's no fun Dad looked out the front door and he saw Only Lee sticking a rock Up his nose while I just watched Dad chased him around the block Dad got him real quick Then he gave him shit Hospital I stay His nose the doctors fix I sit on the drive Waiting til they arrive Nose is full inside I'm trying to stay alive Lee was too scared to tell dad I made Stones up my nose and one stays Until one day I made a face A stone falls from my nose they say They'll say Hardly 4:11 Could I be the one thing Missing from your life and from your everyday I need you to be beside me Why don't you call me and we'll see I see you having coffee You were almost beside me laughing with your friends I tell Loraine to look at you I tell her I need to tell you CHORUS: I don't know you, but I want to I just can't leave here without telling you Just how lonely I've been lately You are just as lonely maybe We should go out for some coffee I wonder how I can Give you my phone number and not be so afraid I ask Loraine to give it to you And I go to the washroom I return to the table I look but I'm unable to find you anywhere I ask Loraine to look for you I tell her I need to tell you (chorus) On the way out the door Loraine lets me know that she went up to you And gave you my number and said Call him or else he'll be sad And I waited, waited For two weeks and then I realized that you'd never call me How could I have been so stupid I should have gone up to you and Told you myself how you made me feel You Were Loved 2:44 Analyzed, thought it over Too much criticized myself way to much I'll utilize the energy I have left To say goodbye to you and I will survive To you and I will survive Cause I've lost what I once found in you Take your smoke, coughing, choking there is no hope Take your records away I hate folk Pack your bag and don't forget your coat It's cold outside but you'll survive Cause I've lost what I once found in you When This Is Over 3:55 I wake up beside you in mom's car I try to get out you're strapped to The back seat, I am too The car is rolling down to water, why are we Strapped to our seats, strapped, what did we do I cleaned my room just as she asked me to Filling up, dirty water My chin's up, going under You're still asleep, baby brother I'll wake you up when this is over The car is rolling down to water, why are we Strapped to our seats, strapped, what did we do I brushed my teeth just as she asked me to This is it, baby brother One more breathe together We're almost underwater Where is mom, I miss her The car has rolled into the water, why are we Dying in this way what did we do I was nice to him, her boyfriend, this is true When people come to search the lake we'll be Found in our pajamas they will see A big mistake was all that this must be Bunkbed 4:14 Lee and I had a beautiful bunkbed The bottom was mine to keep rain from my head Yoga, my mom, took when I was young She said she'd teach me moves when she got home CHORUS: I bounced my bed I hurt my head I saw red I thought I'm dead From my bunkbed I hate bunkbeds Waited til ten for her to come on in To show me how she learned to twist her limbs That's great, show me, it looks like so much fun Just once, oh please, I'll sleep when I am done (chorus) Hole in my head, from a nail on Lee's bed They stitched me up, but I wanted to talk instead (chorus) I Almost Cried 3:32 We saw a movie once where the hero had This may sound silly such honour and He protected all those he loved With such power it made me glad When we left the show I know it's so Different from those days long ago I held your hand and didn't let go Until you were safe inside your home The hero's family and friends all died He couldn't help them no matter how he tried Fate was stronger he could not deny The story moved me I almost cried When we left the show I know it's so Different from those days long ago I kept looking behind us hoping no One was following us on our way back home My Parent's House 4:26 Time, time when you stayed over We stayed in bed forever The mail piled at the door Time, time we lost track of the hours Pizza boxes towered On the floor beside the bed Time, our bodies sore from something Surely wasn't walking Our friends thought we were dead And I can't recreate those times we used to have Without you there, baby Let's meet next month at my parent's house they'll be away like they were then Away like they were then Time, you met someone new Someone who likes you Not like I liked you Time, you ask him if he'll mind Of course he'll surely mind So just leave him for me And will you meet me and try to set things right And want things to be right And I bet we'll stay in bed for days and never leave And never want to leave And never have to leave Lounging 5:22 Why do I stay up until three Lounging, eating, watching TV I promised you, promised you That was through Why do I sleep in so late I wish sleeping wan't so great I promised you, promised you That was through