December 4, 2000
three way chats�no weirdness�the fact that you are happy�the fact that you cared that you weren't in my last "what makes me smile"�the fact that you really care what I think�your girlfriend�my autonomy�spending money on other people even when I don't have any�getting random emails from people who stumble across my old web page�getting a random email from a boy I hooked up with at sports camp in eighth grade and haven't heard from in eight years�randomly hooking up�(well, not so much anymore, but that used to make me smile)�rugby girls�basketball coaches�pizza and beer�and beer�and beer�meeting family at work�knowing that I'll only be at this job for another six months�an unexpected friend�an unexpected anything, as long as it's good�sleeping through the night�spooning�having a day off�having two days off�taking time to really do photography�taking time to write a letter to my grandparents�my grandparents�anyone's grandparents�anyone over 65�anyone under 10�anything furry and having either paws, a tail, or both�knowing that I'm a cheeseball�knowing that I'm a goofball�quoting�pretending I'm idgie�people telling me I look like idgie�really really soft touching�really really soft hands�prickly legs�the song "after all"�big brown belts�big black belts�those shirts that everyone is wearing now with no sleeves-is there a name for them? they're not tank tops, they're regular shirts with the sleeves missing-you know what I mean? they look really good on women with nice arms�the hope that someday, I too, may have nice arms�the hope that someday I won't need to care about having nice arms because I'll have someone around who "likes me anyway"�being the new kid on the block�crab rangoon�my very own chili�chips and salsa (did I already say that?-I LOVE MEXICAN FOOD!)�hearing your stories from work� the feeling I get when I know I only have ten minutes of my day left at my "day job"�the feeling I get when I know I have finished everything I need to finish for one day and I can finally shut my eyes�holiday parties at work the get me out two hours early (even though I'm not going to them)�
