2:13 pm I�m still sick! Waaaaaaaah! This is my first day at work this week, and it�s Friday�I haven�t been this sick in a long time�it�s quite annoying, really, especially since I have a zillion things to do at work�but, aside from not feeling physically healthy, things have been fan-fucking-tastic�I got to spend a good amount of time in the past week with someone I�m crushing pretty hard on�I don�t want to jinx it by mentioning it too much, but I�m having a hard time not thinking about her, and smiling�she�s cute and sweet and nice and funny and smart and she�s got this super-cute semi-accent when she talks�I�m not sure what to do about it, really, and I suppose that means that I won�t do anything�it hasn�t happened in awhile that I�m crushing on someone who�s crushing on me, and I don�t expect this to be the exception�but at least this time she�s not straight or in a relationship�so at least I�m making progress�I�m so weird�I get these �instincts� about people�and before I even know them, I have them pegged as either �good� or �bad��of course, there aren�t too many people who I meet that I don�t like, and who go in to the �bad� category, but I still don�t like that I do this�there are personalities that just rub me the wrong way from the beginning, and I find I have a very hard time giving them a chance�most of the time, though, I have the opposite problem-I like people too much and have a hard time thinking that they have any faults�I have no idea what my point is here�so I�m just going to drop it�I think my meds are kicking in and I�m getting a bit dizzy�ugh�it�s only 2:30�on another note, I�ve been having the best reoccurring sex dreams lately�almost makes me forget that I�ve not actually had sex in a year and a half�ohmygod�that sounds like such a long time all of a sudden. Choice? Will power? Pas. Pathetic. But, really, I don�t much miss it�the sex part of sex anyway�kissing, though�I miss kissing�but not enough to want to just kiss anyone�nope, not just anyone- just the one�the one who�s cute and sweet and nice and funny and smart and has the super-cute semi-accent when she talks�that one�