07/26/01
4:25 pm i am staying home sick from work for almost a week...i am sinus infections and hard core antibiotics and unable to sleep...i am four movies a day...i am the biggest baby when i'm sick...i am wanting to be taken care of...i am vodka tonics and the champagne of beers...i am little miss naughty and wanting to talk to cute new girl right now in the worst way...i am unexplainable crushes and just really, really drawn to her...i am stanley and shubba and stewy...i am two cats and an open fish bowl...i am inspired by cartoons and wanting to have time to do something creative...i am impending ex-girlfriend and ex-girlfriend's girlfriend visits and quite excited to show them the magic that i've found in this town...i am getting to know people and hoping that it's more than surface level bullshit...i am excited, so excited, by the conversations i'm having, the people i'm coming in contact with, and the potential i see to be happy here...i am still quite catious and weary and not entirely trusting, but i am hopeful...i am unable to look at cute new girl without grinning...i am unable to stop looking at cute new girl...i am trying to overcome my tendency to obsess, but i'm just so bored that thinking of her is what makes me smile right now...i am smiling...
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