i am ugly
and contaminated
a hollow of a human
i am the bottom
and the last
and the no one will notice
i am the broken
and damaged
and the one left behind
i am the past
and the remembered
and the lesson learned
i am the hopeless
and the faithless
and the what happens when you don't
I am the shame
and the secret
and the apart from your life
i am the escape
the use
the reason not to
i am
so many things
i hate
