I am weighted down
by my failures
I swallow rocks
Of bitterness
A soured milk
A ruined soul
I carry coffin nails
But I don�t want this
I want no vengeance
Or hatred
Or even empty regrets
I am numb
And unable
And without
I move
In shock
Feet off the ground
Not here
In living world
But there
In that place before
You
And I swallow every word
Sink it deep
Till I forget
Till it drowns me
I am weighted down
by my failures
