It�s a humbling feeling
Trying to hold on to this little wave
This little hand of a girl
Trying not to drown as I dance
With the weight of the world on my back
I carry something I do not want
But cherish like my own child
I find myself looking for a salvation
I don�t believe in
Trying to find a safe place among
The thieves and the charlatans
I can�t decipher friend or foe
I can�t even read myself
I change like wind
Like a flame about to die
Given breath and burns
The forest down
I don�t trust myself or my words
I don�t want eyes seeing what I am
I would erase myself if I could
But my will to be my own god pushes me
Forward into life
And my will to find all the missing parts
No matter where I have to go to or back to.
I use to say I am a will
What I need is a compass
