Cold January day
Don�t tell me lies to cover up
The mistakes you do
Don�t try to tell me I don�t see
The things I know are true
don�t make me smile to ease your guilt
And force a happy me
don�t make me wear a mask
So I can't be heard or be seen
don�t make me swallow my worries
Or ignore my doubts and fears
don�t make me lie to spare you
Or lie to keep you here.
don�t make me guilty for wanting
To be treated like I deserve to be
Don�t make me feel unworthy
Of wanting to just be me
don�t make me feel ignored
Or ugly in your eyes
Don�t make me feel replaced
With well intended lies
don�t disrespect my voice
By hearing nothing that I say
Don�t disrespect my feelings
By throwing me away
don�t look about and search for me
On some soon January day
don�t wonder why you�re all alone
Or why I didn�t stay
