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| It bleeds me deeper
Crueler words were never spoken Then from a boy failing miserably To be a man Claiming my non worth Wrapped in kindness When it was fear and lack Of courage disguised in passiveness Mistakes and lies and experiments Shrouded under �But I meant it then� Using me to fill the emptiness Raping all my secrets Like some bits of sweet oranges Tasting the fruit and discarding this skin Crueler words were never spoken Then when you said you loved me Because if it was a lie then it bleeds me deeper And If it was the truth it bares the blade |