I hide them all away
but can't avoid their damage
boots on my back
glass in my hands
car rides that lead
to voided memory
closets and rats
hiding myself
making me sleep
hands that aren't mine
alcohol scented
stomach ache dinners
neighbors who teach me
more than just cooking
seducing so young
i learn
all the lessons
i learn
so well
I am a monster
you break
pieces of a woman
shaped
by rape
