If only
Chorus:
If only you knew, what I knew
You wouldn't be like this to me
If only if said, what I have to say
It wouldn't have to be like this

But I can't tell you
'Cause I'm afraid to tell you the true
I know that it is something you've just gotta do
But I can't do it, no no
How I'm going to tell you

That I like you?
It is hard, ya know
It is hard to let my feelin's show
But

Chorus:
If only you knew, what I knew
You wouldn't be like this to me
If only if said, what I have to say
It wouldn't have to be like this

But I can't tell you
'Cause I'm afraid to tell you the true
I know that it is something you've just gotta do
But I can't do it, no no
If only you knew that I like you

Than I didn't have to tell ya that
The whole week, I'm sad
That is what the people are saying to me
But in my mind, I'm thinking of you
How I'm going to do this

Chorus:
If only you knew, what I knew
You wouldn't be like this to me
If only if said, what I have to say
It wouldn't have to be like this

But I can't tell you
'Cause I'm afraid to tell you the true
I know that it is something you've just gotta do
But I can't do it, no no

Now you have a girlfriend
I was to late, to tell you
My love for you ends

But there is some love, a bit
I know what I have to do
I'm going to fins someone else
But if only if said it to you

If only
If only
If only
If only, I ..........

© 1997 - 2000 Rian Westdorp

I Love You
I love you
And I always want to hold you
Would you push me away?
Or just let me feel the love of your embrace?
I love you
And I always want to kiss you
Would you pull away?
Or just let me feel your tongue touch mine?
I love you
And I always want to touch you
Would you draw away?
Or just let me touch you in places that make you faint?
I love you
And I will always love you
Would you love me back?
Or just let me pour out my emotions for no reason
I love you
And I will always want to be with you
Would you wanna be with me?
Or would you find some other woman to make you think
You are a man?
I love you
And I just want you to know that I'll always be here
Would you want to always wanna be by my side?
Or just run away because you're scared?
I love you

© 1997 - 2000 Rian Westdorp

Miss you
In the middle of the night
I'm lying awake
My thoughts are making a fight
The left side is saying: Go a sleep
But the right side is saying: No don't sleep
I don't know what to do
'Cause I'm thinking of you

Chorus:
'Cause I miss you
And I don't know what to do
Everyone thinks I'm a fool
Maybe I am
'Cause I didn't really want to let
You go
I did
And I know I regret it

I dumped you because of another boy
'Cause I always liked him
I thought he wanted me too
But he didn't
Oh, men I was a fool
And now I lost you
I want you back, and that's the true

Chorus:
'Cause I miss you
And I don't know what to do
Everyone thinks I'm a fool
Maybe I am
'Cause I didn't really want to let
You go
I did
And I know I regret it

I know you still like me
And I still like you too
YES, one day I wannabe
Your girlfriend again
I will pray
And wish for that day

Chorus:
'Cause I miss you
And I don't know what to do
Everyone thinks I'm a fool
Maybe I am
'Cause I didn't really want to let
You go
I did
And I know I regret it

So I guess
There is nothing left to say
My life is a mess without you
Now I know why they always say
When you lost someone
Who you love
Than you realize how much you care about the person
That's what I did
I really miss you
What could I do?
I was a fool
I'd let you go
That is the biggest mistake
I have ever made

© 1997 - 2000 Rian Westdorp