Sinking in my own sorrow
Of something I've done
That I shouldn't regret
It's something she doesn't deserve I tell myself
It's something that will make me stronger
I don't know if these are lies to make it seem right
Or simply the truth that my inner voice tries to tell me

Which one's the angel?
Which one's the devil?
Which is my conscious?
Which is my inner child?
Why do I have to have this split personality?

Thinking of the plot
Burning away the names
Of the street and the state of it all
Is it to get rid of the evidence?
Or a new way of cleansing something that is right?
Why do I have fights all the time?
With the voices inside my head
One tells me to do one thing
The others tell me another

Which one's the angel?
Which one's the devil?
Which is my conscious?
Which is my inner child?
Why do I have to have this split personality?

I keep what I've done hidden
So no one else knows except me
Not even my mom, not my dad, maybe not even God
Would he think what I've done justice?
Or just my petty jealousy?
I try and ask the voices inside me
But I get too many and don't know where to go

Which one's the angel?
Which one's the devil?
Which is my conscious?
Which is my inner child?
Why do I have to have this split personality?

© 2002 Anami B.

The cow

The cow tells me what to do
The cow wants to take over my soul
The cow is nothing but a nobody
And she ain't gonna control me!

The cow is a selfish bitch
The cow is nothing but a wannabe
The cow thinks she is everything
Then she pretends to be that damsel in distress
But the truth is...
THAT'S ME!

The cow eats all the time
The cow lies to us all
The cow's teeth are turning brown
From all the lies that spew from her mouth!

The cow is nothing but pain
The cow tries and sits on me all the time
The cow wants to be me
But the truth is...
SHE NEVER WILL!

The cow never goes beyond her trailer
The cow will never get outta her own hell
The cow always wants to pull me in
She's never going to hold me!

© 2002 Anami B.

YOU but ME

You walked in the room
Thought you ruled the seen
I thought, "why can't I be more like her?"
And every man looked her up and down
Imagining in their minds she was the one
That would hold them at night
And do the things that they like

You busted through my heart
And made me turn
And thought things I never could before
I thought, "I wouldn't want to be with any other"
And every man looked her up and down
Knowing that she was mine
And that I'm the one who keeps her warm at night
And I'm the one she does those things to
And no one can have YOU but ME

© 2002 Anami B.

~~~UNDERWORLD~~~

I live in a damn underworld
I live in a damn underworld
And I have to live here with myself
I am damned I live with myself
I have to live with my mother of fuckers
I have to live with myself
I live in a damn underworld
I live in a damn underworld….Of myself

And there's no way out
I've damned myself I have to live
With the person I hate the most
Future zombies walk through my mind
But I'm still here by myself

I live in a damn underworld
I live in a damn underworld
And I have to live here with myself
I am damned I live with myself
I have to live with my mother of fuckers
I have to live with myself
I live in a damn underworld
I live in a damn underworld….Of myself

It's not alright I have to be here
I'd rather be with someone else
Someone I can stand
But I'm stuck here with the person I want to kill
I want to die but I can't find a knife
I want to end it but I'm only at the beginning

I live in a damn underworld
I live in a damn underworld
And I have to live here with myself
I am damned I live with myself
I have to live with my mother of fuckers
I have to live with myself
I live in a damn underworld
I live in a damn underworld....Of myself

© 2002 Anami B.

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