Fade To Grey
I circle round you, looking down at your face glowing with excitement. Your light pink lips spread up into a small smile. I'm still walking slowly round you, as if I am marking my territory. Stopping abruptly I run my thumb over your rosy cheek, silky soft against my skin. I slide my hand behind your head, fingering your smooth hair tenderly. I lean down so my lips is the same level as yours. The gentle beat from the music echoes in my head as our lips meet, softly. Only touching for a moment. Your eyes are staring back at me as I pull away glistening in the dim light of the room. They almost look like someone had coated them in varnish. We don't exchange any words but I could tell how much you are enjoying this. Trying your hardest not to break into a huge grin, you look away at the floor. I keep a perfectly straight face, still looking directly at you trying to get you to look back at me. And you do. Turning your head slowly back up to look at me. This time your eyes now begging me to touch you, to please you. So I do. My lips plummet down to meet yours again, this time I don't pull away. This time our tongues dance together, entwining with one another. My heartbeat increases and I can feel a knot in my stomach. My hands dart up you back feeling your curves, feeling how your shoulder bones jut out your back. I make a mental note to make you a huge breakfast in the morning. I feel your hands creasing my bum, one slipping down in-between my thighs. I grin into your mouth and you pull away still holding me close. So close I can almost taste the saltiness of your skin. I breathe in your scent, a nice light smell.
"I love you so much Brian" I whisper. A tear escapes your eye, and I'm quick to wipe it away. Your eyes are still boring into me and you simply return the whisper with
"I love you too Stefan!" breathing deeply into the dip in my neck. I almost moan and I know you mean it. I know this because it shows in your eyes, your beautiful blue eyes. I can always tell what's going on in your head through your eyes. They are what let you slip, if you're lying or if you really are telling the truth. We stand like this for a few moments just holding each other, the song pounding in the background; so grateful for every moment we have together. Then I reach down to kiss you again, to indulge in you again.
