| Summer 2004 |
| My worst summer ever. |
| Feeling down? Maybe a little depressed? First off I want to say if you want or need to talk ANYONE can IM me at x21ToDrinkx. Im making this page to kind of laugh at myself and kind of blow off some steam, but also to say that I can relate to those little bad days we all have. |
| The suckyness begins I guess at the end of the school year. My friends find out I like to ease my stress through cutting. Soon after, my parents find out. I start therapy. The therapist sucks. <<please school year... END! >> and it does! :-D last day... last class... last final exam... last few minutes of the school year... .... i get a detention. My punishment? cleaning out the junk everyone left in thier lockers and classrooms throughout the year. I found alot of neat stuff though! Yeah.. i kept it. I end up seeing this guy I kind of liked and doing some "stuff" with him. Havent' really heard from him since. It's almost august. That was in June. I go in to take my drivers test. Before i even take the test i get so nervous i throw up all over the place.....i failed by "running a stop sign". My parents tell me I can no longer see my best friend because they beleive that her familiys racist. I think this is when the constant fighting with my parents began. They don't know that I am very depressed and she is very depressed and that we NEED to see eachother. I get a new therapist. Shes cool. I take the drivers test again. Fail by jumping a curb during parelell parking. I get a new car! Yay! Still no lisence.... I hear from the 'june' guy. I'm really not feeling him at this point, but you know how it is ladys. hes like 'call at 8'. Im so glad he says this cuz i need the closure. Five minutes before Im supposed to call he IMs and says dont call, he wants to hang out with his mom instead. I find out my father no longer wants me to live with them, and also that I am a complete burden to them. I decided to go out of state to college, or at least go to a cheap college so i can afford a dorm. I turn in mucho applications and after a while Johnny Rockets calls and leaves a message with my LITTLE BROTHER to come in the next day. I come in totally unprepared and fill out all my paper work in pencil, making it void. He told me to come back the next week.. i didnt. Leaving me jobless. My therapist tells me that if I dont get on anti depressants soon I'll probably commit suicide. ...gee thanks... I take the drivers test again..... and fail. I finally get a job! :-D And thats where the summer has left me. I'll update when I can. I'm takin the drivers test again soon ;-) |
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