A moment flickers past my eyes

I hear your voice, I hear your sighs

My heart beats faster as I see

How my life was meant to be

Although happy in my place

I think of you and see your face

My heart beats faster as I see

How my life was meant to be

But life did not turn out that way

And we must live another day

You in a place too far to see

Living your life without me.

What's the use

of walking in tomorrows

Tomorrow's are a million miles away

 

and if you visit

all your past time sorrows

you won't be home when love comes by today

 

                                    Anna J.

 

Some people worry more about right and left

than about right and wrong

(Poster in Dublin)

IF PEOPLE WOULD SAY WHAT THEY MEAN

LIFE WOULD BE A DREAM

 

DON’T KNOW WHAT IT IS

DON’T KNOW WHAT I MISS

I'M SURROUNDED WITH EMPTINESS

OR IS IT LONELINESS

LIFE WENT ON

EVEN AFTER YOU WERE GONE

OUR LIVES WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME

EVERY NOW AND THEN I HEAR THE WIND WHISPERING YOUR NAME

LOOSING A FRIEND

HURTS BUT IT ISN'T THE END

BELIEVING THAT YOU ARE WATCHING OVER ME

MAKES ME FEEL FREE

BUT IT STILL HURTS THAT YOUR NOT AROUND ANYMORE

AFTER THEY CLOSED YOUR DOOR

I OFTEN TALK ABOUT YOU

TELLING JOKES LIKE YOU USED TO DO

I KNOW NOW WHAT IT IS

I KNOW NOW WHAT I MISS

..... YOU     BYE STEVIE

            1989

               

She's gone

Cruel things
cruel intentions
never thought that anyone
could cause me that much pain

My legs won't work
my arms won't move
My eyes don't open
my mouth refuses to talk

As a shock
a bullet in the mist
I never saw it coming
but I felt it nonetheless

Three words so small
pointy and razor-sharp
they cut through my brain
causing terrible pain

Maybe I already knew
but didn't want to admit
thinking all would be okay
as it is not

The words fell
the bullet was shot
pierced right through
and left me dead

Three words so small
an impact so big
three words

I am leaving

Ot, 22 01 2002

 NOTHING 

I try to focus

I try to concentrate

I try to listen

I try to see

 

I can’t focus

I can’t concentrate

I can’t hear

I can’t see

 

Never thought you could

But you did

 

I am blind

I am deaf

I am numb

I feel sad

 

A few words, seconds

And I know

 

You’re not here

You’re not at home

You’re not leaving

You’re not, anymore

 

I see nothing

I hear nothing

Nothing………

Ot, 20-09-2001  

 

Even when the answer is always the same

I can’t just go and leave it be

I need to go around and around

And ease all things in my brain

 

 

A small whisper brings a shiver

And takes me on a trip in my mind

I see the places I have been

And all the sights I have already seen

 

All my questions and all my pain

Ooh and nothing ever changes

With every step I take

It blows in my face

And I just can’t go on

 

 

Nothing that I say will change the way

My feelings and thoughts linger on

And with every day it’s the only way

For me to say I love you  

 

It comes as thunder in the night

And strikes as sharp as a knife

The picture sets out and is clear

If I could only disappear…  

 

It leaves me with nothing to say

Nothing left for me

And when it spins away from me

I feel I can’t go on…  

 

 

THIS IS JUST A SELECTION THIS PAGE IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION !

 

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